I sit at my window sill staring at nothing in particular, just staring at nothing. I should feel something, I tell myself. "I should feel something!" I start to throw everything in reach around my room, not caring if I was disturbing the household. I didn't understand why I didn't feel like killing myself. I did not understand how I did not want to hang myself, or take all of the pain killers in the medicine cabinet. I felt nothing. How could I not feel anything? I feel guilty and sad, but that is not enough. I should feel like wanting to tear my heart out because she was my mate. Beautiful Sauna. My Sauna, but I can't call her mine because I had told her I didn't want her, that we were better off apart. I made a mistake, a big one. I should want to kill myself the same way she did, but I can't because right now I am numb to all feelings. I can't feel the pain I want to feel.
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Regret
WerewolfGaige Shadow is a normal non sociable werewolf in the Meadow pack. When he decides to reject his one and only mate, he may not be able to handle the consequences to come.
