Bad Romance

Dark Temptations

I never really realized how devastatingly addicted I am to Aizen until now. I just  feel the craving for more and more and more each day. I don't want him to leave me...ever. I want him, I need him, I love him. I can feel the intoxicating chemicals kicking in with every single heartbeat I feel. I have began to slowly lose my sanity and I am starting to get swallowed by the psychotic darkness of Harley Quinn and The Joker. I can sense the blood from miles away. Today marks the year of being kept his lover in this beautiful nightmare and so I have become his beautiful trainwreck and he has become my sweet lust. No more will we scream for a savior. I have indeed picked up all of his traits on my 18th year of living, so be it. I want to endure every second of pain with him and I want him to destroy me. I want to die by the hands of Azien and only Aizen. "You look so beautiful." Aizen said coming behind me and snaking his arms around my waist allowing us both fit in the vanity's mirror as I put on the last of my black lipstick and reassured my tight fitted laced black dress and my high heels along with a lacy chocker and letting my hair fall at my thighs once again but only for it to be dyed black and red. I've changed a lot I thought to myself as I looked at myself self in the vanity's mirror and at my dark and smoky cat eye and dark appearance and then looking at Aizen's gothic red and black look to match mine. We looked like we were out for blood. He looked like he could be a gothic rock star going onthe red carpet looking so...what is it that he calls himself? Oh right, dashing. "You look might I quote you....dashing." I said smiling and kissing him as leaned back against his nice feeling chest. "You look ravishing. Better yet lovely. You are the lovely Lauren." Aizen said smoothly into my ear. Then he tugged at my industrial piercing with his teeth that he knew what turn me on and loosen me up and then he licked my second lobe piercing causing me to shiver. "You're so sweet to me." I whispered to him and smiled. "You are such a beautiful woman that I'm lucky to spend a lifetime with." Aizen said softly. "I have died everyday waiting for you. I never thought you'd come any sooner. I'm glad that you have came to be my knight in black metallic armor." I said to him as I kiss him lightly so he wouldn't be wearing more of my lipstick than I was wearing. "My friends will be so shocked to see you. They will most definitely applaud me."Aizen said twirling me as I laughed. Then a honk was made. "The driver has arrived.  "I  said to him as he had me pinned against the vanity set. "Mhm. I know much you like to go for rides." Aizen said referring in a dirty way. "Oh hush." I said smiling. We got into this amazing red range rover and the seat wear so silky and soft. I was in love with this car. Soon we were at the restaurant. We of course had to make the grand entrance and everyone's eyes were on us. I was getting abit nervous but while Aizen was at my side I couldn't be more fierce and strikingly beautiful. We took our seats gracefully. "Wow, uh hi. What an entrance that was. I'm Charlie and this is my fiancé Nicole." Charlie said who was clearly 25 and a blonde with blue eyes, your typically dreamy eyes boy crush. "No wonder you got a girl like her on your arm, she's a triple threat. By the way I'm Jaden and this Layla." Jaden said kindly and kissing my hand causing Aizen to glare at me. "Perfect couple. I love the theme you two came up with. Aizen has told us so much about you." An older guy said coming in with a middle aged woman who had red hair and a nice long dress on. She looked so beautiful. "Nice to meet your acquaintance, Lauren. I'm Jenna." The middle aged woman said smiling warmly. "Lauren, this is mom and this is dad aka Johnathan III." Aizen said getting us very much aquatinted with one another. "It's a pleasure to meet you all." I said smiling softly. They all gave me the greetings back. So throughout the dinner everyone has just been wanting to know about me and how Aizen and I found each other. I was so excited to be noticed that I forgot about who I really was and why I really was here. It felt so normal. So right. I forgot that my family missed me maybe..and even school that I missed. But Aizen has been teaching me so yeah. "So, boss what's the 411?"Charlie asked in a serious tone. "Not much, just felt the eyes on me lately."Aizen said lowly to him. Everyone became serious and focused. "The disciples, have been recently spotted by gangrel over in tampa bay trying to ship some smuggled shit and spotted once more over in LA asking about us since that is our home base." Aizen said in a dark tone. "So what now?" Jaden asked. "We kill or be killed. Blood  diamonds will not surrender nor will be defeated." Aizen growled. "Damn right about that." Jonathan butted in. My mind was spiraling out of control. "You okay?"Aizen whispered to me. "What the hell is going on?" I whispered back. "War." Aizen coldly stated. I raise my eyebrows and inhales deeply. Damn. "Well let's do this shit then babe." I cocking an eyebrow. "I don't want you getting involved. I can't let you get hurt or let you see me get hurt." Aizen getting up from the table and grabbing my hand and looked at the others to excuse himself and I. "You gotta understand, that no matter what we are both in this together." I said touching his face. "Never will I put you in that danger. I may not be a merciful guy but when it comes to you, I am weak and vulnerable and I am all yours." Aizen said grabbing my chin softly. "I need you just as much as you need me." I said hugging him. "We will take care of this. I swear it, angel." Aizen said kissing me. Then we went back to the table and joined the conversation everyone was having. "Boss, we need to do over time." Charlie said. "What? Now? But I got my love with me and everything." Aizen said frowning. "This is something we can handle don't worry. You and Lauren can have this night." Charlie said nodding and getting up as we did too. Soon we were home again and undressed taking a nice hot bath together. "Tonight was amazing. I had a great time. Thank you again." I said smiling as he did. I love hot bathes with Aizen so much.

                                                                               next day

"Goodmorning, Angel." Aizen said in a sweet tone as he kissed my neck. "Mmm, morning Mr.bossman." I said through an early groan. "I have to go soon, angel. I was hoping you'd have breakfast with me."Aizen said smiling. "Of course I will." I said pulling him down on me so that I could hug him. After my world's longest hug we went to the kitchen to eat. We were served with oatmeal, and egg omelet, and milk. I will never get tired of this, ever. I love living like royalty.  This is amazing! Soon breakfast was over...sadly. "I'll miss you while you're gone." I said holding on to him. "Not as much as I'll miss you." He said kissing me deeply and passionately before leaving out. I decided to do some exercise in the basement with our trainer who always comes in the morning to make sure Aizen is eating like a champ. She really nice too but only thing that's probably stopping Aizen from cheating on me with her is the fact that she's a blonde with fake tits. Aizen doesn't like when girls alter themselves just feel beautiful or to have attention. "I see you are already in shape for the upcoming summer too." The trainer said smiling at me. "Wow really? I haven't noticed. Thanks." I said to her, I was hoping I didn't sounds rudely arrogant to her, because I really had no idea that I was forming a little abs myself. I took a long look at myself and started to realize the outcome of the monster I've become. I had now forgotten the real me. The girl I used to be. I was so devastated to see her come crashing down with my family's empire. I know that I am the one to blame but I will parade it all around, because that's the only option I've now got. If I have to indulge all of my sins and flaws that have come with my living, then so be it. I know that running away isn't an option anymore. I know that being afraid won't let progression exceed itself into my future. I know that being frail will only hold me back from the strength of my rebellion. I know that hiding will only consume my freedom. So what choice do I have? The only option is to fight until my dying days. The only option is to take control and to never let them win! While I still have the strength left to fight. I, Lauren Hicks will vow to let myself be seduced by freedom and Aizen's love. I refuse to in denial and loss of words. I'm ready to grab the knife the killer has asked me to marry him with. I am ready to be alive, so I'm gonna stop fearing the change and start embracing it.  "No problem, so what are you doing today?" She asked me calmly as she leaned over one of the elliptical machines. "Just staying here and reading. I wanna wait for Aizen to come back home. I don't want him to come home and don't see me. He'll think that I've tried to escape." I said looking down at my feet. "Escape? Are you being abused by him or something?" She asked m getting up. "N-no. Just be quiet." I growled. "What happened to your neck? Why is it marked like you have been strangled to the point of which you have gotten marked by the ropes?" She said going on and on. "It wasn't him. He didn't nothing!" I shouted. Footsteps were heard and so we were quiet. It was Aizen. "Back so soon?" I asked going up to him and kissing him. "Yeah the work wasn't all that Important." Aizen said glaring at the trainer who looking at him like he was a forbidden snake she had met. "Kylie, even if I were keeping her imprisoned what were you even gonna do?" Aizen scoffing and choking her against the wall. "I would've got your ass beaten and hang!" She yelled with such rage. "Aizen, let the blood be on my hands this time." I said getting in between them and head budding her until she was unconscious with a split open head. I looked at Aizen who looked at me as the blood then dripped from my head as well. "I love what you've become. Now let's take her up." Aizen said throwing her over his shoulder and taking her o the cellar. She was then awaken and now tied to a chair. "You see? You should never fuck with us! I'm gonna fucking end you!" Aizen said grabbing her by the face. "Stop!" She yelled. Then Aizen began to punch her brutally and relentlessly. I just turned away away. I couldn't bear to watch it anymore. I heard nothing else out of her and turned to see her in a bloody pulp. Aizen then set her on fire and then threw her do the disposable. "Alex will clean this up. Come on let's go take a shower and then take you shopping." Aizen said picking me up bridal style and laughing. "You are a bloody mess." I said to Aizen. Who was already a gorgeous nightmare. "I wanna be yours and only your bloody mess." Aizen said to me as he cleaned my bloody head with such care and softness. Then he stitched me up with hurt like hell and he added some antibiotics over it and put a bandage over my head. "It should heal fairly quick love." Aizen kissing my head softly. "Look at you. Doctor Aizen to the rescue." I said laughing abit  as we got into the shower together to risen the blood off of us and then we went into this amazing candle lit bubble bath. "I love living like this, I hope that it will never have to end." I said to him as we began to kiss each other. That bubble bath was more than I thought it would be, bubbles were everywhere and the water was dripping all over the place, that was something. So the dark princess fell in love with the blood thirsty jester. One day they will both rule this world and will be unstoppable.