Bad Romance

Two of a kind will suffer the same fate

So we went back into the hotel and stripped each other of the clothes we were wearing and started a nice and hot bath for the two of us. Aizen carried me into the bathroom and gently laid me into the tub and then he got in behind me. "I missed you, Aizen." I said softly leaning back on him. "I missed you too and I constantly will hate myself for hurting you so badly." Aizen said sighing onto my back causing me to shiver. "I'm willing to forgive you. If only you're willing to forgive yourself." I said turning to face him. He looked at me with a hesitant glance. "I could NEVER forgive myself for what I've done to you. I couldn't sleep the same, I couldn't eat. I couldn't even look at you, let alone be in the same room as you because of how ashamed I was so damn stupid and ashamed of the monster I've truly become. There will never be enough apologies to fix the damaged I've done in my 23 years of living. I've stolen something that was never mine to keep just so that I could block all of the flaws and the devil in the mirror." Aizen said stroking my wet hair. "You may be damned but so am I. That's why we must stay for each other, live for each other, fight for each other, be anything for each other. All we've got truly is each other. Take my hand for you don't have to face damnation alone, we will share the penalty of eternal hell and suffrage." I said looking into his dark eyes inches away from his face, which still gave me goose bumps.  He was stunned and he had no words to say. His mouth was moving but no words could form. I knew someone would realize just how powerful my words truly are. "I have never in my life met anyone like you. You would sacrifice your innocence just to love me? No real person that I know would ever sign their soul away like that." Aizen said running his fngers through his hair. "If that's how you want to put it, so be it.

                   Aizen's P.O.V

I never meant to destroy such a sweet and genuine girl. I wished that I was someone different I feel like I've forced this girl into being someone I truly wanted in a girl. I did force her to be someone she was never meant to be. I hate all the shit that I've forced her into. How could I become such a piece of shit? I don't know what happened to the blue eyes and dirty blond haired little boy who used to just play and love. Now I've become this fucking fake ass monster named Aizen. I wanna tell Lauren about the real me, the blue eyed me with dirty blonde hair who's name is actually Samuel. I am a failure, I truly am. I can hear my mother saying to little Samuel that he was gonna be "someone great in life," what a joke. I need to get out of here. No more running we will end this once and for all. "It's time, light em' up!" I said ending the call. Tonight we will sleep on that. 

                                                                      ~Next Day~

Three months and 10 days we were running. We finally took a chance to end the war. Back at home we are. "Take Lauren, somewhere safe. Don't look back." I said to Alex as we entered the lair of the blood diamonds. "Yes, sir." Alex said nodding and carrying Lauren off to the safe room, located in the slit of the kitchen which will reveal a small bolted metal door which leads to a another room which will lead to another door if you make the right turn.  Then you will be in the safe room which is soundproof and will automatically bolt itself lock with who ever is inside of it for good until someone whos knows the password comes for them. No one gets in and no one gets out. Perfect for my Angel. After I reassured they were inside we went on to cause mayhem. "So boss what's the plan?" Charlie asked as we drove to the fight. "Take em' all out and leave with a bang." I said to him. "Boss, the there's a faulty interior located at the pitamy of the lair which contains their jewel and prize possessions. The undercover protégé has been incognito, sir." Jaden said through the walkie-talkie. "Perfect. What's the ins and outs of that son of a bitch?" Aizen asked as we listened through the walkie-talkie. "It's like a fucking maze." Jaden said sniffing. Aizen was quiet until there was a shriek of breaking glass. "Aizen!" I gasped through the walkie-talkie. "It's alright, angel we're just leaving a little mark. Then there were sirens wailing and the walkie-talkie went dead. "Aizen! Can you hear me?" I shouted at the  walkie-talkie. No answer. "Aizen, baby!" I shouted. still no answer. I paced back and forth in the room. I can't do this, being stuck here doing nothing. I started hit hitting the walls trying to pull the door open. "We need to get out of here!" I shouted. "Aizen, said you have to be here and there is no escaping this is a titanium hell protectant structure. So just face it, you are safe and Aizen is just out there for your sake. Not his sake your sake. So yeah, I just thought maybe you should know that. Instead of worrying him with your worry for him." Alex said getting annoyed. "To hell with you. My love is out there risking his fucking life and in case you haven't noticed I do have a damn clue about why he's in his enemy's territory and that is why I am worried. So you can shut your god damn mouth and atleast fucking help make me feel better since I'm stuck with your ass." I fired back immediately. I just wanna be with you, Aizen. I sat down and started to watch t.v. since no one's yours was on. That was a romance/tradegy. "Why pick this shit?" Alex asked sitting next to me. "Because this the only comfort I have." I said sniffing and never looking at him. "Look, I'm sorry. I just got upset. I shouldn't have said that." Alex said sighing. I shrugged and just went to sleep. I soon had awaken in this wet and dark dripping place. Binded by metal chains and rope. It had a hallow setting and some lights lit but not too bright. I tried to get out but I couldn't. "Somebody help me!!"I shrieked in a blood curdling way. I no way out. Then the lights were turned on and laughter came from behind me. "There is nobody that can help you." A girl said violently as she yanked me by my hair. "What the hell do you want?!" I screamed through the pain. "I want your heart." She growled. "Oh princess, don't scare the poor angel. She's so innocent, look at her. Her beauty still lies in place even as she bleeds from her head." A man with silver and black eyes and white hair said coming up and touching my face softly. He was so cute. I nearly leaned in to his touch. I was shaking with angry but I didn't want to be wreck less. "Angel? Tsk, she's far from it. She's the blood diamond Princess. Look at her, she gets beat up and bleeds out glitter. She cries and get a new house. She get upset and kills someone she is seen as innocent." The girl said in a jealous tone. "You think the I'm so perfect? well news flash for you little miss bitch, I have my scars and flaws. I am not a princess I am a prisoner. I have been stolen from some else. This life wasn't supposed to be mine but now it is. You hate me,because you think I'm perfect? Wake up and see the human in front of you."I said looking up at her Chocolate eyes and then at the guy's silver and black eyes. They both were quiet for a moment until the guy had started back up. "You are quite extraordinary." He said looking at my body. I watched him and just thought of Aizen and I roleplaying. "Just don't hurt me." I whispered as he then kissed my neck. "I'll be nice. I promise." He said softly in my ear as he rubbed me gently. I resisted a moan. "Please don't. Please." I said in a shaky voice. "I wanna make you feel good."He said looking up at me and smiling. "How would you like if someone did that to the person you loved? It's be pretty unfair. If you really you wanted me to feel good, you'd let me go. Right back to,Aizen." I said sniffing. "You may be a pretty face,but I can't let you go. The boss wants you to be his bride." The guy said darkly. "I will never marry him!!" I yelled as I struggled against the metal. "Well well well look what we go here." A tall and heavy set man walking along side a black muscular guy who was recording. "Well, pretty boy looks like we've got a new present. Isn't she just beautiful. She's fresh too. Look at her. You left her like this, so vulnerable. It was too easy, your guards were not a problem and sold you out just like that. Your weak little bodyguard was no match for my men and they turned him in. Do you wanna know what happened to him?" He asked me. I shook my head no. And Aizen then had popped up on the t.v. "Joshua!! I will fucking you and everything you love. When I find whatever shit hole, you've got my angel in I promise I'll set fire to the whole damn place. Then I'll find where you live and burn that too. Let her go! If its me you want then come and find me." Aizen said never taking his eyes off of me. "Aizen no! Please don't do this!" I shouted. "Angel, I'm gonna come for you. I'll make the bad guys go away. I'll make it all go away. Just hang in there and never give in. I love you." Aizen said smiling abit. "I love you too. I will never let these sons of bitches drag me down." I said smiling at him abit. "How pathetic are you two?! Soon she'll be the princess of the disciples and ex princess of blood diamonds." Joshua said. "I bet caroline doesn't even know what you do. Your wife, right? Right. It'd be a shame for something to happen to her right now." Aizen said chuckling. Then Joshua started running out. "Aizen, how'd you make out?" I asked him. "Pretty good. We're going hunting for so blood tonight. Hang in there because we will come for you." Aizen said smiling. I smiled and the t.v. was shut off. "Oops." The woman said sarcastically as she then started to hit me. I kept screaming and screaming...but it never stopped. Soon was knocked out cold. The next day, I had awoken and there was Joshua bringing me  breakfast. "Listen, I wasn't supposed to bring this but I wasn't gonna let you die. Oh and I take care of that shiner of yours too." Joshua said feeding me. I ate only because I had someone to live for. "Thank you." I said in between the feeding. He nodded once and smiled. "I wasn't supposed to have this life either. I was stolen from someone else too." Joshua said softly as he the started cleaning my face. "What are gonna do?" I asked him. "Well if you can't beat em' join em'." He shrugged and cleared his throat. "I refuse to join this piece of shit." I said through my teeth. "You're already in this, for life. You're the blood diamond princess for fucks sake and everyone is after you. Everyone will try to kill you, they will pursue you and they will find you and they will show you no mercy. None what so ever, Lauren. There is no way out." Joshua said holding my face. "Yes there is.  You just can't think like that. I believe that there is a way." I said looking into his golden eyes. "If you only knew how much I'd die just know that way out." Joshua said sighing. "But we chose this life. We could've been free from all of this, but we chose to live it. Over and over and over." I said sniffing and shifting so that the chains wouldn't dig into my neck as much. "We are created the suffering ones, condemned by the dying and exiled by the living. So you see there is no way out, those chains that are around your neck will forever stay there even if you walk." Joshua said loosening them up abit. "That feels so much better." I said inhaling deeply. "It looked too painful." Joshua said shortly. I nodded and seen the girl come back in. "So you too are being one of her puppets. She belongs chained up tightly like dog and starved!" The girls said tightening the chains tightly. I being to gasped and struggle. "Perfect." She said kissing Joshua. Is that what he meant. That two of a kind should suffer the same fate? "You're hurting her! Stop!" Joshua shouted pushing her out of the way to try to save me. "NO! She's mine!" She shouted hitting him in the back of the head with a bat. I was gasping and struggling by the second. "Pl-please." I struggled. She just stood back and watched me fade out. After that I went out. I later awoken to a bunch of shooting and commotion but I wasn't chained up. I was alive!! But how? I was in a car next to Joshua and the silver eyed guy who we firing at something. "She belongs to us!" The silver eyed guys yelled. I Looked back and it was four cars behind us firing back.  We were speeding so fast and wildly. A bullet grazed the tip of my house as it then had killed the driver sending the car flying. I had flashbacks of everything in my life. The last image was Aizen. "If I die then so be it." I said as the car had hit the ground violently, causing the car to flip over. After the accident I was covered in glass and blood, my ears were ringing I couldn't move. I looked to my right see the silver eyed guy impaled with a metal rod. I looked to my left to see Joshua's head split. Everything went in and out as the sound of my heart beat became louder and the blood became thicker. I couldn't make sound. I couldn't move a muscle. Bleeding to death is the fate I shall suffer. So be it. I never imagined my death staged like this. I never wanted to die with broken bones the pain was to excoriating. I couldn't talk but the pain was there. I was heavily breathing as then a bunch of people had rushed over to the car trying to get it open but they couldn't the glass was too thick to open up. They first pulled Joshua out as best as they can then me. They were yelling and yelling. I familiar voice and face came into view. "Angel! Angel?! ANGEL! Stay with me, stay with me. I'm right here. I'm here. I'm gonna make it better. I'll make it go away. After that I lost him forever.

                                              *Aizen's P.O.V.*

I could've damn near ended my own life wit the gun in my hand while holding a bloody pulp of Lauren in the other hand. The sirens had sounded and everyone were running everything meant nothing right then and there. She was in pain, broken, and unreachable. I was snapped back into reality by Charlie who had shook me. "We gotta go! We will get her to the ER quickly." Charlie said hulling me away with Lauren looking up at me, barely alive. "Hang in there Lauren. I'm gonna fix you." I said taking the wheel and heading to the safest place I know my old job at the hospital. We had to rush her in there with all the people screaming bloody murder. "Sir you can't go any further." The nurses said who rushing her into the operating room. "She's mine, not yours!" I yelled throwing my phone at the wall. One thing about me is that I have a short temper and its got me into alot of trouble and earned me quite a reputation. My short temper has never been acquired for relationships, usually because none of them really meant a thing, or they just never really worked in my favor. I knew I had people starting and doctors ready to put me to sleep, but this was for love and didn't give a damn. "Boss,calm yourself. Calm yourself,okay?" Charlie said easing me into a cloth love seat. I took deep breaths in and out. I told myself that this will all be over soon. But not soon ENOUGH. Half the day was up and we finally were called in. "Take it easy on her, try not to frighten her. Her body is very weak right now because of the loss of blood. I wish you the best."  The doctor said with his clipboard in one hand and the other one clamped to a briefcase. When I entered the room, I had seen her laying down looking up at the walls. She had a right legged cast on that was the color black and her head wrapped from the blood on her head and arms wrapped up and full of gauzes and stitches. I slowly walked to her side. "Lauren, I'm so glad you're alive." I said in a shaky voice as I began to tear up. Lauren just looked at me with her hallow silver eyes never blinking. She looked possessed. It was completely terrifying and that's coming from a fucking mafia gun lord. "A-Aizen." She called out in a croaky voice. "I'm here. I'm here." I said grabbing her hands tightly. "I love you." She said with a weak smile. She couldn't really smile that well because she was too weak. " I love you too." I said smiling as I kissed her. "I just want to apologize for all of the wreck I've caused in our past months together, Aizen. I just am really in a vulnerable place right now." She said grabbing her head and closing her eyes. "Are you hurting?" I asked her. " If only I were stronger and less of an idiot I could've been so much better for you." She said whimpering as she clutched her ribcage tightly and leaned over. "You need a doctor right now." I said getting up to get one. "I don't need saving. I just need erasing." She said leaning back and clutching her head tighter. "Angel, please. Please let me get some help for you."I said caressing her face. She was silent and bite her lip. I took that silence for a yes and summoned a nurse to better her pain. I slouched back on the bed beside her and spooned her. She felt so cold and thin. I wanted to cry and just scream, but I knew that she was strong and that will heal and have the life she was meant to have.

              *3 months later*
Lauren was healed and back to her live self again. She was never better or more beautiful. I watched her gracefully dance in this beautiful red dress as her long light brown silky hair dancing with her as she danced with me in sync with the beat. I never could have been more happier with the woman I love.