Chapter 11-Secrets

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Courtney

I had been having fun all that day and I loved these new girls Katniss and Johanna. They were so much fun and Peeta naturally was laughing and smiling along with me.

I had never had this much fun at Liberty High. I was always so closeted and now I hated that feeling. Why did I hate it though? Why did I feel strangely better about being open amd not so clingy to other people and their opinions? I was realising that what people think of you is something not to live for. If only Hannah had known that before she had cut herself open like a fish....

Most of all, what could I do? I mean it was obvious...I couldn't forgive myself for Hannah's suicide. I couldn't believe that my actions had propelled her over the edge. She could say all she wanted that Bryce did but no...he wasn't. I knew I could have stopped it, that I could have done something to help her. But I didn't. Instead I had defended Bryce and other things. How could I have done that though? How could I have been so calloused?

I held my head high. I was not going to cry again...I had cried enough for everyone. Clay especially. It was obvious that he was going through so much grief...I mean those tapes were what he listened to all the time. I worried that he was gonna grieve himself to death.

Suddenly I looked around and noticed Clay and Cato screwing in Cato's car. They couldn't see me but I saw them. Cato was on top bouncing up and down and the car was shaking. I walked on rather shocked by what I had seen but I had no idea what to do or say. What would Peeta do?

Clay

I felt Cato cum inside me and I moaned loudly. We were both sweaty and tired from all the exertion, but we laughed softly. What harm was this? I loved Cato so much and I didn't even realise I did until now....

"Peeta can never know..." I said.

"He won't, he won't." Cato panted.

Suddenly a knock was heard on the roof of the car and I looked through the back window....

It was Gloss....

Song of the Day; Stand Back by Stevie Nicks

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