Life inside hell & sinister book 1&2

ch.8: suprise visitors. numb feelings. guilty consciences. . . (part one)

*unedited* 

PART ONE

*maddies p.o.v*

it has been just about a week since ive been in this hell hole. ive learned how to detatch my emotions from my body and only feel numb pain. i looked around at the room that i was currently stuck in. the wall were a baby pink. there was a tv in here that i refused to touch a full size bed that was actually comfortable a bedside table with a lamp on it and a window seat. 

if i wasnt held hostage here then the room wouldve been okay but i consider it a hell hole. and in case your wondering, i tried the windows in this entire house and it seems as if a truck running into it full speed couldnt break it or even shatter for that matter. 

so far since my stay here michael had cooked and acted as if we were the perfect couple. i mean we were werent we? minus the kidnapping and the hatred on my part? 

i sighed. he really has went off the looney side of the hill straight into psychopath land. And the worse part is, is that you wouldve never saw it coming. never knew that he was capable of this sort of thing. 

i found out that i was put on a missing persons report a few days after i went missing and that erik and elena and them were looking for me. my heart swelled at the thought of them looking for me but then ripped directly in half knowing that they would never find me and give up after a while. 

i pushed away my feelings and locked them up. they wouldnt help me in this case at all so whats the point? 

i feel as if ive become a cold hearted bitch since i was kidnapped. i mean can you blame me? i have a crazy person thinking that im in love with him and holding me hostage with no way out im sure you would turn cold too. 

i heard the front door to this hell hole close and i put on my carefully fixed mask on and walked out of my room to meet up with him.  i found him at the front door taking off his coat to hang on the coat hanger. i knew just how to act around him so that i wouldnt set him off on a rampage. ive learnt that mistake already when we first got here...

*flash back*

i opened my eyes to find that i had fallen asleep against my own will. i noticed that we were in the middle of absolute f****ing nowhere!!! i wanted to breakdown knowing that it would useless because i knew now that it would be worthless in having any kind of hope that my friends and family would be able to find me. 

knowing now that i wouldnt be able to get out of this i then decided to mask my emotions and go completly detatched from everything. blank. 

we pulled up to this small house that i was suprised was even powered out here in the middle of what seemed to be a whole bunch of road and woods. michael stepped out of the car and walked around to the backseat. since he didnt bother to roll up the windows he peered in the back window a little bit and stared at me. 

''i wouldnt try to do any funny buisness. we are out in the middle of nowhere so you wouldnt survive especially in the wild like this. now im going to open the door.'' he stated. 

i wanted kick his face in but knew that wouldnt help me one bit if i wanted to get out of here. no. i wanted to gain his trust. make it seem as if i really loved him and then escape. once i was gone then i would run away. that was my plan. 

he lead me into the house flicking on the lights and the heater seeing as it was freaking freezing in here. 

''this is our home now maddie! isnt wonderful!'' michael exclaimed. i looked at him in a sideways glance and nodded my head slowly. he showed me around all the while grinning happily.