Life in Words

What High School Has Taught Me in the Last Day

Whatever you say to anyone will be used against you. It will be used to rip you apart and chip away at your self confidence continuously no matter how misinterpreted it is. Rumours will be spread about you, and sometimes you just have to sort them out if you don't want people to hate you. 

People will take the little things you do wrong to make you seem like the worst person anyone could be in the world. And they will only focus on that. Nothing else.  They'll pick at your negative attributes and depersonalise you. Make you seem like Voldemort, the White Witch, Hades or Bowser. 

Ruthless, reckless, unable to love. 

Continuously making mistakes. 

Never showing grace. 

Being a b!tch all the time and nothing else. 

Lately I am being verbally harassed online by a girl at my school and she is making me feel like this. 

She's pushing me back into the corner I have tried so hard to get out of over the past two years. She's holding a gun to my forehead with infinity bullets. I've explained my situation, dodged the bullets, disintegrating them. But they've still ricochetted and hurt me just as they were meant to. 

10/10 for you. 

I'm pressing that block button with all the force I can muster. 

Putting on my bullet-proof vest. 

Taking the hits but learning how to deal with them. 

I might as well not say anything at all because it's all being used against me. 

I'm going to sort this out. I swear on the Dryzonian Border I will (making references to your own books... heh). 

LORD HELP ME. 

Why are girls like this? I'm sorry if I'm not up to your standards. But why must you be popular and mean? Is it like the complementary serviettes with your McDonalds takeaway? 

Oh wait, I forgot, you're perfect and you've never made mistakes and I have so I am therefore worse than you. 

I am so wrong about so many things in your opinions. 

#GirlLove