chapter 21

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jiyoon's p.o.v

"jiyoon you've been so down lately, why?" sanha says jumping on my bed

"hhh he's forgotten about me, he doesn't even look in my direction anymore. we debuted like 2 months ago and i still can't feel complete" i say burying my head in the pillows

"jiyoon you're 17 now, take action!"

"hhh how?"

"were meeting them at inkigayo today, so get up and confront that bitch" sanha says snapping her fingers

"ok ok" i say slightly smiling

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"ok jiyoon you got this!" hana rubs my back while sanha reassures me

"ok i got this, i got this. what do i say?" i ask.

"tell him 'mark lee why have you been ignoring me!? do you know that makes me feel!"

"san can you do it for me?~" i ask cutely

"haha no" she laughs "now go!" she says pointing her index finger towards mark

"hhhhh fine" i sigh, starting to walk to him. "bambam oppa hi" i wave at bambam

"jiyoonie hi~" he says hugging me. "what're you doing?"

"working up my courage" i smile at him

"for what? to go on stage?"

"oh no, to talk to mark" i sigh

"mark? don't be scared- wait which mark?" he says, a confused expression plastered on his face.

"lee.." i say looking to the ground

"why? ain't you guys in the same company?" he asks, his confused expression never leaving his face

"yup but he ignores me.."

"what?! how? why??!" bambam raises voice, "anyone would be lucky to have you!"

"oh my god" i face palm "stop talking so loud" i say when other artist start staring, especially nct127

"sorry sorry, but how!!? the way you talked about him- you guys are meant for each other!!"

"im just trying to go see if he ignores me and if he ignores me it's time to move on" i smile "ill be going now" i sigh once again

"good luck jiyoon, and if that doesn't work out i know someone perfect for you" he winks, walking away

ok jiyoon, you can do it. just walk over to him. he won't bite, he'll probably ignore me but that's ok~ heart hold on a little more!

"mark? no that's dumb- hi mark-- no no you're so dumb jiyoon" i say to myself once my legs start walking in marks direction, "just say a simple- woah" i say, tripping over my two left feet. great, i just made a big fool of myself.

"you ok?" felix asks. I FELL ON TOP OF FELIX IN FORNT OF MARK..

i mentally face palm "yeah oh my god, im so sorry i wasn't looking-"

"it's ok jiyoon, really!" he says laughing at my flustered expression, "be careful next time, ok?" he says putting his hands on my shoulder

"haha yes i will be." i smile at him

he takes his hands off my shoulders "ill be going, don't be falling no more~ i might not be there to catch you" he winks, walking away

that just happened, felix just- he just- "jiyoon jiyoon jiyoon" haechan says shaking his head

"you seen all of that?" i say my cheeks turning pink

"yes we did" he says gesturing to all of nct127

"if you wanna flirt, flirt somewhere else. we are busy here" mark says walking away

"excuse me" i say with an annoyed expression "he did not-"

"you probably hurt him jiyoon" yuta says shrugging

"me hurt mark? it's more like the other way around, he has no right to be hurt" i say, full of anger

"who was that though, jiyoon?" taeyong says giving me a warning look

"oh i gotta go, bye ty~" i say running back to my group mates

"so how did it go?" yejin says from her chair she was sitting on

"i fucked up" i say putting my head in my hands

"what do you mean?" sanha says rushing to me

"i accidentally tripped and felix was there to catch me and he kind of flirted with me and mark seen" i say looking at sanha "he's more mad at me now" i say sighing

"i give up on him, i truly do. he hasn't done anything but hurt me" i say, letting a tear fall

"don't cry jiyoon, seriously we're going on stage soon don't cry!" sanha says hugging my side

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marks p.o.v

"ty where are we going?" i ask taeyong who rudely dragged me out of my dorm

"im sick of all of this, im sick of you, im sick of jiyoon, im sick of her crying, im sick of you ignoring her, im sick of both of you" he says dragging me somewhere

"what-"

"shut up, you're going in there and you are going to tell her everything- every fucking thing" he says anger in his voice

"ok fine, im sorry taeyong hyung"

"don't say it to me, say it to my sister" he says glaring at me

"jiyoon?" i knock on her dormitory door

we got home a while ago and blue iris like ran back to their dorms

"what're you doing here?" sanha asks in a panic

"why am i not wanted here?"

"kind of" she says looking at the door and back at me

"is jiyoon here?"

"she's in her room" she says pointing to her door

"do you mind?" i ask

"say no more say no more, ill leave ill leave. don't break anything" sanha says walking out

"jiyoon?" i call out once i knock on her door

"im not here" i hear her call out

"jiyoon please, open the door" i pleaded

"ugh fine" she says and a couple seconds later her face is in front of me

"jiyoon please let me explain" i plead

"fine you have 10 minutes" she says letting me into her room

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