11:11 (a larry fanfiction)

chapter 10

-Louis’ P.O.V-

I went to the bathroom and I got a call from our manager, Richard. I sighed and let it ring three times. I could already guess what he was going to talk about. I had no choice but to answer it.

-Hello? – I said

- What the fuck is this that I’m reading? – he asked and he sounded angry.

-I love Harry. I’m not going to hide my love for him. – I said.

-You’re going to tell Harry you don’t love him. If you don’t I’m breaking the contract. Now, you wouldn’t want to ruin your life and your four other friends, would you? – he said and I knew tears were in my eyes.

-Why? – I asked

-Because I say so. Do it. – he said and cut me off.

I had no choice. I started crying. I couldn’t ruin our lives. Harry would be so sad and so would I. I didn’t know what to do.

I slowly walked out of the bathroom wiping the tears from my eyes. I saw Harry sitting on the living room couch as I walked in. He smiled at me and he was just making stuff harder for me. I sat down.

-I have to tell you something. – I told him

-What? – he asked trying to kiss me but I refused. The smile from his face faded away and it killed me to see him like that.

-I don’t love you. I’m sorry. – I said with tears in my eyes.

His smile faded away and started crying. Why was I supposed to do this? I was breaking his heart and I knew he was sensitive?

-I don’t understand. What do you mean? – he asked

-I mean, I was lying and I just wanted to make you feel better. I never loved you  and I don’t now. – I said.

I couldn’t lie to him. He loved me. What was I supposed to do? I had no choice. I wanted to tell him but I was forbidden to do it.

-You don’t love me? – he whispered breathing heavily.

-No Harry. I don’t. I’m sorry. – I said as I tried to hug him but he pushed me away. He looked at me with those puppy eyes and made me feel guiltier than I already was. I could tell he was really hurt. Tears in his eyes, hurt in my heart. I had ruined a human being. A human being I loved and adored.

-I can’t believe it. – he whispered.

-I trusted you! I loved you! And you throw me away like I’m just a piece of shit! Like I have no feelings?!? You lied to me and I’m never going to forgive you for this! Never! – he yelled and it tore my heart in two.

I went upstairs. I slammed my door and threw myself to my bed.

I started crying. I hurt the person I love more than anyone. I lied to him. And worse… I lost the only one that loved me back.