Dear Evan Hansen And Be More Chill Oneshots

Hanahaki(BMC)

(Nothing happy about this one)
(TW: Getting rid of inside contents-I'm sorry I hate saying vomiting-)
(Cursing)

    Michael walked into the bathroom quickly. He knew what was happening, and he hated it. The burning feeling in his chest and stomach, the way his eyes watered making him cry, and the reason why. Michael was knocked out of his thoughts when he lurched over the toilet gagging, noting came out. Michael knew some would.
    He coughed held onto his hoodie like it was a life line. It probably was at this point. This had been his nightly routine for the past month. Hold it till his parents were asleep then be sad all he wanted throughout the night. The loneliness made it worse for Michael.
    Once again knocked out of his thoughts. Michael lurched, the pink petals of Camilla flowers left his mouth. He sat back and wiped the flowers off of his mouth. He hid his face and started to sob into his hoodie. He started screaming at himself in his head."Why?" The word echoed in his head to many times for him to count.
    The brown eyed boy stood up again quickly.This time primrose spat out of his mouth and fell down his face, along with tears and blood. He was a mess. He flushed to toilet and sat back on the wall. Michael thought about Jeremy. Of course that was the reason he went through this bullshit.
    "Fuck!" Michael yelled at himself after slamming his fist on the floor. He wiped the flower petals and tears off his face. A smile tugged at his lips. Only a couple more days, he would probably die then. It would be better than living without Jeremy in his life.
    After cleaning his mess up Michael walked to his room. "Well this fucking sucks." He chuckled to himself."I just, wanna see them." He knew he sounded like a child but he didn't care. He sat in his room a while, the voices in his head screaming at him once more.

(Sorry this is so short)