"How I Felt"

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Jake's POV:
After Tessa walked in on me and that girl, I pushed her off of me. Her name was Hannah, Hannah Stocking. She came over and things lead to another and he hooked up. Tessa just happened to be home at that moment. I thought she was at the movies with the others. I didn't go to the movies because I didn't want Tessa to be home alone but I forgot that she'd be back when Hannah and I hooked up. I told Hannah to leave and she did. She apologized. I didn't reply. I tried calling her for the entire night but she wouldn't pick up. I didn't know where she was. Anything could happen to her. Her car was missing so I assumed she just went for a drive. I continued non stop calling and texting her but still no response but I still continued.

Tessa's POV:
I powered off my phone so that I can't be bothered by Jake anymore. I pulled up at Logan's apartment and park at the underground level carpark. I was about to call him down to come me because he had to verify that he knows me before security lets me in. I was about to call him but as I opened the door I saw him standing there waiting for me. He held his arms open for a hug and I couldn't help but fall into his arms sobbing. He lead me to his apartment. We sat and talked.

Logan: "so he actually hooked up with another girl?"

Tessa: "what do you mean another girl?" I stressed on the word another:

Logan: "no well I mean he told me that the only hit he actually loves is you when you know..you two used to do your business" he let go an slight awkward chuckle.

Tessa: "well not anymore I guess"

Logan: "hey hang in there" he said placing his hand on my cheek.

We started into each other's eyes for a while. His face was dead serious. We both kinda pulled away at the same time and he broke the silence.

Logan: "I'm sorry, I just never really sat and admired how beautiful you actually are" he said looking down.

I titled his head up to look at me and I leaned in and kissed him. We pulled away and looked into eachother' eyes once again. We grabbed eachother's faces and started making out, webbing deepened the kiss and he picked me up not breaking the kiss and carried me into his room. I took off his shirt and as I was about to unbuckle his belt he said.

Logan: "you sure about this?"

Tessa: "never been more sure about anything in my life"

He smiled and we made out again. You know what happened....

We both fell asleep in eachother's arms afterwards. My head was buried in his chest and he had his arms wrapped tightly around me with his lips against my forehead.

*The next morning*
*At Logan's apartment*

Jake: "Logan? I'm here, sorry I didn't reply to you sooner I didn't get any sleep last night It was the hardest night of my life" he said walking through the apartment trying to locate Logan.

Logan's POV:
I was awoken by a voice threat seems to be Jake's. I freaked out and woke Tessa up.

Tessa: "what?" She groaned in a cute raspy morning voice.

Logan: "Jake's here!" I yelled softly.

Tessa: "WHAT?! What is he doing here?!" She said form being sleepy to panicking.

Logan: "I don't know, just go get dressed. I'll tell him that you just slept here last night because you didn't want to go back to the house which is partly true" he nodded.

Tessa: "okay"

She said as she rushed into my bathroom.

Tessa: "Logan! I didn't bring clothes!"

I ran into my closet and threw her an oversized maverick hoodie.

Tessa: "thanks" she let go a small chuckle.

I threw on a shirt and went out to greet him in my boxers.

Logan: "sup man, what are you doing here so early" I said giving him a hug.

Jake: "well I bailed on you last night and I'm sorry but..it's a long story... I couldn't sleep at all and up to now I still haven't"

Logan: "I know about the story already, you don't have to explain"

Jake: "what?" He asked confused as Tessa walked out of my room with just the oversized maverick hoodie on.

Logan:"she told me" I said pointing to her.

Jake:"Tessa?!" He said running towards he to give her a hug but she pushed him away.

Jake: "oh my god you have no idea how worried I was, I was up all night driving all over the city looking for you but-why are you at Logan's?"

Tessa: "I don't have to explain anything to you"

Logan:"she didn't want to go back to the house so she just crashed at my place for the night" I explained.

Jake: "oh well I'm just glad that she's alright"

Logan: "yea" I said scraping the back of my neck.

Jake: "why you both act sing so sus?" She asked curiously.

Logan: "no reason"

He shrugged it off and we filmed the video together. After we filmed the video he asked to use my bathroom. I told him to use the bathroom in my room. Tessa and I just sat outside in the TV rook chilling and laughing when all of a sudden we hear him about with anger.

Jake:"Logan what the fuck is this?!" He shouted as Tessa and I both rushed into my room to see him pointing at the condom that we used last night.

Tessa and I both remained silent in shock.

Jake: "Tessa why would you do this and Logan your my older brother, I thought you'd be there for me not to hook up with my girl!" He yelled disappointed. He stared clenching his fist and getting angrier the more he thought about it.

Tessa: "well how do you think I felt last night Jake! I walked in on you and saw you live in action! You just found a condom! Big deal! Now you know how fucked up I feel! And I'm not your girl anymore Jake! I was willing to give us a second chance but last night you ruined everything!" Tessa yelled at him.

He stormed out of my apartment with tears about to flow out of his eyes.

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