-Briana's POV-
I walk into the guys house and look at everything. Its all the same, everything a mess. Footballs, basketballs, shirts, anything you can think of, everywhere. You would think, oh but Madison is there most of the time, wouldn't she at least help keep the place together. No, shes actually contributing to the mess, she has different pairs of shoes in every corner of the living room. I shake my head and head upstairs with my luggage in my hands. I head to my room and close the door, there's no one home but i guess closing the door is just a habit. I head to the bathroom to take a shower.
I take my clothes off and start the shower. I turn on my speaker and connect my phone and put my playlist on shuffle. I leave my phone and speaker on the vanity and go into the shower. I let the warm water fall onto my hair and body. As i start washing my hair with shampoo one of Shawn's songs starts playing. And that song is "Because I Had You". I personally feel attached to this song on a different type of level than other people normally would. Just knowing that he wrote that song about me makes it so different. I wanted to change it but i really couldn't because i had shampoo in my hair and i didnt feel like wetting the floor. So i just started singing along. "I think its time that i be honest, should of told you not to go." Just that sentence right there makes me so emotional. It makes me feel like i did something wrong. Like i broke him, but he broke himself because he told me himself to leave.
"There's nothing oh, there's nothing left to lose. Because i had you babe. There's nothing, nothing that i could do, I wish i had you"
"I think its time i finally found somebody new. And tell myself that shes the one to get me through. And she might help me forget that loving her is something i just couldn't do. Because i had you."
That part of the song always made me think. He will eventually move on. And so will i. Our feelings might not change, but were just not right for each other.
I finish in the shower and get out, i wrap a towel on my head and one on my body.
I put on a white champion sweatshirt and light washed shorts. Then i blow dried my hair and put it in a messy bun. I did my makeup as well because why not. I did my eyebrows, put on foundation, fake lashes, highlighter, and finished with some chap stick.
I decided to head downstairs to clean a little because it was too much. I put my speaker on the table and start playing "IDGAF" by Dua Lipa. I start by going into the kitchen ad throwing away all the cups that were on the counter top. Then i cleaned the dinning table and put everything back in its place. Then i headed to the living room. I started by picking up all the shirts on the couch and floor and i put them into a pile. They all stunk like a guys gym locker. Right when i go for the shoes my music stops and my phone starts ringing. I head towards it and see that its Hayes. I decide to pick it up because i cant avoid them forever.
"Hey Hayes, whats up?"
"Hey bri, how you doing?" I honestly expected him to be worried or something, but he sounded like nothing happened.
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Forgotten? (A Shawn Mendes FanFic)
FanfictionWhen Briana is at home and Shawn is on tour for 8 months. Will he forget her even though he promised he wouldn't.