lovechild of youtube (Mark x Reader x Jack)

Broken

This news broke me for a few days; I disconnected from youtube, social media, and just texting in general. I saw all the comments asking me "where are you?", "Are you still sick?", "we love you, come back.". And these hurt me just a little bit more, and that seems messed up, because my fans are showing me they care, and I'm just siting here scared of what would happen if I told everyone this news. The news that I yt/n was showing of a small baby bump, but whos baby was it?

*ring ring*
I heard my phone from the other room, I ignored it and just let it ring, whoever was trying to reach me didn't give up easily because I heard them call back twice. I didn't care. Eventually I did get up to see who it was. Jack called and left a message as well as mark but mark called back twice.

Jack: "Oi so, I know your not sick anymore, but are you alright? Mark and I are really starting to worry about you. Is it something you need to talk about, because I'll listen if you need some fella. I have to go to sleep now so have a good rest of your day."

Mark: "hey y/n jack and I know somethings up please call one of us."

Mark: "if you dont call or at least text back I will fly back up there just to check on you, You know make sure your alive."

Normally i wouldent care if mark was wasteing money on me, but i couldent let him see me, not right now, not like this, so i texted him back.

Y: hey im alive
M: omg ar you okay?
Y:im fine
M:are you sure?
Y: yes
M: im sorry for pressing, but i dont believe that.
Y: mark im fine, leave me alone now.
M: y/n im sorry if i upset you please keep talking to me.
M: y/n come back
M: please

I turned off my phone, and walked into the bathroom, I didnt need to throw up or anything, I just needed to walk away for a minute and it just happened to be the bathroom. While I was in there I stared at my reflection, I wasent pretty, nor was I unatractive and in a little messed up way I thought my little belly bump was cute, and it made me laugh. (It's a month from Pax, yes you're showing a little bit)
"Well what am I going to do with you?" I said lightly rubing my stomach. I was severely contimplating weather or not if I would keep the baby, there were so many pros and cons to this. But almost every second I thought of this I wanted this child in my life, I wanted to be the mother I never had, with or without the father figure.

I looled down into the waste bin, and retreved ine of the used pregnancy tests, still positive. "Ya like it would have changed in a week" i thought sarcastically. I looked at the test for a while and made my choice right rhere in that bathroom. I was going to keep the baby.