Die For You (Andy Biersack Love Story) (COMPLETED) {1} [EDITING]

Chapter 34: First Look At Brandon

Chapter 34: First Look At Brandon

ANDY'S POV

I woke up in the morning and a doctor walked in.

"Well Mr.Biersack, your doing just fine, we can release you!"

"Hows Harley?"

"Same"

"Damn" I said under my breath as the needels were pulled out from my arms. Jinxx had gotten me some clothes so I slipped into them and the doctor walked back in.

"Would you like to see your son?"

"Oh yes please!"

"Ok, follow me and I'll show you." I followed him like an eager puppy. I haven't got to see Brandon at all yet. He led me to the NICU and led me to a clear basket case thing. I looked in and saw a tiny, pale baby wrapped in blue laying in their with wires coming out of him. I looked at the name plate and saw his name.

Biersack

2 months premature

I put my hand to the glass and slid it down, tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Mr. Biersack, did you and your girlfriend ever get a name for him?" I just nodded. "What was it" I looked at a nurse with a sheet of paper and a clipboard.

"B-Brandon Sean Biersack" I said, clearing my throat.

"Alright thank you, would you like to hold him?" He asked me as the nurse attached his name to the basket.

"Mhmm" I nodded, tears wanting to flow like crazy. He led me to the door but before I went in I got handed a pile of sea foam green. 

"Go put that on and meet me out here" He said, pointing to a room. I stepped in and unfolded the sea foam mess.

Shit, its that shit docters put on. Fuck I hate this shit. I pulled on the smock/robe/apron thing and pulled the shoe covers over my black converse. I pulled all my hair into a cap and pulled on some white latex gloves. Finally I pulled on the white mask that hung around my ears and stepped out. He let me in and I walked over to Brandon.

"I feel so retarded" I mumbled. A nurse handed Brandon to me.

"Hi Brandon, I'm your daddy. You'll meet mommy soon my little boy, you'll meet her soon." I stood there, rocking him back and forth. "I love you" I said before handing him back to the nurse. I walked out and took all that shit off before handing it back to the doctor. I walked to Harley's room and she looked the same she did yesterday. Still broken. Still bruised. Still injured. Still not awake. Still not Harley.

I grabbed her hand and sat next to her. I cried into her hand and then looked into her lifeless face.

"Brandon's beautiful Harley, good job. I can't wait for you to see our little boy." I cried somemore until there was a knock at the door. I looked and saw Jinxx step in.

"Hey, how you doing?"

"Horrible" I responded, taking a deep breath and wiping my eyes.

"I understand"

"No you fucking don't."

"Andy, I-" I pushed him out of the room, out of the hall, out of the hospital.

"Look, I've almost lost Harley two times and now I may lose her forever, permantley. It'll be worse this time cause Brandon will grow up motherless, never knowing his mother and he may not even live. If Harley dies, I'll probaly commit suicide" I said and stalked back in, tears rolling down my face.