Sunshine and Jaebutt

Decisions

Youngjae P.O.V:

I woke up and was welcomed by Chenle, Kyungie and bummie.

"Morning sleepy head." Kyung smiled at me, everyone was being a little too nice, and they had to cut to the chase. I cleared my throat which was feeling gross from last night's incident and questioned the 3 boys on why they were acting so shifty. No one would look me in the eye.

"Come on Kyungie, you're my best friend you can tell me. I can handle it, I'm a big boy... aha" I awkwardly chuckled trying to clear the strange atmosphere in the room. Chen looked up at me and there were tears in his eyes.

"Youngjae...I don't know how to tell you this, but, it appears that your cancer has been increasingly getting worse at a fast rate... and at this point you will only have a few months to live."

Kyung explained what the nurse had earlier told the boys. I felt my heart beating out of my chest and tears streaming down my face, I was in too much shock to speak.

"How...however, there is another option we have been offered. They have told us of a very dangerous option in which they can remove the tumour in your lower abdomen and prevent the spreading of your cancer... however only 40% of patients survive...the...op...peration" Chenle explained through sobs.

I pulled my brother into my chest and rubbed his back soothing him.

"Oh Chenle, you're such a bright, intelligent boy. Don't worry we will work this out, no way will I leave you in this world, especially not with Kyung being left to watch you haha" I replied back to the little one.

"Prom...promise?" He looked up at me hopefully.

"I promise Chen, now it's time to get down to business. It's my body, my life and my choice. I think... I think I will go through with the operation." I announced to the room.

JB who had been silent throughout this whole discussion, shot his head up and spoke.

"Are you crazy? Sure it's your body and your life. But you mean so much, too so many people and we can't lose you. Just try and think about who you will be leaving behind Youngjae! Only 40% of patients survive this operation!" He shouted at me.

"So what JB? What am I supposed to do, just sit around for four months slowly dying? Huh? I am strong boys, with such a lovely family like you to support me; I know I can make it through this operation. Now just try to stay strong for me, hmm?"

As I finished my sentence JB stood up and stormed out of the room. With a long sigh I fell back onto my pillow. I cuddled Chenle to sleep and Kyung went to find JB.

A/N- Hmmm, JB doesn't seem to like the idea of his sunshine having the operation. What would you guys do if you were in the same situation? ~ Kira xxx