Bad Romance

Unveiled Bride

I know that I know his dark secrets. The ones he kept hidden from me, well...maybe it's time that I reveal the real me. If only I knew...how to. I have to tell him...everything or this may end badly really really badly. I just don't understand why is this a must for me... I honestly am scared for my life right now walking down this hallway on a Sunday morning getting breakfast from the chef since Aizen has gone out to work. His work is with the mafia he ad joined a couple years back I know that  this man has been getting more dangerous for me by the second... but where ever love is, it's where you want be and I know it is. Some would say that they rather be happy and unsafe rather than being safe and miserable. Happiness is what you deserve not what you buy. I rather become the prey of the lion rather than being predator of the prey who I rather not have. You would rather be the girl who will always want what she couldn't have because love isn't always fair? Or would you rather be the girl who could have somethings even if she had to survive love? "Goodmorning,Louis this breakfast looks amazing. Waffles, cheese eggs, and turkey bacon with a side of oranges and milk. I couldn't have done this any better." I said smiling at him to be polite. Louis is a great chef and he's a good listener. I've been here for two weeks now and Louis has known how I've been forced to stay here against my own will. He always gives me this look like he is fearing for me and my life. I couldn't blame him. "You're too sweet to me, Lauren." Louis said to me with sweet and soft light blue eyes. "Somebody has to be around here...somebody."I said sighing looking down blinking away those threatening tears. "What's the matter?" Louis said coming over to me and comforting me. "I'm afraid." I said in a shaky tone. "Hold on to your innocence for dear life and do not let him win. You must fight while you have the strength, princess i believe in you. But if you can't do this for you then do it for the ones who has lost you." Louis said lifting up my chin and making me look into his eyes. " I wanna go home." I whimpered and started to cry. "I know princess. It's gonna be okay...for as long s I am here with you." Louis cooed into my ear softly. "I don't have the strength anymore. He already done the damage." I said looking up at him. "What did he do to you?"Louis stepping back. " He marked his territory." I grunted showing him the branding. "That son of a bitch!" Louis swore angrily. I never had seen this side of him before. It was cute but terrifying. "Louis please....please." I desperately begged him. "I'm sorry. It's just that he should pay for what he has done to you!" Louis said throwing something across the kitchen. I took him to the living room and turned on something for us both to watch. All day Louis and I have been hanging out. We made lunch and dinner together and waited for Aizen to come home. "Be good." I mumbled to him as Azien approached us with his face all smudged with blood but not his own and his eyes were all bloodthirsty and sex hungry. I didn't know weather I should be afraid or not. He steadied his gaze upon both Louis and I and we became stiff with the recognition of him and his power. "So, how was our day?" He asked us both. "Good." We both said in sync. He looked at me then to Louis an Then back at me. "Well that's good. Angel could you come and give your daddy a massage?" Aizen said softly as he eyed Louis. "O-okay." I said stammering over there towards him as he stopped me and then unbuttoned his shirt revealing his lovely upcoming body. "Lanie get this dry cleaned ASAP." Aizen demanded one of his maids who were coming in. "Yes, sir." She said taking his shirt quickly bowing and the leaving. "I am starving, what's for dinner?" Aizen asked looking up to louis. "Italian, sir." Louis said with a slight grunt but I don't think Aizen had heard him because if he did that would have been his head on a silver platter. "Perfect, I want this dinner for my angel to be just right. We'll have this over on the upper balcony while the sunsets and with some 1981 red." Aizen said relaxing back as he enjoyed my massage. He was really tense. "So, how was work?" I asked him. "Work was just fine. I enjoyed killing those bastards who disgraced my name. But we have to be on alert at all times because one of the guys from the disciples mafia had broke us off to be at war and they want to take everything that we love and hold dearly to us... starting with you." Aizen said pulling me down and over his shoulder. "Angel, I wanna show you the world. I wanna give you a lifetime of romance  and beyond. I wanna love you and hold you. I just wanna live for you, I'll never let you go, so just bring your love to me." Aizen said as he pulled me around to sit on his lap. " Mr.Bossman, you'll be the death of me. You drive too fast and smoke too much but that doesn't mean a thing because I'm addicted to the rush. You know I've been in love before but you're the first one I've been in and it burns like candle wax, so light a match and turn off the lights. Because I rather die young than to live my life without you. So take my hand and I will never let you go." I said leaning my head on to his head. "I love you so much." Aizen whispered. "Only to have me love you more." I said smiling. "I love way more than you love me, because I love you the most." Aizen challenged me. Then we walked to the balcony and sat at the table that was set elegantly for two with a beautiful candle lighting all over the balcony. Soon we ate and had wine watching the sunlight getting swallowed up into darkness, just like how my innocence soon would be. "I never had a perfect view like this before. This is just amazing." I said taking everything in full of awe and amazement. "I am honored to be your first." Aizen said smiling with humbleness and sincerity. "Speaking of which, I have a personal bodyguard for you. Why? Oh simply because I'm giving you the freedom to leave this house my love." Aizen beamed. "But I could never repay you." I mumbled. "So what do you think?" Aizen said leaning in. "It's such a kind generosity of you." I said smiling and kissing his nice pink lips. I can already feel myself being exposed to the sunlight and my skin will soon start to blister in pain. " Aizen..."I said stopping in my tracks, I will tell him but what if he sends me to the mafia? "Yes, angel?" Aizen responded smiling. "I have something to tell you- something...you would want to know." I said gulping. I'm telling him. "Tell me." He said with great intense and deadly eyes. "I wanted to let you know that I wanted to let you know that I will be visiting my family soon." I said bitching out. "No, no...absolutely no. They will try to take you away from me, I worked so hard to get you." He said getting up. "But I- miss them. I miss them, Aizen please." I said starting to tear up. "Hell no." He growled slapping the table violently and grabbing me by my collar roughly pulling me up. "But if you loved me, you would want me to be happy. You just can't brand the woman you love like she's some property and you can't restrain her from living and being with her family. You just can't. " I said looking him in the eyes half way afraid and halfway brave. He tightened his grip and brought me close. "You know what, you will see them. I'll bring you to them. I have been so deeply wrong to you and so many others. I can't stop the cycle even if I was the hero." Aizen said sighing deeply and walking away. "Aizen..." I called. "Let me go, I need to think abit." He said looking at me and then disappearing. "I've done enough damage." I said to myself and going over the balcony standing on the edge. "If this is what it'll take for me to let you be free then and to never give you heartache and grief, then so be it. I can't stand the fact that I cannot confess but you do it so easily. I'm leaving this world...for good this time." I said crying abit. "If you go down there then I'm just gonna have to come get you." Aizen scaring the living shit out of me but good thing I can hold my weight, "I've done nothing but cause you your happiness." I said in a shaky voice. "Angel, these illusions and the insecurity has blocked your eyesight which has made you see this side of me. When the truth is that I never been so happy and so safe and accepted in my life." Aizen said now behind me. "The pain is too much to take in. This is just too much, I don't know what to do anymore. Should I cry or be upset? Should it be your fault or mine? I'm so torn and hurt that I don't know anymore." I said now crying in agony. Aizen had pulled me back to safety and held me tightly. I had never cried so hard in my life and I felt as if the pain I felt inside had only gotten worse. I don't understand the feeling I feel deep inside, I know that this is pain and a burning desire to love and to be loved....but I just don't understand. "You can trust in me. You can tell me anything. I'll  be your diary that you can always vent to." Aizen said stroking my head gently. "I have to tell you something, that you should know." I said gulping deeply. "Go for it." Aizen urged. "Well when I was only 10 years old my ex step brother and ex step uncle had molested me brutally and they would sit and watch me cry forcing me to touch myself. I would cry and cry screaming but no one could hear me. No one was ever home and when they would rarely be home they wouldn't believe me and they'd have me punished for the things I would tell them even the bruises on my arms wouldn't convince them. My consoler had me go to the ER and later see a therapist. I was forced into a foster home and I repeated the same cycle and I could never reproduce children of my own. I'm broken and scarred for life." I said holding back an outburst of screams as I revealed the deep scar around my neck from the time when my step brother had branded me just like Aizen had done to me. "I was the property of someone else and I just wished that I was never marked like this, it can never be erased." I said rubbing the marked spot and still feeling the blistering hot metal engraving my skin with its sickening temptations. "Lauren, I'm sorry. I wish that I could've been better than the past you had to endure." Aizen said hugging me tighter each time it took some breath from me. "I feel like the weight is slowly lifting off of me. It'll take this pain one day at a time." I said burying my face into his chest. I guess the veil the hid the bride's innocence is gone now, for she is the unveiled bride.