Tell Me- A Jonah Marais fanfic

Only the beginning

Did you get my reference? Tell me is a name of one of their songs and the chapter is also the name of their first album :3.... anyways. Welcome to my Why Don't We Boy fanfic. This chapter is only background, the actual story will start tomorrow.  This story does contain material that may upset some people. Please don't get mad when you are being warned twice. Anyway enjoy the story. Yes very sad background. WARNING THIS STORY CONTAINS DRUGS, ALCOHOL, ABUSE, AND DEATH. SOME THINGS MAY TRIGGER SOME PEOPLE. IF THESE THINGS BOTHER YOU THAN DONT READ.

My name is Evelyn-Grace Havens, but I go my Ellie. It's what Joan called me so I kept it. Wait I have to tell you who she is. My life is not all happy. When I was 2 my mother died of cancer. When I was little my dad would always have the neighbor babysit me while he 'took a walk'. She always told me he was just going out to get drunk. It didn't take me long to realize that him 'taking walks' was a regular thing, and he would make we feel like crap when he got back. When I was bored I would always play with the neighborhood boys Logan and Jake. Logan was 4 years older than me and Jake was 2 years older than me. One night when I was 5 my dad 'took a walk' suddenly and left me home alone, and didn't come back. My neighbor got worried when his car was missing for 2 days. After seeing me home alone she called social services. From the time I was 5 to 16, I was in 26 different foster homes across Ohio. No one ever adopted me. Who would want a screw up like me? My dad never failed to remind me that I was a mistake. I was only 3 at the time so I never understood until I was older. I got used to moving after a while. I never made any friends at school or had any relationships because I knew I would leave again with in a couple months. The only friends I kept throughout my life were Logan and Jake, but they were brothers to me. They were always there. I talked to them all the time and that kept me going. That and music. I kept a locket of my mom and dad around my neck. Even though my dad was a horrible person that loved alcohol more that me, doesn't mean I didn't love him. He is my dad. My foster homes would range from all over. I stayed in one home with a new couple with no kids. Their house smelled like drugs and was trash. I ended up leaving because I found my 'mom' overdosed the night before, and died. Another was a single dad of 2 boys. I didn't find out till later that he was just like my dad. He would wait till I fell asleep that he abused his own kids. I was taken one morning along with the sons. I never saw them again. Needless to say I left all my homes for either death, abuse, or bullying. The one I will never forget though was my last home. My last home was all I could ask for. It was an older couple that didn't have any kids. Jeremy and Joan Smith. They treated me so well, it was the first time I felt like a normal kid. The best part was I was 5 minutes from Logan and Jakes. I always kept contact but none of my 'parents' let me visit them. One morning I woke up earlier than they did. Which was unusual, I knocked on their bedroom door, but there was no answer. I opened to find that they had both passed away in their sleep. I was heart broken. Not only were they the best parents I ever had, but that day was my one year anniversary of being at that home. The most I had ever stayed at a house before that was 3 months and 21 days. I found adoption papers on the desk. Which made me feel worse. After the funeral I decided I was done with foster homes. I didn't want any more parents. Jeremy and Joan were my parents, not officially but they were to me. Evelyn-Grace Havens was not me. That was the name my so-called father gave me. From now on I am Ellie Smith. I ran away and lived with Logan and Jake. Until I finally reached the age of 18 when I could move out and be in my own.

If your reading this than your not triggered yay! I hope you liked it and if you want to read something else of mine than read The Paul Brothers I just completed that story today. I will work on uploading these parts as soon as possible ❤️ if your still reading than I love you. More chapters soon!