Your perfect to me

losing you

I rushed to the hospital right behind the ambulance and as the medics opened the back of the ambulance i was right there beside Hotch and i grabbed his hand and i was never letting go now.they opened the door to the Emergency ward and i was with him until a nurse told me i can't be there. As the doors shut i stood there and i herd JJ and Penelope run up to me and asked me if he was okay, i looked at the girls and i cried and Penelope put her arms out for a hug. She hugged me for a while and i was scared. i felt my heart sink and i couldn't breath so JJ took me to the waiting room. My body felt like it was about to give out on me and i just want to cry and cuddle up next to Hotch and sleep because i was so excited to come back that i stayed up all night. I told JJ that i wanted to take a walk to clear my head a bit, JJ gave me a nod but i could see in her eyes that she was worried about me. i walked and asked my self if i never looked down at my phone i could have saw that he was going to pass out. i felt a tear go down my cheek so i walked back to the waiting room to be with JJ and Penelope. i turned the corner and saw the team sitting there waiting for me to come back from my walk. I saw everyone and they looked very worried and they knew that i was the same way as they were but 10x worse. soon we saw the doctor and we all jump up to meet him so he can tell us the news about Hotch. he told us that when Foyet stabbed him it caused him to bleed internally so now the only way he can survive is surgery. I looked at the team and they all gave me a nod and i told the doctor we will do anything to keep him alive. So the doctor went to get the papers for me to sign and the team told me i made a good choice. The doctor came back with the papers and i sat there for 20 minutes signing papers, as i finished them the doctor asked me if i wanted to see him before he goes for his surgery and of course i said yes. As I walked to his room i felt so scared of what might happen during this surgery and then i told myself to think good things about us together. We made it to Hotch's room and i waited for a few seconds before going in, i saw the love of my life lying there cold and pale. I started to cry as i took his hand and i told him Aaron if you can hear me i want you to know i love you so much and i am remember the time we were walking to get coffee downstairs after work and the team never knew we were dating till we were there at the coffee shop and they saw us kissing and we freaked out,but now we are here and i don't want us to go away like paper in the wind, i want us to stay like a rock and i want you to be strong in there tonight because i know that the man i love is the most strongest man i have ever met in my whole life and i know that you love me and i pray you make it because you are the love of my life. then the doctor told me it was time for the surgery. so i looked at him one last time and i kissed his head and said i love you so so much Aaron hotchner. As the nurse wheeled him off to the surgery ward i stood there and cried. i walked back to waiting room and i saw the team sitting there waiting for me to come back. I walked over to Penelope and JJ and i sat down and i thought of me and Aaron and that sent me over the edge and i sobbed like crazy. JJ let me put my head on her shoulder.

19 hours later.....

i hear JJ tell me to wake up and i feel so upset and i still want to cry. We see the doctor and i jump up faster then you can a word. i ask the doctor how Aaron is and he asks me to follow him and i feel scared. i say he must be okay right. the doctor looked at me and said miss Prentiss ,your boyfriend has slipped into a coma .I felt my world fall in one second and that was all it took. the doctor said if he doesn't wake up in two weeks, i am forced to sign a DNR{DO NOT RESESATATE} which means do not bring back to life. i knew that was it for me and him.