[Completed]Moonlight-Ft. NCT's Mark Lee

Chapter thirty

A/N: a long ass chapter ahead

MARK'S POV

"Mark? Are you free?"

Taeyong hyung came to my room. After that fight with Hae Ra, he probably knows about us and wants to talk about it.

"Neh hyung." To be honest I was already preparing myself for this. I had everything in mind.

He sat on my bed as I sat next to him. He fiddled with his fingers and then turned his full attention to me.

"I knew about you and Hae Ra."

Didn't see that one coming. All my efforts were a waste then. All the things I planned were for nothing.

"Oh." I rubbed my nape and waited for him to continue. He closed his eyes and heaved heavy sigh.

"Mark, I am not that dumb. Just because I seem to be playful doesn't mean I don't understand things that happens around me. You guys thought no one would suspect a thing about your relationship and were too carefree."

I looked down. He knew all along.

"Thats the reason why I tried to set her up with Jinyoung hyung and made sure that they bump into each other from time to time." My eyes widened in shock on hearing that.

He did those things on purpose? Even after knowing our feelings for one another he tried to seperate us.

Am I not good enough for her? Is she not good enough for me? Or does our relationship disgust him?

"Don't get me wrong Mark. Both of you are precious to me but.."

"But what hyung?" I grew impatient. Irritation was surely evident in my tone as I stood up.

"Tell me!" I raised my voice at him. I can't think straight. I am more messed up than I thought.

"You like her too right? You have those feelings for her! You guys were so close to the point everyone wanted you to be together! Tell me hyung!"

I did lose my mind by now. Tears streamed down my pale skin as I furiously wiped them off with my shirt sleeve.

Hyung immediately stood up and slammed me against the wall. He tightly held my shoulders and looked straight into my eyes.

"Because I know this will happen sooner or later. I know Mark you are really sensitive towards the people you like. If not now then later you guys would have b-broken up. And you might be more m-miserable then. And I-I don't want t-that." He sounded so desperate as he tried hard to not cry. He was fighting back his own tears.

"Mark listen to me carefully."

"Even though you love each other a lot, its not gonna change the fact that you are FOUR years younger to her."

I was about to retaliate but he raised his hand to shush me.

"Not by days or months or an year. But by four fucking years." He gritted through his teeth. "Believe it or not you guys are not compatible. Emotionally or mentally. Because of such an age difference you guys will definitely face a lot of hate from the society."

"We don't care about this already fucked up society. There are more messed up people out there!"

He again slammed me to the wall to calm me down. And when I relaxed a bit he bitterly chuckled.

"You don't? You don't give a damn about this society?"

"Yes!"

"Then why didn't you guys went public with you relationship? Why didn't you tell us by yourselves?! Tell me one good reason and I'll back off."