A broken boy// Matthew Espinosa Fanfiction

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Dani's POV

I wake up and feel Matthew's body against mine, his arms wrapped around me.

My thoughts are screaming.

Rushing.

Confused, but not angry at me.

I'm not even dating Matthew, But we did that.

I close my eyes again.

Fuccccckkkk.

He was so gentle and sweet about everything.

Everyone always made out Matthew as some heartless guy, but in reality he isn't.. Atleast not towards me.

I can hear Matthew's rhythmic heart beat, his chest moving with each deep breath of his while he slept.

After a couple minutes of being awake, Matthew wakes up also, stretching slightly but pulling me closer.

"Matthew" I said quietly and he hums.

"Why'd you stay?" I asked him quietly, knowing he normally doesn't.

"What?" He asked, his hand rubbing my bare back gently.

"We.. You know.. did it.. And you are still here.." I explained blushing.

"And?" He asked.

"I thought you didn't do that.. Everyone always said that you never slept with the girls.. Just f.. had sex and then you left them there.. You didn't sleep with them.." I exclaimed.

"I didn't like them" He said and I look up at him, basically laying ontop of him with my chin on my hands, which were resting on his chest.

"I already told you I liked you" He said

"But I just figured you were sad and wanted someone to be there with you" I said.

He shakes his head.

"No Dani. You give me feelings that no one has ever given me. And I don't want to leave you" He said and I look down, laying my head back on his chest.

"Are we together or something?" I asked him.

"I don't know.. Do you wanna be?" He asked me.

I sit up, holding the blanket to my chest.

"Do you?" I asked him.

"Well.. Yeah I want you to be mine..." He said blushing.

"What does that mean exactly?" I asked him smiling a little as I raised an eyebrow.

"It means.. You are my girlfriend. And I can hug you.." He trailed off as he sat up, wrapping his arms around me.

"And cuddle you" He said nestling his face into my neck.

"and Kiss you." He said moving and pressing a small kiss to my lips.

"And touch you."He muttered rubbing his hand down my arm.

"And show you off. and just be with you" He says and I couldn't stop smiling.

"Thats what you want?" I asked and he nods.

"All I want" He replied.

"I want it too" I said and he smiles a little.

"So..... Does that mean you're my girlfriend?" He asked me.

"Do you know how to be a boyfriend?" I asked him..

"Well. I know the basics. Its like Don't cheat.. and don't break your heart, which I am NOT planning on doing. and don't lie.. And don't be mean?" He said the last two questioning.

"I guess." I said shrugging and he chuckled.

"So.. We are together now? Right?" he asked me.

"Right" I said nodding and smiling.

He kisses me slowly.

His lips moving against mine as he cupped my face.

We break the kiss after a few minutes and he caresses my cheek, biting his lip.

"You're too addicting Dani. I just want to kiss you all of the time" He said and I giggled.

I had let go of the blanket and he pulls it out from between us and presses his chest against mine, wrapping his arms around my waist tightly and laying me back down on the bed on my back.

He smiles, kissing my nose and my cheeks and my forehead, just peppering my face with kisses and then pecking my lips.

"I've never had a girlfriend before" He said

"Never?" I asked him and he shook his head no.

"I never wanted one until now" He said and I smiled more,

"Your so cute when you're all smiley" He said rubbing his thumb over my lip, smiling himself.

"You just had gotten me happy..." I said

"Now I just gotta keep you happy" He said and I smiled and he pecked my lips once more, I wrapped my arms around his neck and then start laughing.

"Matthew." I said.

"What?" He asked.
"I'm naked." I said

"I'm not complaining" he said smiling and shaking his head at me.
"But I'm naked!" I exclaimed and he lifts his body up a little, looking down at my body.
"You have a beautiful body Dani" he said making me blush.

"Stoppppp" I whined smiling and blushing

Matthew had his underwear on. He put them on last night, which is what made me think he would be leaving because I thought he was getting dressed.

He kisses my neck gently before pressing small kisses around my chest.
He comes back up and kisses my lips more passionately.
Matthew's phone started ringing.

He groans as he pulls away, answering his phone. 

"Yeah?"
" Kristennnnn"
"I'm busy"
"What?!"
"No. Absolutely not"
"Bye" he said hanging up.

He tosses his phone onto the bed and runs his hand through his messy hair sighing.

"Everything okay?" I asked him
"No. Kristen wants me to move in with her, two hours away from here" he said and I feel my heart beginning to hurt at the thought of losing him already.

"What are you going to do?" I asked him and he sighed.
"Nothing, I'm not going anywhere. I just got you. I'm not losing you already" he said shaking his head and kissing my forehead.