The Depths of my Heart (Haruka x Reader)

Confessions and Shopping

(Large Time Skip to the end of the year - Your POV)

I was at the mall with Gou. We were looking around for party supplies and new swimsuits, seeing as I haven't tried one on in forever.

"Hey, how about this one." She held up a navy blue one piece, it had a deep v neck with criss cross straps in the front, and the back went all the way down to just above the bottom part. The hip part was tied by thin strings. It was very provocative and revealing.   

"Uh, definitely not. I wouldn't even wear that in front of my friends." 

"Yeah, you're right. I'll keep looking."

I was looking for a cute, summer bikini. Maybe a two piece, but I could settle for a one piece as well. There were so many to choose from. So many colours, patterns, styles... Its funny that I work in this store but I have never really took the time to actually look at some of the girls swimsuits. I would always help Haru and the rest of the team, or look in the males section and think, that would totally suit Haru. 

"(Y/N), I found one!" Gou said coming around a corner. She was holding up two, one was a light pink and had a ruffled bra and bottom. The other one was coral, the bra was triangle shaped and had straps in the back. The bottom was coral with black straps on the side. 

"Cute! But I still can't find one."

"No silly, the coral one is for you, the pink one is for me." She giggled.

"Ah... WAIT!" She shoved the bikini into my hands and pushed me into the change room. "Gou, I can't wear this! It's too showy!"

"You're not coming out till I see you in it."

"Ugh..." I'll admit, I do have a slight insecurity about my body. Not that I have an unflattering shape, but I'm modest and my typical swimsuits are one pieces with no extra fancy design. I slowly changed, cringing at the thought of how revealing it was. 

"Are you almost done? Come on, I wanna see!"

I stared in the mirror, I didn't know if I was in awe or shock. My curves were really pronounced in this outfit and it complimented my (S/C) skin very well. 

"That's it, I'm coming in." Gou yanked the curtain open and her jaw dropped. "O.M.G. That's the one, yup! You're buying this one."

"No, no, no, I can't. Look! All of these curves came out of no where." I turned around so she could see the back of the swimsuit, the bottom showed off some of my butt too.

"Oh come on (Y/N), we all knew you looked good since the first day of high school."

"Whoa, look at that cutie." I looked up to see a group of guys from the Samezuka Academy walk by. Immediately, my face turned red and I locked the door.

"Hey sis," I heard Rin's voice. "Nice butt, (Y/N)."

I gasped, "Shut up, Rin!" Everyone laughed as my face became even more red.

"Anyway, what's up big brother." Gou replied. "Whatcha doin' here?" 

"Well we heard about the Iwatobi end of the school year party so we wanted to come but we had to pick out casual swim suits."

"You're coming to the party?"

"Yup."

"Awesome."

Great, even more guys to stare at me.... I sighed.

"Gou! My love!" Of course, Momotarou... 

"Oh, hey... Momo right?" 

"Yeah! Are you gonna try that swimsuit on?" He sounded very excited. 

"Well yeah." 

"Awesome! Can I help you?!"What a pervert. I rolled my eyes.

SMACK! 

"Shut it, idiot. She can do it herself." Good. I giggled behind the door.

"Ow man! That really hurt."

With all that commotion going on, I decided to hurry and get out of this swimsuit. I did like it but, wearing it in front of so may people... now that was the challenge. 

Timeskip to the Food Court

"Alright so tomorrow is the big day. We have everything. Decorations, food, cute new bikinis..." Gou plopped down onto the couch. "And tomorrow is Saturday.... The party starts at two and ends at six. Ugh." She sighed.

"Gou, relax please. It'll be easy to set up, we have the boys helping us anyway."

"Ah you're right." She sighed once again in relief. "So, (Y/N)?" She said unwrapping her burger from the paper.

"Hm?" I questioned, eating a fry.

"Do you like Haru?"

"Of course, he's my best friend."

"No, no, no. I mean, like, like, him."

I paused. "Uh- oh. Um."

"I mean come on, you're always so close to him, like unless you have a brother and sister type of friendship but I don't think Haru feels that way."

"Well... he has said he loved me, but... I never took it in that way. Like when he said it I was kinda thinking, well obviously, we've known each other since birth. But... I never really thought of him actually liking me in that way..."

False, I knew from the start....

"My dear, you are so clueless sometimes, you know."

"Hah, I know. I guess I never really thought about my own feelings towards him. I mean, he is cute. And... hah, honestly I have no idea what I'm talking about."

"So you like him?"

"As a friend."

Lies.

"Aww, that's too bad. You guys would've made a cute couple."

Internally, I blushed. "That's what everyone says."

We continued to eat for a few more minutes.

"Well any who," she looked at her watch, "Let's go to your place so we can drop all these things off. Tomorrow, I'll be at your house by ten. Then, we call the boys and meet them at the pool. Finally, we set up and get the party started."

"Sounds like a plan." I smiled. "Let's go."

"And you better wear that swimsuit tomorrow."

I rolled my eyes in response, "Yes mother."