BORROWED (S.E. Book Two)

47: KATAREINA

Chapter 47: KATAREINA
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Warning: Medyo Mahalay.

REINA

I was watching him from the distance. I had an internal battle with myself to just stay where I was standing either approach the love of my life. God knows how much I am missing him, how much I wanted to touch him and hold his hand, how much I am dying to kiss him and hug him tight. I miss my man, I miss the father of my son. I miss Zync Orlando.

Kahit nakasama ko siya noong matapos ang nangyari kay Sophia ay hindi pa rin ako makontento. I want more of him. I want to spend more time with him.

But I knew for myself that I can't be selfish this time, not until I win this game.

Marami pa akong dapat ayusin bago maging makasarili at bumalik sa kanya. I sighed when I remembered Katarina. It would be much difficult for me to be with him when she was now part of his life but I realized she was already part of his life when the time he set his eyes on me. Katawan ko lang ang nakilala niya, hindi ang kung sino ako, hindi ang puso at isipan ko.

I was like a cell phone inserted with another memory chip then it was removed for the cell phone who owned the chip has come to take it. Then, I was left blank. I was left empty.

But, I had regained the person I was born to be. I may not be the Katarina Zenkiah I thought I was because I am back as me... as Katareina Zavina.

Nakibahagi lang ako sa mga alaala at damdamin ng kakambal ko noon, ngayon na may sarili na akong alaala at damdamin... nasasaktan ako dahil nanatili sa utak at puso ko ang mga sakit at lungkot na dinanas ni Tari. Hindi lang ako ang nagdusa. Dahil sa simula pa lang pareho kami ng kakambal ko na lugmok sa kasamaan ng mundo.

I sighed and I decided to go home.

I took a one last glance on Zync who was sitting on a bar counter here in Draco Wave Bar but I was surprise to see him arguing with a big bald guy. Damn it. Mukhang lasing ang kalbong 'to at mukhang beast mode na rin si Zync na ayaw paawat.

Nasa paligid ang bantay niya kaya kampante akong hindi siya mapapahamak. Pumapagitna na sa kanila ang isang waiter at pati ang bartender.

Naglakad ako papalapit sa kanila but I made sure the distance between us was not so far yet near enough for me to hear their voices

Where's the bouncer anyway?

"Putangina ka pa lang lalaki e! Bakit sino ka ba?! Hindi ko na kasalanan kong pahara-hara ka kaya ka natapunan ng iniinom ko!" sigaw ng kalbo.

"This is the bar counter and can't you see I am sitting on a bar stool? If you're not stupid, over there is the disco area!" turo ni Zync sa mga nagsasayaw na mga lasing. Buti na lang hindi naman sila nakakakuha ng atensyon. "And here isn't the right place grinding your fat ass and for you to jerk off! A**shole."

Kahit nabigla ako sa sinabi ni Zync ay napangiti ako. He sounds so hot and sexy. His voice, it's always like music to my ears. I breathe out a balloon of air. Nakakasakal marinig ang boses niya pero ang sarap sa pakiramdam. Dagdag pa ang ingay ng tugtog at hiyawan ng mga tao sa paligid, it was suffocating to be this close to him.

"Wag mo 'kong daan-daanin sa paingles-ingles mo bata! Ngayon ang gusto ko bayaran mo ang natapon kong inumin! Alam mo bang VIP at at regular customer ako rito?!"

Napailing na lang ako dahil mukhang lasing na nga ito and this bald guy was trying to take advantage to others using his anger and intoxicated state.

May isang bouncer na rin ang lumapit na mas malaki pa sa kalbong 'to, he was trying to drag him out pero ayaw pa rin paawat nito. I turned to look at Zync but he was just sitting there habang nakatukod ang siko sa counter at nakasapo ang palad sa mukha.