Hetalia x bullied reader. ALL YOUR FAULT.

Chapter nine: Nordic vs Nordick

(A/n): WARNING THIS HAS SOME SENSITIVE SUBJECTS =////=

Egil was looking over the new eyepatch he made for his Gift Kona. He hoped that she would like it as much as the first one, but he shook the feeling off. Of course she would like it!
He stuffed some clothes into his suitcase and ran out of the house, confusing his family.
Bernard figured it out first and laughed before singing the wedding march, the others soon understood and chuckled.
Egil was going to see his girlfriend. It took him a few hours to get there, but he was happy to see her leave her home and go to school.
He wanted to surprise her when she came back.

He took out the key she gave him and unlocked the door before creeping to his room, the smell of lavender and roses told him that she killed a few more people. "Might as well see who is in her basement now.", he told himself and went downstairs.
His ears were met with the sound of muffled cries for help, "Shut the hell up."
The cries stopped and muffled curses where heard.
Egil turned the corner to see his brother's doppelganger chained to a makeshift bed, he made a shocked and amused face with a bit of disappointment mixed in.
"Well then, if it isn't the NorDICK who made my kona's life miserable....", Egil grinned, "did not expect her to keep you alive this long... you have been here for a few days judging fom the bruises on your arms and wrists."

Lukas glared at Egil, the doppelganger of Emil.
"Aah~ big brother was wondering why he was getting sore lately, it was my Gift Kona torturing you!~", Egil exclaimed happily, "she is so wonderful!"
The Icelander practically had hearts in his eye as he bragged about his crush to Lukas.
"She's so warm and sweet! She gives the best hugs and cuddles me!", He continued and Lukas felt like he was going to throw up with how lovey-dovey Egil acted, "and big brother absolutely adores her, all my brothers do! She gives the best kisses! Aaahh~ she is so pretty!"
Lukas felt a small pain in his chest when Egil mentioned how gentle and loving Joy was to Egil, he felt just as bad when Egil mentioned family.
Was he starting to be jealous?

The bound Norwegian let out a muffled shout to pull Egil out of his rambling, "huh? What? You want to have the gag out?"
Lukas nodded and Egil stuck his toungue out at the Norwegian, "you don't deserve to speak after your words broke Joy's heart!"
Once again Lukas felt a burning sensation in his chest: Guilt, sadness, regret, and a little bit of something else.
"I have something to asked you.", Egil growled and loomed close to Lukas's face, "Did you take my love's virginity?"
Lukas looked shocked at the question and shook his head furiously, sure he did want Joy to hurt but he was not a monster.
"So she's still a virgin?", Lukas nodded and Egil smiled, "good! She still has her innocence!"
Lukas's cheeks felt like they were burning as he thought of Joy, he did feel bad now and regretted making fun of the sweet girl.

"She told me about you.", Egil said in a menacing tone and Lukas looked him in the eye, "she had a crush on you And you used her to become valedictorian."

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Joy was happily singing and holding a gift for the Five boys she liked the most the ones dubbed 'the Nordics'
Lukas was aware of her silly little infatuation with him and his family, he only let her stay nearby because he needed to swap homework with her.
Today however, he did not need her anymore. He told the other four and they knew what to do.
As soon as the cheery little albino said hello Matthias tripped her and she fell to the floor.
"Sorry Matthias! I guess is did not look wh-", she was cut off by Egil shoving her face to the ground with his foot.
Lukas gave her a cold glare, "you idiot, don't talk to us ever again."

"Lukas what are you-", Timo rammed his gun into her head and knocked her out, she woke up with bruises all over her.
Her heart shattered, she never felt betrayal like this.
The ones she shared her kindness and love with broke her heart and a few bones.
It only got worse, Lukas rallied the school against her.
She lost emotions and her heart was afraid to show itself.

She was like that until Egil showed her his scars, the same emotional scars he gained and he showed her the same love that she showed sher betrayers.
She still had love for the Nordicks who broke her heart, but she latched that love onto Egil and his family.
The new Nordics saw her scars made by the ones they had hated and accepted this little warrior, they found that their doppelgangers made a mistake in dismissing the girl so soon.
Joy was a rare type of person, she did not care about money or appearance.
She gave her heart to those who needed it most, and that was Egil and his family.
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"You see, if you did not chase her away and break that sweet heart.", Egil scolded, "you would have the best person to be a friend or a loved one to!" The Icelander's eye was pouring tears of shared pain as he spoke.
"YOU ABUSED AND BROKE THE KINDEST HEART I HAVE EVER MET!"

Lukas's throat burned as he began to flood with the pain of regret, guilt, and despair. Egil was right, it was his fault that the most beautiful heart had turned black. It was his fault that her eye was dead.

It was his fault that an angel fell.