chapter 15

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Harry’s P.O.V-

My head was hurting. And I saw Ashley coming into the kitchen smiling.

-So, what now? – I asked worried.

-We’re together hun. I don’t have anything else to tell you. – she said. I didn’t love her. Maybe I loved her once but I didn’t anymore. I loved Louis but I couldn’t tell him or her. She’d feel bad and I maybe Louis’ reaction wouldn’t be what I would hope for.  

I kissed her lips and Louis stared at us. He looked disgusted and let out a noise. He walked out of the room. I wasn’t that stupid. Forgot my memory or not. I knew they were hiding something from me.

-Louis’ P.O.V-

~Night~

Ashley was using him and it killed me. I went up stairs to my room and jumped on my bed. I layed on my back looking at the ceiling. I had this huge jealousy in me. She didn’t love him and she had him while I loved him and I couldn’t have him. Our love was impossible. It was forbidden.

I started remembering our memories together. The love we shared but we didn’t share anymore. The secrets we shared that were now forgotten. I started crying with no noise. I loved him so much. Why was our fate written this way? Why? Why did I have so much bad luck? Why did we have so much bad luck? I fell asleep.

~Morning~

I got up feeling exhausted. I rubbed my eyes and yawned. I put on my clothes and went downstairs. I got to the kitchen and I noticed a note on the refrigerator. It was Harry’s.

I’m out with Ashley. We’re going to have lunch then go on a boat ride. I hope you know how to cook. Have fun today. See you tonight.

Harry. X’

I took the note and threw it in the trash. I let out a small ‘Hah’. Fuck Ashley. Using an innocent person for herself. For her own needs. And worse, he had fallen for her. Who wouldn’t? With her big blue eyes and the most devious smile I had ever seen. I hated two faced bitches like her. Well okay then.

I called Eleanor and we were to meet at Starbucks.

~1 hour later~

-How’s Harry? – she asked sipping her coffee. I sighed and told her everything. She shook her head and smiled at time.

-I’ll come with you at your home. – she said and I nodded.

-Harry’s P.O.V-

~Night~

After the fun day I had with Ashley she drove me home. I opened the front door and went in the living room. I found Louis and Eleanor together. I didn’t know why but I didn’t like that Eleanor girl and I had a feeling I never did. They smiled at me and I went upstairs.

I loved Louis. What a feeling to love. I was jealous. He loved Eleanor. He had been dating her for almost three years. I couldn’t ruin that for them.

I could hear footsteps behind me. It was Louis and Eleanor coming my way. I stopped halfway of the staircase.

-Yes? – I asked

-Harry. This is Eleanor. – Louis said.

-I know. – I said and smiled a fake smile. She reached her hand toward my way and I shook it. I smiled one more fake smiled and ran to my room. I changed my clothes and turned on my laptop.

I opened the twitter tab. Thank god my twitter was already opened. I didn’t remember the password. Hell. I didn’t remember anything. I glanced left and checked the worldwide trends. The first hashtag said ‘LarryStaySrtong’. What’s a Larry?

I clicked it and pictures of me and Louis showed up. What’s this? Did I use to date Louis or was this just a bromance? Was Ashley talking about that before?

When Eleanor left I heard a knock on my door.

-Come in. – I said and it was Louis. He smiled at me with those lips and those beautiful eyes. I couldn’t resist so I smiled back at him.

-I saw this on twitter. – I said and turned my laptop to his side.

-Hahaha, they’re just fans that believe we have a relationship. – he said.

-Oh, okay. – I said.

I didn’t believe him and I knew he was hiding something from me.

-Louis’ P.O.V-

~Morning~

Ashley had come and she was downstairs with Harry. I stayed upstairs on my laptop. I didn’t want to see her other face. I saw pictures of ‘Hashley’ yesterday on their boat trip. I was burning inside. She didn’t deserve his love. I threw my pillow at the wall.

-Why? – I yelled to myself.

I hated seeing Harry being used like this and me doing nothing about it. She was such a good actress. I got out of my room calmly trying not to lose my temper. I went downstairs and straight into the kitchen. I could hear Ashley faking a laugh.

-I love you Harry. – I heard Ashley say.

What a fake. And she was so good at it. Poor Harry believes he found true love. She wasn’t true love. I was his true love and I was standing right in front of him. Why couldn’t he see? Why couldn’t he tell? The only true love he has ever had was with me and we lost it. I wasn’t ashamed to admit it

-Harry’s P.O.V-

Ashley was so sweet but she wasn’t Louis. She laughed at all of my jokes. She was beautiful, nice and funny. She was a full package. I was going to get a tattoo with her face on it.

We went to the tattoo parlor and I got a tattoo of her face on my left arm. We both thought it looked beautiful. And I thought she looked beautiful.

-Louis’ P.O.V-

~Night~

I saw Harry coming in the front door. I took a look at him and glanced at his arm. Oh no. This was too much. This was literally too much. I couldn’t take it anymore.

-She’s lying! – I yelled and covered my mouth with both of my hands. This had gone too far, I was going to let him know, he had too.

-What do you mean? – he asked confused.

I told him everything. About our love, secrets and relationship. I told him about our impossible love, about management, about mine and Ashley’s talk in the living room. Everything. He now knew everything.

-I knew it! I knew it. Who am I supposed to trust now? – he asked

-Harry…

-No! I trusted you and you both lied to me. I can’t take it anymore. I’m leaving! – he yelled and got out of the room.

-Harry’s P.O.V-

I ran upstairs and packed my clothes. I took one last look at the room and went downstairs. I walked through the hallway and took the car keys.

I got to the front yard and got in my car. I started driving. I didn’t know where I was going. I was confused and I was thinking about all that Louis had told me. I shut my eyes and I had flashbacks.

-I remember. – I whispered.

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