Bad Romance

                  *Aizen's P.O.V*
We finally moved somewhere nice and breezy up in Mami Florida. The beach house we had was amazing along with the penthouse. Everything was falling into place now. I gave up my position in the mafia to Charlie who accepted my deal of still part taking in the mafia just on certain days and months. Besides that, Lauren and her family finally reunited with  passionate emotions. They were so overwhelmed and happy that they didn't know what to do.
           
              *Lauren's P.O.V*

"Lauren, everything has changed since you left us. But now we get to see you again all well and safe." My dad said hugging me tightly and kissing me all over my face. My dad was the first and last to rejoice about my return. Aizen had gone back down to LA for a few days and left the house to me for keeping. He should be arriving shortly though. Florida is great so far. Everyone was in my life and everything was now complete. I couldn't have asked for anything more or less until the devil's return. "Kayden."I hissed through my teeth. "Um,hi. Lauren. I-I just came to say hello and I wanted to deeply apologize for every single second of pain I've caused you. I have no excuses for what I've done...and I am ashamed of myself. I-I'll do anything to make up the pain I have inflicted on you. Please say something or even slap the shit out of me." Kayden said standing there with the saddest of all smoky grey eyes, his hair was as well kept like it would be. He had darkness surround his eyes. He looked beat up, used and abused. I didn't know if I was ready to forgive him or not. I didn't know if I should hug him or not. I didn't know if I should say something or not. I ran over to hug him tightly and cried in his arms. I didn't even cry when I reunited with my family but as soon as Kayden showed up I was bawling. "Kayden! You came back." I gasped looking into his eyes shaking all over the place. "I should have never left you. Mom and dad hated me for what I've done to you. I tried to call but no one answered. I don't know what was going through my head at the time. Just please forgive me." Kayden said on his knees. "I forgive you, because of how much I've been through not just without you. I finally returned to my family after 1 year and three months. I finally have gained you back after three years and three months. I finally found love after five years and three months. Everything is falling into place and everybody is like a bandage over my broken heart. It will never be whole again but it still works. I finally able to say that I'm happy." I said looking down at Kayden who's eyes were burning with passion and awe. Then footsteps were heard and I looked up to find Aizen standing there glaring at Kayden. I inhaled deeply as my dad inched over protectively. "Never will you ever get your hands on my daughter again!"My dad said tackling him and they started to brawl fiercely. Kayden had my dad on one side and Frankie, mom, and I had Aizen on the other side. "Please. Please don't fight! Dad and Aizen. Please." I begged. "This little punk and his posse took you away from us!" My dad yelled. "Dad, but he saved me. He took out the ones who kidnapped me and brought me to the hospital. He didn't hurt me at all. He just wanted to love me and to be with me." I said grabbing Aizen's arm as he protectively wrapped his arm around me. "So you're telling me that you fell for a killer and the killer fell for you." My mom butted in. "You guys have no say in my love life. If you can't accept my love for Aizen then bringing you guys here was a fatal mistake." I said coldly watching my parents turn pale. "So you're choosing him over your own family." My dad accused. "You know, every since I was taken I realized that I needed to be strong and decide what's best for me. I decided that I'm finally happy. Right where I am. I finally gained meaning and the courage to say that I know who I am and what I want out of life. I then realized right when you two started to open up your mouths that maybe I should have consulted with you and called you but I didn't know how. I was too afraid but now that we're face to face I can say this, I would never chose someone over my parents but I also have a life to live. So you are gonna have accept the decisions and mistakes I make. That everybody isn't as monstrous as they seem. You may see many flaws in Aizen but I see perfection. You may see a fault in me because I fell in love with a gun lord instead of someone else. But I see happiness and clarity. He may hurt others when he needs to but he has never hurt me not even once. So go ahead and make your choice, you're either with me or against me." I said with a great meaning and passion. This is something I have been weighing out over the time I've spent without them. During all the hurt that I had to endure and all the sacrifices in my lifetime. Now I wasn't afraid to answer to the ones I dreaded. I was free. "This isn't safe and I'm calling the police to have him incarcerated and hanged for his crime and you will come with us and be happy again." My dad said straightening his suite. "You leave me no choice but to ask you to shut the hell up and get out. If you think about calling the authority I will make many arrangements for you and who ever helps you. That is not a threat that is a promise." I said through my teeth as my eyes turned deadly and menacing. "What have you done to my daughter?!"My dad yelled. "Nothing but accept her for who she is and loved her. She is the most amazing woman I know and I'll be damned if  I lose her." Aizen said heating up with anger and passion. "Now you wanna play hero?" My mom scoffed. "Get the hell out! We will not take this bullshit from you two anymore. We are two human beings who are trying to better our lives and humanity. We don't need your pitiful words of shit." I said pushing them out and slamming the door on their faces. I deeply sighed and pushed my back against the door and started to cry. Aizen was looking at me he knew that I needed time and that I was in deep pain. I couldn't really understand why I felt like I just lost a piece of my heart...oh wait I did. I know this is something to be afraid of emotionally but I didn't choose this, they did. So why should I BE THE ONE TO CRY?! I am always the one to cry and feel all the pain while everyone else just walks away feeling just fine. Maybe I should be the to walk away and feel great for once. Maybe I should be the bad guy for once and truly show them just how deadly and despicable I can truly be. I then had felt a soft touch and it wasn't Aizen's touch, it was Kayden's. "I know things are crazy and emotional for you, but you have to realize this and only this, the decisions you make all through your life will always affect the ones who are in it in some shape or form. But those who are willing to accept your decisions are the ones who will help you get through all of the pain and the mistakes you have endured over the times. Sometimes you have to feel the hurt in order to find who you truly are.  Deep inside." Kayden said kneeling so we'd be face to face. "How am I supposed to know that when the pain won't give me a chance?" I asked in a horse voice. "I guess you're just gonna have to fight through it to find that light you've been searching for." Kayden said cupping my chin gently. No, no, no... not again! I can't be feeling this way towards the man who literally crushed my heart. "How am I supposed to do this alone?" I asked him. "You don't have to be alone, not anymore. I will fight for you until your heart stops beating,Lauren." Kayden said looking into my eyes. "Well, I have something to tell you." I said taking a deep breath. "What in the hell are you doing?! Stay away from my wife!"Aizen yelled furiously as he pushed Kayden down to the ground and yanking me into his arms. "Aizen! What is wrong with you?!"I yelled furiously out of annoyance. "What's wrong with me?! Says the one who was getting fucking close with the one who stabbed her in the heart. I leave you here for a moment to find you two nose to nose and head to head." Aizen growled trapping me into the wall. I never felt so threatened in my life. I had never been so afraid. I never had seen this side of Aizen. "T-that's our way of showing respect and affection and knowing we have each other's attention. The damage may have been done but the hearts have never lost connection. And baby no matter what I will always love you and only you. No man would ever come between you and I. I love you and you."I said kissing him deeply as he grabbed my head and kissed me back. "I love so much angel. And I am so sorry for ever doubting your love for me." Aizen whispered as he held my hands. I forgot that Kayden was here staring are​ us in total shock and confusion. I don't know how will I ever explain all of this to him, everything is just so damn unexplainable. I was never good at explaining or telling my feelings or past. I never was, but when looking at Kayden's face I felt all the guilt in the world. I turned a shade lighter than my tanned color. "Angel, what's wrong?" Aizen whispered. "He saw us. He saw us." I whispered panicking. "So what, he deserve to see all of your happiness and just how changed you are without him. If this is about love we can talk about this. No man is gonna take my Angel away from me." Aizen said as the passion leaked out of his lips. "You will never have to worry about that. I just need to get some sleep. Its been a long day." I said softly to him as I kissed him deeply and headed upstairs. I couldn't explain the upcoming backed up feeling in my throat that started to hurt. I couldn't believe I just did that to my bestfriend. I can't believe the love of my life had frightened me like that. I can't believe my family and I are no more. I can't believe anything in my life. To hell with that, I don't even know who I am anymore. I lost the truth inside of me. I took a look into the mirror in front of me and realized that I looked like someone else, who clearly wasn't​ me. I started to cry falling to my knees with a thud and cried out. "Lauren!" Both Kayden and Aizen shouted running into the room. "What happened?!" Aizen gasped rushing to me. "I messed everything up. I'm a fucking failure. I wrecked my family, I wrecked my best friendship, I can't make you happy, I lost who I was. I'm scared and all alone. I feel like I have nothing but yet I have had everything that I ever wanted. Every time I close my eyes I hear everyone yelling at me once and I can't fix it!" I shouted out in a strained voice turning red and started bleeding from my nose. "Babe!" Aizen yelled as Kayden had a tissue to my nose. "Everyone I meet runs away, everything I touch I destroy! I'm useless!" I shouted as they held me down. "Stop it! You're lying because you're afraid of leaving it all behind. You can't admit to yourself that you for once aren't the blame in everyone else's eyes and hearts. If you were feeling this pain for so long why haven't you trusted me enough to speak out? Don't you see I'm here for you. Like no one else." Aizen said grabbing my face. "I was too afraid to let you carry my burdens. I couldn't let you. I just couldn't." I said sighing. I saw a hurtful look in his eyes. I looked down and then back up at him. "Look, I'm not easy to read. Nor is it easy to be with a girl who's such a mess and can't figure anything out. I never was an open book or good running car. I'm only human and I'm sorry that I made you feel like I don't trust you, because I do trust you. If I didn't then why would I have kissed you in the first place? But you just have to bear with me. You just got to hold on to me so that I don't loose what's left of me." I said now looking up at Aizen from his lap and in his arms. "Right here is where I'm not afraid to tell you how I feel." I said smiling abit. "Then tell me."Aizen said smiling abit. "I feel saved and finally at peace here in your arms. I am brave enough to face the world alone and to fix what has been broken with one piece at a time." I said leaning against him softly and looking over at Kayden. "And as for you Kayden I will find the right words to explain how did all of this has happened. I swear it. Then I'll go to Britain and fix things with my family and finally rest in peace." I said grabbing Kayden's hands which was so cold. "I believe you." Kayden said putting his head to mine. "I just am really glad you're back and safe and sound." I said closing my eyes and feeling the coolness on his forehead. "I'm glad you're back too...safe and sound." Kayden said gently. "Let's go out to eat." Aizen said smiling. "Sounds alright with me." I said kissing him gently. "Go change, Angel." Aizen said softly. I got up and went into our room and started the shower.