Sunshine and Jaebutt

Operation

JB's P.O.V:

Today was the day Youngjae was going in for his life threatening operation. Let's just say we were all emotional and nervous wrecks. We were saying our goodbyes as this surgery was unpredictable. After Kyung and Chenle had said their goodbyes I approached the gorgeous boy.

"Youngjae I'm not going to say goodbye because I know we're just being paranoid and I know that you will come out of this operation fine, strong and better than ever."

I gave the younger boy a tight hug as the nurses wheeled his bed into the operating room. I was trying to be positive about the whole situation, but I regretted not saying goodbye to him. Now the wait began as the tedious four hour operation on our precious Youngjae began.
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2 hours later Chenle had fallen asleep on Kyung's shoulder and I was resting my eyes. That was until Youngjae's nurse came out to see us, careful not to wake Chenle up and distress him.

"I'm so sorry, but there are some complications with the operation, the doctors are doing all they can...but at this point, it looks like we may lose him. I'm so sorry..."

The nurse choked out through tears.

"No...NO! I didn't say goodbye to him...I didn't say goodbye!"

I broke down in sobs on my hands and knees. The tears did not stop coming and I was a mess. I can't lose this boy; he is the only person who I still love in this world. Without him I am nothing, I hadn't noticed through the stress of the news I had stopped breathing and everything surrounding me went black as my head hit the ground.

Youngjae's P.O.V

I was in a strange position, how did I get here? The operation was going well, or so I thought. That was until there was a white flash and I was floating above my body. I was having an out of body experience, I had to somehow make my way back into my body and fight for my life.

"Youngjae, come with me"

I was greeted by a strange presence; it was a middle aged woman, dressed in all white. She was Caucasian, had blue eyes, blonde hair and fair skin. She looked like an...angel? She took my hand and led me through the hospital hallway, into the waiting room. I could see JB and Kyung were both on the floor in a mess of tears, Chenle was asleep. What were they crying about? I approached the boys and heard JB screaming out my name.

"Youngjaeee, I never said goodbye!!"

He was screaming and balling his eyes out. I tried to speak to him but he wasn't responding.

"JB, I'm right here! It's okay I'm not dead... Why can't he see me?!"

I screamed at the woman as tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Youngjae dear, everything will make sense soon, just follow me."

She took my hand again and led me through a door. There was another white flash and I could see through a window a 10 year old me sitting near the fire place, next to a Christmas tree. I remembered this day so clearly, what was going on? Little Youngjae was waiting for his parents to return home, it was December 24th 2007 and he was getting an early Christmas present. His parents walked in with something behind their backs. Youngjae stood up and bowed to his parents, he was being extra polite as he wanted to see his present. Youngjae's mother led a small boy out from behind her back.

"Ni Hao, naega Chenle" (Pretend he said the first part in Chinese and second in Korean)

"Chenle has come over from China to an adoption agency, we adopted him and he is now our son. He doesn't speak very much Korean but I thought you could teach him. Little 5 year old Chenle ran into little 10 year old Youngjae's arms and their close bond began.

"I remember this day; this is when my parents adopted Chenle." I stated to the angel.

"Yes Youngjae, that's good, I want you to remember, everything. Your parents were always away on business trips so you practically raised Chenle, and when your parents passed away, when you were 15, you became the only family each other had. I know it is hard Youngjae, but do you see why you have to fight? You're all Chenle has in this world you can't leave him behind. Now come on, I have something else I want to show you."

The angel took my hand and led me through another door.

A/N- Is Youngjae going to make it through? ~ Kira