Forgotten? (A Shawn Mendes FanFic)

Chapter 1

-Briana' POV-
"Hey babe". Shawn said walking into his and I's room. In case your wondering me and Shawn are dating and we have recently moved into a apartment together. Im 17 about to turn 18 and Shawn just turned 18. Im Matthew Espinosa's little sister.

"Hey". I said still looking down at my computer.

"I really need to tell you something". Shawn said sounding a little to nervous.

By this point i thought Shawn was going to break up with me or something.

"Yea?". I nodded my head for him to continue,but my eyes never left my computer. I was writing a report for school because i do school online.

"Soo..". Shawn hesitated to continue but he did.

"Im going on tour for 8 months." He basically whispered so i didn't understand him. (A/n:im not really sure how long he goes on tour so lets just go with it)

"What was that i didnt hear you". I asked him still looking at my computer.

"Im going on tour". He said a little louder so I heard him.

"Oh". I said. I closed my computer and went to the bathroom we had in our room.

I closed the door and looked at myself in the mirror. I never actually locked the door because of a little problem i had. I USED to cut myself, until i met Shawn. I've been clean for 3 months. Im actually scared for Shawn to leave because i might do something i will regret, which is cut myself again.

"Bri?" . Shawn asked as he knocked on the door.

"Yea." I asked as he opened the door.

"Im scared." I admitted to him.

"Of..?" He asked concerned.

"You leaving." I answered plainly.

"What why?" He asked concerned once again.

"Remember what happened last time?"

-Flashback-

"Shawn please don't leave!" I cried loudly for him to stay because he said he needed space.

"Briana i just need time to think this is all moving to fast." He said before he walked out of my parents home.

I sat on my bed crying, until I decided to go to my bathroom and started to cut myself. I don't know why but it just satisfied me.

-End of flashback-

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(A/N)
-This is the end of chapter one i hope i guys enjoyed. This is my first time writing a FanFic so sorry if its bad.

-Love,
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