a/n i finallly say what her sister did to her but its lonnngggggg so sorry
jiyoon's point of view
"that was my sister.." i say looking down, "she isn't really my sister, and taeyong isn't really my brother"
"what do you mean?" he asks, looking confused
"well my parents- taeyong and taeyoon's parents, they adopted me from an abusive home and ive never been so grateful to anyone ever. once i got there i met taeyong and taeyoon. taeyong loved me like his own sister but taeyoon didn't. she didn't like knowing she had to take care of another sibling so she wasn't nice to me ever. she really didn't like it when our parents changed my name to lee taeeun bc now i was apart of them. she told me everyday how worthless i was, at that time i was 11 years old and ive become really depressed." i stop, looking at felix before continuing "i found my birth mother and she was the nicest, most loving woman ever. she told me my birth name was: kwon jiyoon so that's why i call myself that. taeyoon, ruined any relationship i ever had with anyone bc she said if she wasn't happy then why should i be. my best friend jeon yoongi, he protected me from her and one day his parents decided to move away bc like me he was getting bullied but he got bullied in school. he couldn't take it anymore. he wrote me a note saying: 'im sorry i couldn't protect you, lee taeeun. just know i love u, love jeon yoonji, your knight.' his birthday is soon, i always hide in my room every year" i smile at the memory of him, tears falling again, "he was truly an angel to me and i never got to repay him back for everything he did for me. after he left, i met up with my birth mother again and told her about yoongi and taeyoon. she was going to get me back bc she didn't like how taeyoon was treating me but sadly my birth father, hurt her so much she disappeared. she's in canada now, she wrote me a letter, saying the same thing; 'im sorry i couldn't protect you, kwon jiyoon. love always, mom' everyone that tries to protect me, ends up leaving." i say wiping my tears, "taeyong knew she treated me like shit but he couldn't do anything bc she was blood to him and i wasn't. he tried to protect me but then he went into sm and was never home. that's when she hurt me a lot but then she left for a while and that's when my life was starting to get better" i smile "and then i entered sm and ive never felt so happy in my life" i say looking at him, "then you came and my life was complete"
"jiyoon, you've been thru so much, i don't know how you stay so sane" he laughs, looking into my eyes. "the fact you shared this personal thing with me made me fall for you even more. im sorry jiyoon, but i love you" he says hugging me tight "im not leaving no matter what"
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"jiyoon, why are your eyes so puffy?" sanha asks, walking in
"it's nothing" i brush it off
"you didn't look on the internet, did u?" yejin says, about to shove noodles in her mouth
"no" i shake my head about to walk in my room
"jiyoon?" hana calls me and i turn to her
"what" i glare "im not in the mood ok?" i say turning to the door
"jiyoon, we need to talk" hana says pulling my arm
"let's go see what dream is doing" sanha says pulling yejin away with her bowl
"what if they fight?" she questions walking out
"what is it hana?" i question, crossing my arms
"im sorry ok! im so sorry, now you have this new scandal after you just recovered from one. i feel guilty. if i just stepped back and then you and mark would've been ok. you wouldn't have to drag felix into this" she says super fast, not letting me talk
"hana, calm down. i was mad you and mark got close but you guys seem like genuine friends" i say truthfully, "about felix no matter how hard i try he won't leave now" i laugh, softly
"you like felix?" she questions looking at me
"i-i-i-" i say trying to find the words to say, i like felix but i also like mark. im sO coNfLicTed. "i do like felix but i still have these feelings for mark" i sigh, "it's messed up"
"oh" hana says, her smile dropping
"hana, do you like mark?" i question this time
"jiyoon, you're my best friend- scratch that you're like my sister, all 6 of you are like the sisters i never had" she smiles "i don't want to lose any of you, ever" she says
"i understand" i say stepping back and sliding down the door. "how did things get so messed up?" i question myself
hana slides next to me, "thats life, jiyoon. life is hard, it sees you're happy so it throws another life crisis at you and you just have to deal with it but you don't have to deal with it alone." she smiles, side hugging me. "if you truly love someone, fight for them. don't let them go. happiness doesn't have to be so hard" she smiles getting up
"where are you going?" i ask
"im going to clear my head, get things straight" she says, walking away
"hana" i call and she turns around "im sorry for being so salty towards you, but take your own advice. if you truly like him, go for him" i smile and she blushes walking away
"thanks jiyoonie" she says walking out the door
"that was less frightening than i thought" mina says walking out of our room and i fall to the ground
"OW" i yell rubbing my head, "you idiot"
"love u eonni" she smiles, stepping over me and running out the door
"why is everyone leaving?" i question, getting up and also leaving
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a/n tBH every time you guys comment i get so scared bc i think you're gonna make fun of me bUt you don't and you guys say something funny or nice instead and i cry inside
E V E R Y T I ME
so thank you for not making fun of me(:
but question!!
hana x mark ??
or
jiyoon x mark ??
or or
jiyoon x felix ??
IM CONFLICTED ALSO
bc i wanted her to end up with mark buT hana is so in loVe
aNd feLiX
PLS DONT HATE ME IF SHE ENDS UP WITH FELIX PLS PLS THXS
YOU ARE READING
falling for you (nct & stray kids)
Fanfic"i love you but you love him" a love triangle never goes how you want it to go but neither does life it's a plot twist man, it's a plot twist this is my first fanfiction, so bare with me(: this was a mark fanfic bUT my little mind sparked somethi...
