Step Brother (Luke Hemmings)

chapter 6

Ivy's Pov:

Tonight is mine and Michaels first date. I'm really excited but nervous at the same time. It's been like four years since I've been on a date and I can't remember... anything!

I couldn't get to sleep for hours last night after what happened. I remember crying for at least an hour but I was awake for a while after that.

I can't stop thinking that somewhere inside me...deep in the back of my mind, I wanted luke to do that. I wanted him last night...but because I knew it was wrong...I knew I couldn't and shouldn't...I stopped him.

I haven't left my room yet...I don't want to see him, I don't want to be near him...and it's all his fault. I admit, I have feelings for him...I've  had them since I kissed him at the mall but everything changed when he became my soon to be step brother.

I carefully get up from my bed and make my way towards my door, I don't want to go out there but I need to use the bathroom...

I've heard him out there a few times this morning. He'd quietly knock on my door to see if I'm awake and then he'd wait a few seconds before leaving. I know he wants to apologize but...if he hadn't of done it in the first place he wouldn't have to apologize.

I hesitantly open my door walk as quickly and quietly as I can to the bathroom across the hall. I do my business and wash my hands and just as I open the door he opens his.

He looks at me and walks towards the bathroom. I can see it in his eyes that he's going to apologize again.

"Ivy..please let me apologize okay! I'm so sorry for everything okay! I didn't mean to hurt you or anything..." He says

"Don't luke...please just don't!" I whisper trying to push past him.

He doesn't let me go, instead he pulls me into a hug. I push him and he stumbles back a little bit.

"Listen luke! Stop apologizing! Stop hugging me! Just please, leave me the hell alone okay!? You're just making things worse!" I exclaim.

Walk off towards my room but he starts talking.

"Come on Ivy! Just come eat with me, just come have some breakfast with me!" He explains.

"Don't you get it luke!? I don't want to be near you! I don't want to look at you! You've ruined it luke! Stop trying to fix it!" I exclaim.

I look at him one more time, I hate hurting him but I need to push him away...

I turn around and go back in my room, slamming the door behind me.

I collapse on my bed  just as my phone goes off signaling I got a text message.

I roll over and smile as I see Michaels name on the screen.

Still on for tonight?-M

Yeah definitely!-I

Okay! See you at 7 beautifull-M

See you then!-I

I smile and click off my phone before heading over to my closet to find something to wear. I mean you'd think it'd be a bit easier since I did spend $300 worth of clothes the other day, but it's actually really hard...because I want to look perfect.

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2 hours....I have 2 hours to get ready and I still haven't found an outfit.

I collapse back onto my bed with a sigh. How am I supposed to get him to like me if I can't even find a damn outfit to wear on our first date!