11:11 (a larry fanfiction)

chapter 29

-Louis’ P.O.V-

I woke up with a huge headache. I put on my clothes and I called Eleanor.

“Hey.” I said.

“Let me guess. You wanna go out?” she said and It made me so mad. Of course I wanna go out you bitch. Why the fuck else would I call you? Yeah, I was just wondering how your day was going. I couldn’t care less about her.

“Yeah. We need photos.” I said

“Okay. See you in an hour.” She said and shut the phone.

I knew Harry was doing his best to try and make me jealous. I had to give him a taste of his own medicine.

I went out with Eleanor and pretended to be happy. We took photos and Eleanor caught a video of me saying I loved her.

~8pm~

It was getting late and I had to go home.

I knocked on the door and Harry opened. He looked mad. I was trying to hold myself from smiling.

“What the fuck were you doing?!” he yelled

“I was with Eleanor, calm the fuck down.” I said.

“Yeah. I saw the photos and the video.” He said angrily.

“So what? You do the same with Victoria”

He walked away.

“It’s not our fault! We don’t have a choice. I love you. You know that!” I yelled. And it was killing me. It was killing me and Harry. We loved each other. We had a right to love each other. Love is equal.

He turned his head around and he had tears in his eyes.

“I know. I’m sorry. I love you too but this is really hard for me.” He said.

I knew he loved Victoria too, I mean I saw his texts. But that didn’t mean he didn’t love me. And that didn’t mean I was okay with that idea. I didn’t like sharing. I couldn’t be mad at him. He was crying. My face went pail as I watched tears trail down his face.

“I’m sorry.” I muttered as I held him close.

“Shh. Baby don’t cry. It’s over. It’s done.”

I gathered him up and I carried him to the bedroom. I tucked him in and then myself beside him. I kept holding him and I kept muttering about how sorry I was.

“I read your messages.” I whispered.

He whipped his tears and got up at full speed.

“What!?” he yelled. He looked mad and yes, I was scared. Soft Harry was gone.

“You heard me.” I said trying not to lose my temper.

“You don’t trust me!” he yelled.

“You told her that you loved her.” I said sorrowfully.

He walked away. No more words. That meant that he did love her. I could do the same thing to him. I could make him suffer the way he made me suffer. Tomorrow. Tomorrow was going to be the day that I told him I loved Eleanor.

-Harry’s P.O.V-

~Morning~

I couldn’t believe Louis. He didn’t trust me. He always makes me jealous with Eleanor. Why? I loved him and he loved me. This wasn’t good for our relationship. It wasn’t. My thoughts were interrupted by a phone call.

“Hello?” I asked.

“Hey hun. It’s Victoria and I wanna go out with you right now.” She said

“Okay. Come at my house and I’ll make you some lunch.” I said.

Well since Louis was trying his best to make me jealous then so was I. 

The door bell rang and I answered it. Victoria jumped into my arms.

“Hey babe.” I said and I kissed her. She shut the door behind her. I lead us to the living room and she pushed me on the sofa. She started kissing me. Roughly. I didn’t like where this was going. She got down and removed my pants.

“Victoria…” I said

“Shhh.” She said and put a finger on my lips.

I just closed my eyes, hoping that it would be over soon. I didn’t want to have sex with her a) because she was a girl, b) because she wasn’t Louis, c) because I couldn’t tell Louis.

I couldn’t tell her that I didn’t want to. She would think that our whole relationship was a lie.

She started sucking my cock, while rubbing my balls. I moaned and shut my eyes. It wasn’t so bad if you imagined Louis doing that to me instead. She stopped. Fuck. She wanted me to do stuff to her now. I had no choice. She was already naked. I pushed her down.

I put my fingers in her while sucking on her clit. She yelled my name. I got up and kissed her lips. She pushed me back down and I got in her. I moved really fast to end this already. She climaxed faster than I expected. When we were done she put on her blue summer dress.

“I have to go now.” She said while putting on her underwear.

“But-“

“I know. It was great. See you tomorrow.” She said and slammed the door behind her. She left me alone. I was alone. Trapped with my own thoughts. I had sex with her. I had sex with Victoria. I couldn’t tell Louis. No. He’d break up with me.

~8pm~

“I have to tell you something.” Louis said.

“Yeah?” I asked

“But first, what did you do when I was out with Eleanor today?” he asked

“Victoria came over and we hung out a little.”

Louis looked mad. He looked at me straight in the eye and let out the words I never, ever, ever would want to hear.

“I love Eleanor.”

It hit me. It hit me like a ton of bricks. Like my world was shattered. My world was shattered. In a second. In those three words. Those three words had the power to ruin me. And they did. I could feel my heart tear in two.

“That’s very funny Louis’.” I said

“I’m serious.”

-Louis’ P.O.V-

I couldn’t believe I just said that out of jealousy. Tears were in his eyes but there was no going back now. It was done and it was said.

“I’m going to move in with Eleanor.” I said.

I was so stupid. I loved Harry. Why the fuck did I just say that? What the fuck was wrong with me? I wanted to tell him I was lying but I couldn’t. I couldn’t let myself drop that low. But thinking about it. I already had dropped low. I had hit rock bottom.

“Why?” he whispered to himself.

I didn’t answer. I just got up and went upstairs. I packed shirts, pants and everything else that I needed.

I ran downstairs and walked out of the door with no words. No looking back. But I had hurt Harry. And I had hurt myself.

I called Zayn sobbing. I told him what happened.

“Can I stay at your place for awhile?’” I asked

“Sure.” he said and cut me off.

This was the biggest mistake of my life.