Forgotten? (A Shawn Mendes FanFic)

Chapter 29

-Briana's POV-

I walk into the airport and go through security, my body guard making sure none comes up to me and does something. I make it to my gate after collecting all my items, and i sit on one of the chairs while waiting for my flight to get called. I see a couple of fans trying to get passed my body guard while making noise. A few other people that are at my gate just look at my group of fans and then at me annoyed at all the fuss going on. I decided to try to stop all of this.

I get up and walk towards the crowd. "Guys, hi. I need all of you to keep it down for me please. I know Im being super mean but im just not in the state of mind to go through the taking pictures process, and all these people waiting at my gate just want some peace." I say in a hushing voice, while i look at a girl that is closest to me putting her hand out while crying trying to get my attention. At this point my body guard has called back up and there's a whole mess. The crowd gets quiet trying to listen to me but the moment i stop talking they get loud again.

While i look at the whole crowd forming getting louder by the minute, i feel my heart beat increasing. I also feel my head starting to hurt a little. I think im about to have a panic attack, but right at that moment i hear the speaker go on saying "Flight 838, to Los Angeles California now boarding passengers in wheel chairs. I sprint back to the chair i was waiting in and grab my things. I dash towards the workers at the desk that started to scan tickets and say, "Hi can i please board early, im freaking out because the crowd thats standing over there is because of me. I just really need to get in and get away from this, i dont handle well under all this pressure alone." At this point i feel my eyes burn and i could feel the tears staring to build up, remembering the fact that im alone, and so vulnerable. I always had someone with me, if it wasn't Shawn, it was one of the guys.

Now.

Now i was all alone.

Now they were gone.

I pushed them away.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when the lady nodded her head and grabbed my ticket to scan it. I thank her and walk quickly into the plane. I walk through the aisle trying to find my seat. I find it and put my luggage in the overhead bin. I sit in the window seat and put on my headphones and put my playlist on shuffle. I feel the seat next to me sink in a little indicating that someone sat down. I dont even bother to look over, i just close my eyes and dose off into a deep sleep.

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I feel my right earphone come off lightly and someone shake me slightly. "Hey, we landed" I hear a male voice say softly. I open my eyes and look to my right only for my eyes to meet some hazel ones. The guy flashes a bright smile that shows his pearly white teeth. He get up straight and reaches up to lower my luggage. He had dirty blonde hair that fell sloppy to the side but still looked good and had a grey hoodie on with sweats on. As he reached up his hoodie slightly went up and i saw his v-line.

And i gotta say.

Goddamn..

Okay Briana. Stop.

He looks at me while holding my luggage and says "You coming?" I get up and say, "You dont have to do that, I got it." While grabbing my luggage from his hands. He chuckles slightly and says "Okay, just trynna help" and continues down the aisle. "Thanks" I say looking around realizing that no one was on the plane except the people cleaning up. "Wait um.."

"Jake." He says (Im not indicating to anyone famous. Because idk anyone named Jake with blond hair and hazel eyes. But if u do then by all means, thats him. Lmaooo okay lets continue.)

"Jake. Im Briana."

"So i have heard" He says laughing slightly.

"Oh so you know who I am." I say looking down while walking off the plane behind him. "Im pretty sure everyone does" He says looking back at me with a slight smile.

I Just nod my head and stop once we get out into the waiting area.

"Okay, well thanks for waking me up." I say while starting to walk away to meet with my driver. "Wait did i say something wrong?" He says noticing my sudden mood change and sprinting towards me to catch up to my speed.

"Nah, im just tired and trying to get home as soon as i can. Thanks tho" I say walking out and into the car waiting for me.

"Hello miss Espinosa. Where would you like to go?" My driver asks

"Just drop me off at the guys house, thanks" I tell him. Hes been my driver for a while now so he knows were to go. He picks me up from the airport like today, or any social event i need to go to and cant take my car to.

"Okay, we will arrive in about 1 to 2 hours" He says starting the car.

"Okay thanks" I say as i put my headphones on and start playing 'idontwannabeyouanymore' by Billie Ellish.

I look out the window as we start to enter the highway and thoughts started to run through my mind. What if i had a normal life that didnt consist of me having an anxiety breakdown every 4 hours because of my hectic life. What if i didnt have to be going through this break up that has torn me apart but i have to act like im okay because then my fans would just start tweeting about it like crazy. I mean dont get me wrong, i love all of my fans and everyone that supports me, but it gets to crazy sometimes. Everyone needs a break at some point.

What would it be like if i had a normal life?

Honestly, i dont wanna be me anymore.

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Hi loveessss!!! New updatee. Took a while, I know, im sorry.

Hope you guys enjoyed. Love youu!