~Ryley's POV~
"It all started with my birth. It was unplanned and basically aginst the law. My pack doesn't go by the athourity. They say that they make the law and anyone who doesn't follow it will be tourtured until they die. Only the Alpha, Beta and Head War Wolf were allowed to have pups. My parents were omegas. They couldn't go aginst the mating bond no matter how hard they tried. The completed it one night while the Alpha, Beta and Head War Wolf were out in a meeting with another pack. Over the next few months my mother had started to show. The Alpha found out and nearly beat her to death. He then decided to force her to become his 'mate' of some sort and provide him with as many pups as he wanted. The Alpha made my dad watch as my mother gave birth to me on March 17, during a full moon. My dad could feel all her pain. I couldn't imagine going through that." I started to tear up thinking back to the taunting the other wolves put me through. Lizzie pulled me to her and we sat there as I got it out of my system.
"But finally my mother gave birth to me and she was weak. She was to weak to feed me for the first hour or so of my life. About twenty-six hours later she was back to perfect health and thats when it happened. The Alpha took my mother to a room with me and made me and her watch as they toutured my dad to death. He tried to get away but they kicked him, beat him and whipped him with spiked chains. Lizzie I had to watch my father get beat to death because of me. Because I was born my father had to die." I said looking at her through blurred vision. She was tearing up to. She can feel my pain.
"Go on Ryley, I need to hear this and you need to get it off your chest." She said wiping away a tear. I nodded.
"As they were beating my father, the Alpha made and maid take me and stand in a corner of the room. My father was chained up so he could see what they were going to do to my mother. Seven guys raped her. They took turns, went at the same time and passed her around like she was a fucking doll. Then the Alpha had to have his fun with her. He made sure that she was pleading for death before he stopped. Within the next four years my mother had given birth to three more kids and she was pregnant with one more. I was treated like a slave. I was no longer a pack member, I was a servant. They litterally treated me like dirt. They would punch me until I fell down, then they would kick me and stomp on me until I was begging for them to stop and they still didn't stop. When they finally finished beating me they would leve me there, a bloody mess, and walk away. Each and every time my mother would come find me, fix me up and promise that we would get out of this pack one day." I started to live back in my memorise. Lizzie rub my arm and I flinched away.
"Shhh, Ryley it's just me. Can you go on?" she questioned, I nodded and went on.
Flash Back
"I remember the last day I ever saw my mom. It was March 10th. We had just gotten out of school for spring break. I was 14 at the time. I came home and went straight to my room. I changed and went down stairs to find my mother. It was routine for me to say hello to my mother and then get on with my chores and then I did what ever the pack had for me. I was used to the routine by this point. I went to my mothers room and she wasn't there, so I figured that she was with the Alpha. I went to his office and I heard yelling and then I heard something break. I rushed in and saw the Alpha holding my mother down to his desk by her throat. Red took over my vision and I was filled with a unbearable amount of rage. I felt a bone break in my arm and I screamed out in pain. My mother saw me and told me to run and that just fuled my rage. I growled and I felt anothe bone break, but this time I was to angry to scream. Sooner than I expected I was on all fours in a fighting postition growling at the Alpha. At first he looked shocked and then he growled shifting right infront of me. His wolf was so much bigger than mine. I was afraid at first then something took over me and now I know it was Tanner. The Alpha lunged at me and I dodged it. I raked my claws down his side and he howled in pain. He snapped at me and pinned me to the floor. He was about to rip my throat out but my mother screamed and tackled him shifting in the process. She bit down beside his throat and ripped it clean out. He howled in pain. She turned to me and in that time of distraction he took the oppurtunity to rip her throat out. She fell lifeless to the ground in front of my paws. I looked at her, whining i nudged her head with my nose but she didn't move. The Alpha growled and I had no choice but to submit. I cowered down and glanced up at him. He growled into my head 'shift' and I did as I was told. The only reason I had to live at the time was dead. He threw pants at me and punched me in the face once they were on. I cupped my check and ran out of his office. I ran to my room and fell onto my bed. I cried my self to sleep that night."
Flash Back Ended
"I cried my self to sleep everynoght for a year after that. All i wanted to do was die. I didn't care what the pack thought of me, what they did to me, or what they made me do. Really and truly all I wanted to do was die. Then my pack figured out about The Games. I know for a fact you don't know what they are." I said to Lizzie.
"Actually I do know what the games are. Chloe, Jessie and I have had to spend a year in them before. They are a series of dog fighting rings for werewolves. Each time you live, they put you up aginst a harder person. Chloe, Jessie and I have lived through a full year of The Games." LIzzie informed me. I stared at her in shock. I knew she was good at fighting but I didn't know she was this good.
"Well once my pack found one near them tey entered me. They dropped me off one day and left me ther for two and a half years. Once they found out I was still alive they came and got me. I went in a skinny twig that didn't know how to fight worth a damn. I came out as one of the most skilled fighters in the pack. Right next to the Alpha. They took me back to the pack and sat me in the Alphas office. I waited for him to come in and while I was waiting I couldn't help but remember the day my mother died. He came in and said 'Well look who is back to be beat again'. That just pissed me off to no end. I stood up from the chair I was in and looked at him. He looked like shit. I was the same height as him and I had a bigger bulid. I growled 'Don't ever talk about me like that again you stupid son of a bitch. I culd kick you worthless ass.' Hes looked at me in shock. Then a thoughtful look took over his face. Then he asked me 'Is that a challenge for the Alpha title.' I thought about it for a minute then I accepeted his challenge. We went outside and got into fighting positions. He growled and lunged at me shifting mid air. I rolled under his stomach and he landed on his face. With the extra time I shifted and shook out my fur. He got up and looked at me. His wolf looked even worse then he did. He was so skinny, I could count his ribs, but he still fought like an Alpha. He growled and tried to get me to submit, but little did he know I was trained not to submit to anyone, thats why I didn't submit to you that day in the cafeiteria. But back to the challenge. He lunged for my throat and i grabbed him by his and ripped it clean out. His lifeless body fell to the ground at my paws and I went back in time to when my mother laid dead at my paws.I looked at the Alpha and just stared, then I felt a surge of power go through me and I felt like an Alpha."
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