Bad Romance

Rude Awakening

It's been a good solid year since all of the wreckage occurred. I'm taking therapy to gain back my sanity, yes I'm on anti depressants and other medications I can't remember. Aizen and Frankie have been catering to me and has been angels. I finally can make my break back into the eleventh grade, I'll be 17 this year. Finally something I will not be judged for my age fits my grade. I finally got my mind off of whatever his name was and I was able to build myself back up to who I was, well kinda. I never really went back normal, it was transformed into a more honest girl. My hair was now at the end of my rib cages again and this time it was straight and died a deep lipstick red. My eyes were still a grayish white and my skin was glowing again. I felt like I survived the worst case scenario and was able to prevail. Frankie was at my side ready to take on the eleventh grade with me again. This time I'll know exactly what I'm doing. I saw no sign of Lucy anywhere and the guys who used to worship me were probably now seniors looking for me to be there but this is my chance to recover and recreate,Lauren Hicks. I will not let anybody tear me down again. "I hope you'll be okay." Frankie said brushing my hair so that it would fall over my shoulders. "Trust me, I will. I hope you will be alright." I said to Frankie and smiled at her. She nodded and split her way with me for I will be in my favorite class first, English. This is the time where we make our all about me journals. I can't wait to tell Mr. McCafree all about who I am and who I have become. I took a good look at my roster before entering the class, all of my favorite teachers from least to greatest was on there. I have a nice lunch period too 5th lunch. All of the jocks and computer techs are there always feuding over some new game. "Nice to see you again, well and alive, Ms.Hicks." Mr. McCafree said with that flirty smile he would always flash me he may be thirty six years old but he is stunning. I could watch him teach all day. This man is just so luring. A few teachers have called dibs on him back when he was in his late twenties. He has been teaching here for a good while. Mr. McCafree always had this thing for my mom though, he asks me about her and I would always lie and say that she was doing fine and all. But little did he know it was just Frankie and I. He's the only teacher who I think could possibly know about our story is Mrs. Lucust. Our secretary who I always would vent too when times were bad for me and mom and dad didn't have time for me. This school is K through 12 but we've been divided into two buildings so that we wouldn't ''corrupt them," or whatever that was. Freshman, juniors and seniors had one building while K through 8th had the other. It wasn't too bad though the only problem was dismissal time we would be dismissed at the same time nd if you were such a saint you'd have run to the little ones' aid to keep them from getting bullied and hurt. This year should be different with the principle of this school. Principle Justinee Lewis, but for us it was principle Lewis. She was tough, professional, stylish, beautiful, and strikingly intelligent. She was what most of the girls looked up to. All of the guys were slaves for her and the teachers were anything she wanted them to be. She was powerful and young. She ordered that we all would head to the auditorium during third period. First day announcements is what she likes to say. I can replay this whole year all in my head. Well for the time that I was here. A few people knew me in this class from sophomore year. "So did your lover decide to bail out on ya?" A golden haired guy teased. I guess even those who didn't know all of the hell I was in could pour gasoline over the remains of it. "I guess so." I said putting my head down, damn it how could I feel the pain still? I'm not fully recovered but I can't lose myself again. No, no, no...not again. I just straightened up and prayed that the dickens wouldn't dawn down on me. Not this year. "Hello, is this seat taken?" A guy with gorgeous hazel-greenish eyes, and shoulder length wavy black hair said to me. He wasn't at all my type of guy. I mean he had his pretty face and his slight muscles but he was into rap music and pants low trends. I wanted to barf all over that cheesy ass Nicki Minaj tee. Come on, advertise someone like Taylor Swift or Sia. Not some fake ass wanna be dare I say it Lil Kim. Anyways, he just kept looking over and smiling awkwardly at me, wile nodding like he was trying to break his neck or something unattractive. It's really sad. "What the hell are you doing?!" I shouted out loud causing everyone to turn around to see him gripping my wrist roughly, the teacher wasn't so helpful he stuck us both in DETENTION! So I walked out angrily and stormed into the principles office. I knew someone was smart enough to know real justice. That serves that jack wad right. He even gave me a bruise. None of this has happened when Kayden was around...I'm starting to miss him again. When I walked out I pressed my back against the lockers and slid down burying my head into my knees and starting crying abit. I felt like someone was hovering over me. I looked up to see Frankie standing there. She must have seen me outside of her classroom window. I tried to be strong, I thought that this pain was over with and gone...but I thought wrong. "Laur, what happened?" Frankie asked full of alarm. "You should know. I wasn't enough to keep the hell from igniting again. I couldn't fend off those demons." I said as my voice shuddered violently. "Did you take your pills this morning?" Frankie asked me. "No, I don't need those damn pills. I need KAYDEN!" I growled violently at her. "He's gone! He will never ever come back for you!" Frankie yelled at me. I looked at her and gritted my teeth. "Just like the love of your life will NEVER LOVE YOU!" I yelled back and got up leaving her frozen with shock and hurt. "Yeah, your hurt. Well guess what I don't give a damn." I said oozing venom from my voice. "Just because you're lost and torn apart by this guy doesn't mean you get to take it out on me!" Frankie said standing up and getting my face. "Victim is always what people like you go for. You're always victim, poor Melina is being attacked and bullied. I say you're full of shit." I said matching her level. Around this time everyone was watching but we didn't care. Even Sullen. "Full of shit? Says the one who's never gave a damn about anyone but herself." Frankie said with a sly grin on her face.  "I don't know why my mother and father even adopted you in the first place. You're no good, you never were. You were never there for me when I was at my darkest times! Where were you nowhere to be found little miss slut." I said with the coldest voice yet. She fell silent and looked at me with nothing but a blank expression. "No where to be found was where you were." I said turning to leave. Just a did so Frankie blasted me from behind with a wicked punch but I began to pay her back with my hands coiling around her neck just like a anaconda... slowly taking the life out of it's prey. I was bein pulled off by someone and Frankie was being pulled away by Sullen. "You're dead to me!" Frankie yelled at me. "As far as I'm concerned, I have no sister!" I said spitting in her direction. I looked at who was pulling me, it was Aizen. How was he right now? How could I have been so dangerous and ominous in front of him?! I am such a fucking pitiful human being. Fuck! "A-aizen?!" I stammered turning his way. He looked down at me in a serious way with his coal eyes darker than ever. "What the hell happened?" Aizen exclaimed. "We got into an altercation, a fisting incident." I scoffed. "The hell?! About what,Lauren you're usually the one who's always sound of mind." Aizen said looking at me. "She attacked me first. I thought that she was just gonna let me walk away after the whole incident. She just had to hot me with a low blow. I'm pissed off about it. It's already all over the internet by now."I sighed and hung my head in defeat as Aizen looked down at me with sad eyes. I was way too depressed to even met eyes with him. "It couldn't have been your fault. I witnessed the whole thing. The one who should have to live with such a burden is your own sister who betrayed you at your most vulnerable state. I took them time to go over everything about you and Frankie because I felt as if she was too suspicious . Frankie isn't who you think she is." Aizen said with a dark look in his eyes. I felt as if this was all apart of a script he had made up. "What are you implying?" I asked with wide eyes. "Frankie isn't at all your adopted sister, for she had gotten your parents to say such things to your face because she has had them captured." Aizen said getting closer to me. "Aizen stop! No this isn't true. I can't let this go on. You are trying to create a war!" I yelled. " Lauren. I'm not lying. Kayden and his brother are fair victims of her doing. She killed their parents out of spite for not being able to have them as her lover. She went on to take your parents by kidnapping them. You have to believe me!" Aizen shouted. "I don't understand this, Aizen." I said to him with shock. He gave me this little black book. I flipped through the pages it was images of my parents all beat up and hung up by their arms. There was Frankie's handwriting... saying how she enjoyed this game of killing. I shook my head backing away screaming and screaming. "NO! NO!NO! This all just a sick game! My parent were burned in a fire!" I shouted at him full of pain and anger. "I'm so sorry you had to find out like this. Frankie isn't at all who you think she is a murder on the run. You need to get away, NOW!" Aizen said grabbing my hand and running out of the school. "AIZEN! How is this possible?! How did you find out?!" I asked him while running. "I looked at her files and she has records of murdering those people!" Aizen yelled. "What made you do all of this? Why?" I asked. "I did this because I care about you and don't want anything happening to you. Especially while my heart is beat." Aizen said passionately. I looked at Aizen, I looked deep inside of him. He was being genuine and all. "I don't need an explanation to why you would do this for me, I just want to know why would you. I need an explanation to why she would commit such a crime and I don't want to know why she did it." I said full of resentment and hatred. "This is an unspeakable act of insanity. How couldn't the orphanage see that? Or maybe they just didn't even give a damn...fuck!" Aizen shouted with a curse. "Aizen, what about my parents? How will we save them?" I asked grabbing on to his collar. "I have friends around here who will help me crack down on this shit, Lauren...I'm so sorry. I'm sorry that all this shit is just and endless horror movie. I want you to rest and to relax. I know...I know this is all at the wrong time, but quite frankly we have no further info than this shit right here..." Aizen said raking his finger through his newly grown out hair that now was tousled and dirty blonde. It made him look so damn good. Uh, anyways...where was I? Oh yeah, I was in such a panic and I couldn't believe all of this shit... all of this was so unreal... fuck this. "I can't even believe I didn't see this." I said stomping full of anger. This isn't real at all...I know it isn't.