Dear Evan Hansen And Be More Chill Oneshots

I'm not sorry but...(DEH)

(Part two from "Fuck you Evan! Asshole!")
(Cursing obviously)
Jared returned to school the next day, searching for Evan. He found his sandy blond hair over the crowd by the boy's restroom .He started to make his way over to it. Jared put his hand on Evan's shoulder without warning,earning a negative response.
"Watch where yo-" Evan begun loudly before seeing that it was Jared. This was the first time they had seen each other up close and Jared noticed Evan looked exactly like Connor had. Not exactly of course but they had the same dull,painful and broken look.
"Nice to see you too,asshole." Jared out on a emotion mask, instantly regretting it when Evan's eyes pooled.
"Just get on with it." The blond's voice was audible to just Jared,making him regret his actions even more.
"I want to talk,after school. You better be here-" he looked for a insult that wouldn't hurt Evan."Acorn." He pushed up his glasses and walked away from the male's bathroom without another word. He really hoped Evan would show up, but a small part of him hoped he didn't. He pushed down the thought and continued with his day.
Jared had his mind on Evan all day. No particularly when they were gonna meet,just Evan in general.They were in English together and he couldn't help but spare him a glance once or twice. Evan looked like he was paying attention but the second time Jared looked at him he was staring off into space.

*time skip because the rest of the day is pure pinning up until this point*

    Jared walked up to the male's bathroom after he had retrieved his stuff from his locker. He hid a smile when he saw Evan,waiting for him."Let's go." Jared pulled on his arm and they started walking out of the school.Evan complied.
    They stopped at the back of the school."People are gonna think were selling drugs to each other." Jared looked up at Evan who looked even duller than before.
    "Of course this is funny to you." The blond hissed through his teeth."Evan Hansen is even more broken than at the start of the school year. Who knew it was possible?" He made gestures. This was the only thing Jared made out to tell that he was acting different than Connor was.He took a deep breath.
    "Listen,asshole." Fuck,that's not what he meant to say."I didn't need to do this. I don't need to feel sorry for your ass. I could just leave you to rot. Why would I care?" He saw Evan open his mouth to shoot something back put Jared closed his hand near his mouth to signal him to stop."But you know what Evan? I didn't. I'm right fucking here. Feeling sorry and actually caring for the piece of shit that is Evan Hansen. Whoop dee do doesn't that feel good?" He said the last part half to himself.
    Evan was speechless."I-I-I-I-I-"
   "Shut up. Just-" Jared looked for the right words."I forgive you. Let's make up." He held out his hand for the taller male to take to take. Evan took his hand hesitantly.
    "Are we good?" Jared pushed up his glasses.
    "W-W-Were good."
   Jared chuckled."Now,lets go see about that liquor cabinet."