This fanfic/book contains a major age gap, detailed smut, and possible trigger warnings! All chapters that need warnings will have them listed. This story is 16+ unless you're sensitive to this type of content. Do not read if you don't like age gap...
My old man is a tough man, but he got a soul as sweet as blood red jam And he shows me, he knows me, every inch of my tar black soul He doesn't mind I have a flat broke-down life In fact, he says he thinks it's what he might like about me, admires me The way I roll like a rolling stone Lana Del Rey - off to the races.
He just stood there his arms still wrapped around my waist I knew it was stupid of me once he didn't kiss me back so I pulled away from completely embarrassed and feeling so dumb for doing what I had just did as I jumped off the couch and rushed up to my room I shut my door and locked it I'm so stupid oh my god why would I do that? I just ruined the closest relationship I ever had I argued with myself mentally as I held my pillow over my face just wanting to die, I started to cry once I heard a knock on my door "go away!" I shouted but Jim was a persistent man as he continued to knock "Emily I want to talk to you about what you did darling I'm not mad" he said trying to reassure me but it wasn't working "please Jim just go away I don't want to see you anymore" I shouted crying even harder knowing I didn't mean it as I heard him leave I felt a bit of relief but I was still sad, I sat up on my bed wiping my eyes and cheeks of tears as I looked down at my hands just thinking about what I had did until I heard my door click and Jim walked in with a serious but worried expression written on his face "Jim what did I say!" I shouted covering my face as I started to cry again "Emily stop it please I'm not going anywhere until we talk about what just happened" he said sitting on my bed and held onto my hand no matter how much I tried to pull away "I'm sorry" I cried as he pulled me in for a hug and let me cry on him "you have nothing to be sorry for Em" he said making me look up at him "Jim I'm a fucking idiot I kissed you!" I said raising my voice and he shook his head as he sighed "you're not an idiot darling it's not that I didn't want to kiss back I was surprised" he said making me look at him confused "so wait you wanted to kiss me?" I asked him wiping away my tears once again as he sighed nodding his head "I've wanted to since that night you wanted to dance but I knew I couldn't" he said making me smile feeling a lot better about what happened "you could of Jim I wanted to kiss you more than anything for a very long time" I told him as he sighed "no Emily I couldn't of you were only 17" he said making me roll my eyes "but I'm not anymore" I say making him laugh "you turn 18 in 2 days darlin'" he says brushing hair out of my face "so what? It's just 2 days Jim and it's a simple kiss" I say with a smile as he scans my face his eyes lowering as he looked down and I scooted closer to him "Jim, I love you" I whisper to him as I grab his arm and he looks at me surprised before I kissed him and fortunately he kissed back as he moved his hand to the side of my neck his thumb under my jaw to help me look up at him as he deepened the kiss and I put my hand on his face my other hand still on his arm, he was different than any guy I've ever kissed he wasn't in a hurry to get in my pants he was slow and careful "Emily are you sure we should do this?" He asked pulling away from as he looked me in the eyes and I nodded "yes Jim I want this so badly" I tell him as he smiles kissing me again and scooping me up in his arms as he carries we off to the main bedroom.
He touches my body gently his finger tips very slightly touching my sensitive skin tickling my skin as he slid his hand down and up my leg he was going painfully slow with this but I loved it about him he was gentle with me, careful, and loving "Jim" I mumbled softly as he kisses down my neck making me shiver as he breathes I could feel nip on my soft skin every now and then as he moved lower down my body everything about this was so sensational and it all felt so right. His hands moved back down my legs as he positioned himself more comfortably between them as he kissed me lovingly his arms snaking around to my back as he unhooked my bra sliding it off my arms and dropping it on the floor, his hands worked their way back up my sides his thumbs rubbing circles along my stomach until he got to my breasts where he stopped and looked at me "Jim please" I said getting frustrated now at how slow things were going as I opened my eyes to see him smiling as he slightly laughed kissing me again and he cupped my breasts gliding his thumb across my hardened nipple making me arch my back slightly the feeling of him touching my sensitive areas was almost to much to bare as he kissed me harder lowering himself closer to me as I felt himself pressing against me I tightened my legs around his hips and I felt him smile within the kiss before he kissed down my neck to my breasts kissing my chest as his hand gripped my hip and the other held him up as he kissed between my breasts then finally he kissed on my breasts leaving barely visibly love bites circling my nipples as I bit my lip trying to control myself and he glided his thumb over one nipple sucking and biting on the other as he worked his way down to my lower half my stomach sucked in as he kissed my hips making me quiver underneath him and he hooked his fingers around my underwear pulling them down slowly as he kissed my pussy sliding my underwear off onto the floor and I felt his scruff brush on my sensitive nerves before feeling his tongue slide between my lips flattening it out as he flicked it off my clit and he came back up to my face with a devilish smile on his face as he kissed me. He hovered over me looking in my eyes as he kicked off his boxers leaving him now completely naked with me as I felt him lower himself the feeling of his member sliding between my sensitive area the little sounds coming from his throats made me quiver as I gripped onto his shoulders and I felt him slide into me as he rested his forehead on mine the slight grunt from his mouth mixed with my moan before I kissed him hard to shut us up as he thruster his hips into mine I clawed at his back making him grunt again as he thrusted again only harder, I felt his hand on my face making me open my eyes to see him looking at me his forehead still against mine as I ran my hands up his back and touched his face as he kissed me slowing down his pace moving closer to me our bodies couldn't get any closer than they were now as his hand grabbed onto mine and the other rested underneath my jaw as he kissed me harder his finger tips inching tighter around my neck as his pace quickened I grounded my hips with his arching my back feeling myself getting closer and closer the more lower half collided with mine the feeling of his scruffy area rubbing against my nerves and his member moving slowly inside of me the more I thought about it the closer I got as I heard him grunt into my ear and he slowed down more I knew he reached his high I didn't want this feeling to end at all the way he made me feel was insane as he kissed and kept going even though he had reached his he grinded into me making me grab onto his shoulder tighter and basically squeezing his hand off as my legs shook tighter around his hips my heart felt like it was beating out of my chest as my stomach knotted up and the feeling of butterflies flying around in my stomach made scream making Jim cover my mouth as thrusted in me a few times each time harder as I reached my high I collapsed underneath him my breathing out of control as I gasped for air Jim kissed me before rolling off me and pulling me close to him letting me rest on his chest listening to his breathing and heart beat to help calm me down I felt like I was still shaking but I wasn't as he held me tight rubbing my arms "shh darling" he whispered as I looked up at him "I love you so much" I managed to get out and he kissed my forehead with a smile "I love you too baby girl" he said the new name he called me making me smile like crazy butterflies filling my stomach again as I snuggled into him the sound of him breathing and humming was music to my ears as I fell asleep.
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*hyperventilates*
~I died writing this chapter okay jeez this took so long and now I'm sweating~
