I have 7 more weeks till i go back to L.A. Once i get back the first thing im going to do is run to Briana and apologize with all i have inside me.
Briana had posted a picture on Instagram and captioned it " Some people make promises. Not all of the lm keep them. It hurts a lot. But you grow from it". I knew she was talking about me.
When someone commented if they could change there name back to Shamila and Briana said i guess. That broke my heart. I know i broke up with her but i want her back, i need her, i miss her. I dont want to date Camila. What the heck, i think of her as a sister. Not everyone gets that, not even Briana.
--Briana's POV--
I woke up the next morning. Today was it. The day i get all my stuff out if Shawn's apartment. I sighed and sat up on my bed. I put my head in my hands and sat there just thinking about why it had to come to this. I really did love him. What the heck, i still love him with everything in me. I want him back, i need him, i miss him.
Well i guess all good thing do come to an end.
I got of my bed and went into my bathroom. I brushed my teeth and then went into the shower. I let the warm water run on my skin while i let all my thoughts run through my head.
I finished in the bathroom and did my makeup and hair.
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Once i did my makeup i put on my outfit.
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After i finished, i went downstairs to see if anyone was up. No one was, so i decided i would post a pic of me and Gilinsky because why not make Madison a little jealous. And either way me and him are close friends, so i should be able to post a pic of me and him if i want. If she has a problem, then she could go f^ck herself. Im a nice person i swear 🙃.
Anyway, i went on Instagram and ignored all the hate i was getting and just posted the pic of me and gilinsky.
--Instagram--
(Guys a little a/n im changing briana's Instagram name to briana_1998 so its the same briana but new name)
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Briana_1998: Its nice to have a friend that would stay with you through thick and thin @jackgilinsky
||12.5 M❤️||@jackgilinsky👤|| ||23k💭||
Mendes_happiness: Wow first shes with @shawnmendes then @aaroncarpenter and now @jackgilinsky damn she really is a hoe.
aaroncarpenter: Guys stop hating on briana. She never dated me and she never dated gilinsky. Were all close friends and she just needs someone to be there for her at this though time she's going through. So stop hating.
Bri_23: I actually really ship @jackgilinsky and @briana_1998
briana_1998: Well @Bri_23 your gonna have to keep on waiting because that's most likely never gonna happen. And @aaroncarpenter thank you so much, it means a lot. Also get ur ass downstairs because im waiting in the kitchen.
aaroncarpenter: Ok, ok, let me get ready. Be down in 10 minutes.
~@shawnmendes sent you a private DM~ ------------------------------------------------- *Dm conversation between Shawn and Briana
(Shawn, Briana)
Briana?? Can we talk
About?
Have you really moved on
No i haven't. But why do you care? Its not like you actually cared about our relationship.
Oh so you think i never cared huh? Well i will have you know i broke up with you so you wouldn't get hurt, so you wouldn't suffer. But i guess that was a bad idea because your hurting worse now and im suffering and questioning why im still alive if i already lost the love of my life,she was basically the only reason why i was breathing.
Oh shawn... I never meant it like that.... I never knew thats how you felt.. Im really sorry... Read
