You

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You

     Everything seems so cold and empty.  I see nothing but darkness and loneliness.  The only thing I can think of is you.  I miss you with every fiber of my being.  It's okay though, don't feel bad.  I understand that I mean nothing to you.  I don't mean anything to anybody.  You're just one more person to confirm that.  Honestly, I don't even care about myself anymore.  I've stopped eating, I've stopped sleeping.  Every now and then I stop breathing.  Sometimes I wish I were dead.  I've bled out of both of my wrists for you.  Well, more so for the memory of you.  I know this doesn't make a difference to you at all.  You're obviously so much happier without me.  Or so I am told.  But when I see you, something is missing.  Something that I very distinctly remember seeing in your eyes.  A certain happiness and a glimpse of hope.  But it seems to have left your eyes and mine.  Tell  me, my dear, are you in as much pain as I am?  You have a smile on your face, but is it a lie?

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4/23/17/Sun(1)

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