Bad Romance

No More Words

                                                                          Frankie's P.O.V

Ever since the day Kayden walked out on Lauren, she has had no more words. She can't eat, sleep, or even go to school now since Kayden had left her. I didn't get the chance to say goodbye, he was gone with the wind. He left Lauren on the floor spiraled out with a knife in one hand and cuts on her wrists. She suffered brutally from his departure. Lauren was never burning so low, and I didn't know how to fix her. I was too useless for her. Everyone at school asked about her and all, I just told them that she was in a train wreck and was suffering from multiple injuries. Even the teachers were shocked about her incident. Some even wrote her letters to get well and all that stuff she needed right now. Too bad she couldn't read them since she locked herself away. It's been two months since then. Kayden never once called her or even messaged her. He was a heartless fool who played us both. It's funny how I'm still holding up and all while Lauren is practically dead. I had pick her lock due to the fact that I had drag her out for her to bathe and stuff. She was so pale and thin. Her beautiful long was cut short to her shoulders, her eyes were hollow and barely moving. She was gone...I showed her funny pictures and the letters, I sang old songs our mum would sing to us...she just wasn't feeling it....she wasn't happy or alive. Her hair wrecked, her skin was pale and cold, she was broken. No more. I had to fix my poor big sister...somehow I would. "How's she?" Sullen asked. "Not too good." I said in a shaky voice and looking up at him with tired and stressed eyes. He could see it all in my eyes, even the lies I made up. "I'm so sorry." Sullen said sincerely wrapping me up in a huge hug. I was just so frustrated with myself that I called him over. "I don't know what else to do. I tried everything that I could. I'm so weak that I can't even keep my own sister with me." I wept in a whisper. "Frankie, you tried your best. Maybe she just needs some time to herself. Give her some space. Let her cry if she needs to but if you stay to watch her you'll only make her break down even more. Let her find her way again. Trust me." Sullen said now inches away from me. Lauren's right, he is a real life Uryu Ishida. "How long should I continue to lose my sister?" I growled now upset with him. "You won't lose her you'll only gain a new part of her." Sullen said smiling abit. I grew quiet and I then was hit with realization. It wasn't her depression or her loss of Kayden, it was Lauren trying to heal her wounds but she wasn't strong enough to do it and she needed someone to save her from this darkness and prove to her hat she didn't need any guy to to make her happy, but all she need was her sister. Because I am her only bestfriend who is permeate. I should've never let her leave that day, maybe I could've kept her alive and well. This is making me crazy but if craziness is all I've got to soave myself then so be it! "You're wrong. That is not the answer she wants to be saved, but she just doesn't want to admit it. I will save my sister and I will get revenge." I said passionately to Sullen. "You can bring a horse to the water, but you can't force it to drink." Sullen said sitting down on the couch and drinking some smart water. " I have to try. She's my sister and I'm her sister. I WILL NOT LOSE HER TOO!" I protested. "Frankie, don't fail her this time. She is vulnerable and weak right now. She can break down for good at any mistake you make." Sullen said to me in a stern voice. I nodded quietly. I never thought this would happen...why? Why?

                                                                          KAYDEN'S P.O.V
I know I fucked up, far more worse than I ever had. I don't even know why I left her like that. I looked outside of the palace window as the rain poured down. I could still hear her screaming 'don't leave me, don't leave me!' I felt like I was in shackles and set on fire. "Lauren." I whispered to her picture. I never knew that I could be so cold and brutal. "Kayden. Why?" My mother said coming into my room. "Mum, I don't know. I don't know how to fix it. I hurt Lauren. Mum, I hurt her and I don't know how to fix it." I said as my voice cracked. "Awww,my dear. I'm so sorry this has happened to you. If you want to tall about it I'm here." My mother said hugging me. I felt even more guilty because I actually got my mother to feel sorry for me. "First thing I knew was that she and I were having a good time, then we were having a huge argument. Next thing I knew I was packing and leaving." I said walking back and forth trying not to punch anything. "Just calm down, sweetheart. Listen father and I will fix this. We'll buy her some dresses and send her some pounds. It'll be alright. We will fix this. We will." My mother said going into a panic. "Mum, no. I don't want you and dad to get involved. I just want to see her. I just want her here...with me again." I said to her. She paused and nodded. I needed her right now. Even if she had no more words.

                                                                            NORMAL P.O.V
I felt as if my heart would stop beating at any moment and at anytime. This hell I've been bound to will relentlessly torture me until I've given up. I'm trying, I'm trying to fight this hell, I'm trying to see the light that Aizen's holding up for me....but I can't reach it. I'm trying so hard that I'm gonna possibly die. How could someone so dear to me, be someone who wasn't good for me? How could you lie to me,just like that? I thought that you loved me like I loved you. I thought you wee gonna be there for me. Why weren't you there? You just gave up on fighting and just left me in the glass you've shattered. I just wanna know why'd you do it? Is there any explanation? None. None at all. "Lauren? Lauren. Lauren talk to me. Look at you, look at what he has done to you. I'm gonna fix this. I swear it." Aizen said holding me in his arms as he sat on the floor, I've been in that same spot since he left me. I tried to open my eyes to see him, I tried to look into those dark eyes, I tried to see my dark knight...but all I could see was hell. I touched Aizen but I couldn't feel him with me, I tried to smell him in my line of trace but I couldn't smell a thing. I tried to listen to his voice but I couldn't hear him over those broken words. Everything I wanted to have was right in front of me, but he was out of my reach. "It's gone. It's all gone!" I whimpered and sobbed. I couldn't keep the words I recite to myself in any longer. "Lauren, wherever you are right now I need you to listen to me. I need you to hear me and only me. I am gonna fix this, you will be alright. He doesn't care about you, he never did. If he cared about you, you wouldn't have to go through all of this hurt. I need you to grip back on to reality nd I need you to come back with me. Come to me....are you here?" Aizen said grabbing my face gently taking it in both his hands. I closed my eyes trying to see him, trying to reach for him. There was the light, I begin to run to it but it was getting further and further away. I desperately trying tried so I ran harder until my lungs burned nd I nearly fainted due to the lack of oxygen. I found him. I found Aizen waiting for me with the light and jumped into his arms as he embraced me tightly. "I'm here." I whispered. "Don't let go of me. Stay with me. Stay with me." Aizen said but his words began to faded and I was falling into the abyss of darkness and January snow. Then was gone completely and no more words were heard from him again.

                                                                                          ~ hospital scene~

"Lauren. Lauren can you hear me?" A paramedic called out but he his voice was as if two people were speaking and echoing in my ears, my vision was murky and everything was spinning. I tried to speak but a faint sound came from my lips. "She's conscious! Hurry we're losing her again! She need to be hydrated!" The paramedic shouted to the driver. "Lauren, stay with me. Stay with me." The paramedic said. My heart was pounding and my body was stiff. I couldn't move. I was finally at peace, floating about in the soft light of the warm sunlight. I was finally myself again, free. I am me again, no more pain and no more Kayden. After all this time. After four months of this blistering pain, it's finally over. It was all just a dream after all. A bright light then cracked my vision and white was all over me and surrounding me. I was in a hospital bed in a hospital gown. "Lauren, you're awake! I'm so glad that you're awake." Aizen gasped with happiness. I looked at him like how Edward Scissorhands looks at people when he thinks their freaking insane. Is it really Aizen? Or is it really another illusion that'll break me again? "Aizen?" I whispered touching his cheek and his biceps. "It's me, I'm here." Aizen said softly to me and touched my cheek, his hand were cold and I hate the cold but I didn't care. It was Aizen who was touching me and I loved his touch. Every second of his soft touch was the drug I craved. "What happened to me?" I asked looked into those beautiful coal eyes. "You past out from a lack of food and sleep. The doctor was stunned by your survival. Your ribs are caved in and you've lost your beautiful curves and you cut your long beautiful hair. I still think you're beautiful, though. I'm just glad that you're alive and that you didn't bleed to death." Aizen said pointing to my wrapped up arms that hid my cuts and scars. "I didn't know what else to do. I lost a piece of me, the functioning piece of me." I said to him. "The dick was no good for you, you were never apart of him. He finessed you into thinking that he was apart of you. Now you see his true colors." Aizen said to me. WHY?! Why me? "Please. Please don't go. I can't another stab to my half of heart. It was never whole to begin with." I said gripping on to his shirt. "I vow to never betray you like that." Aizen said crossing his heart. The before I knew it his lips were on mine and heated with passion. I wanted this for so long, I needed this. The kiss lasted for 20 minutes and after that we order Chinese and watched Netflix on Aizen's PC and Aizen just held me the entire time. I wasn't all that well but was alittle but stronger than I was and more alive. I was glad their someone there for me to slowly heal me and stitch me up. Someone who actually was real for a change.