Chapter 12

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Miranda's pov

I take off down the road in my vulkswagon as fast as I can go. Tears blurring my vision and I brake to the side. What do I do? It's my choice? But I don't know what to do! I finally go back home and tell them what he told me. Instantly mama Alex looks mad. "I'll be back." She says, walking out slamming the door behind her.

Jason's pov

I'm pulled from bed by a loud knock on the front door. Ugh. I get my pants back on and open the door. I'm caught off guard seeing Alex. "You had no right to do that!" "Do what?" I gasp confused. "Make her make that kind of a decision! It's not right and you know it!" "Alex I wanna do what's right for her. What she wants to do!" I say aggravated. "She's crying at home not knowing what to do thanks to you!" I sigh worried. "I... I didn't know... What else to do." "Well what you did decide to do what wrong and you aren't abandoning me and the baby!" I actually forgot about that! "What do you expect me to do?! Go on staying and having my daughter despise me?! Or just leave and she'll forget about me soon. The baby can grow up just like she did." "You don't want this baby?!" "That's not... Look I don't want to cause any more pain to that girl. I'm just gonna leave." It kills me to say that. I don't want to leave. I don't want to lose Alex. Or Miranda! "You ask what I expect you to do?" Huh? "I expect you to grow a set and be a man. Not run out and leave her!" I'm getting pissed off now. "This isn't even my fault!! I wouldn't even be in this mess if you didn't come onto me! You shouldn't have even told me about her! Then I'd still be a guy who's only worry is if I have a designated to get home from the bar! Technically this isn't my responsibility!" She steps back shocked and I know I said some shit I shouldn't have said. "You may not technically be responsible for Miranda but you are responsible for this baby." I glare at her. "Actually Alex, I'm not. Consider me dead and gone." I slam the door in her face and angrily sit down in front of it. I can't be a good father. Clearly. I'm not fucking up another kid's life like I did my daughter's. I shouldn't have ever gotten close to any of them. "OPEN THIS DOOR!" She yells, pounding a fist on it. I grit my teeth and cover my ears. "GO THE HELL AWAY!! QUIT DOING THIS TO ME!!"

Alex's pov

Quit doing this to him?! I was about to pound on the door again when he said, "Please... Just go.. I can't..." I open the door instead. His head was in his hands. "What's going on with you?!" I gape confused. "I can't. I just can't, Alex. I can't live knowing my daughter hates me." And I realize he's crying. "Please just leave." He stands up shakily and walks further away and up a flight of stairs. "Jason, wait!" His bedroom door slams. I was about to knock on it when I felt his weight against it. "Jason... Please... Open the door!" I beg. "Go away Alex. It's too late for me." What the hell?!?! "JASON ALDEAN YOU OPEN THIS DAMNED DOOR RIGHT THE FUCK NOW!" I screech, panicked and fearful. But instead I hear a gunshot that makes my whole body jolt. I scream his name horrified. Blood seeps under the door. Tears fill my eyes. I scream. "JASON!!!" I pound the door until I get it open. I call an ambulance as I fall to my knees beside him, a bullet wound in his head.

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