Its been 3 days since me and Briana have spoken. I know i just walked out on her without saying anything, but i thought it would be better than to see her cry. But i think walking out on her like that just broke her more.
Today was my first show.
"5 minutes until you go on stage." My manager said
I just want Briana here, with me, to make me feel less nervous. But i always have to mess things up.
--Briana's POV--
Its been 3 day since Shawn left. He left without saying anything. Maybe he doesn't want to be with me anymore. Why did i have to say what i said.
I always have to mess thing up.
I have been in my room for these past 3 days. The only time i come out it to eat, use the bathroom, take a shower, and brush my teeth. Other than that i would stay in my room crying for hours until i fall asleep. It hasn't even been a month and im already taking this hard. Maybe Shawn will move on. I might not be able to move on though.
I just want to be with Shawn and hug him when i feel upset. ____________________________ ~ 4 weeks later~
I woke up feeling like crap. Thats. Nothing new.
People kept tagging me on tweets about something.
-Twitter-
~@mendes_lover: @briana1998 did you know @ShawnMendes and @Camila_Cabello are on the same tour? Camila is opening for him!!
~@shawnarmy: I hope @ShawnMendes will realize that hes better of with @Camila_Cabello . I hope he dumps @briana1998 and hooks up with Camila. ---- Once i read all those tweets my eyes started to water. I decided to go on Instagram to see what else was there to see. I mean i might have lost Shawn for good, lets just make sure so i dont stay here like an idiot waiting for him.
-Instagram-
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@mendes_army: i know im suppose to support @shawnmendes but hes a real ass for doing this to @briana_1998
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@brianasupporter: how could @shawnmendes do that to @briana_1998? Btw @CamilaCabello is being too touchy🙄. --- Once i read all that and saw all those pictures i knew Shawn might have moved on. I mean i cant blame him, Camila is very pretty and very sweet.
