11:11 (a larry fanfiction)

chapter 34

(Hozier- Take me to church)

-Harry’s P.O.V-

~1 week later~

I sat on the couch while watching TV and Louis was making us breakfast. What a great time to be alive. Everything was finally going right in my life and I was glad about that.

I didn’t want to live a few months ago and it scared me how much I thought about going out for a walk and never going back home, how willing I was to leave everything I had and everyone I knew.

I just didn’t know why Louis was so sad. I loved him. I needed to help him.

Louis sat beside me and I just kept staring at him. He looked fucked-up. Not in a good way. Not even in a bad way. He was just mainly fucked up. And I loved him with every twisted thought and all of his imperfections.

“You look sexy when you’re all fucked up.” I said

“That means I always look sexy.” He said and I just stared at him smiling.

“I want you to show me every twisted, frightened thought you’ve ever had. I want your eyes to crack my bones; I want your words to tear my skin apart.” I said and Louis looked at me and started laughing.

“Where do you get all of these quotes?” he asked and I shrugged even though I knew.

“I use these quotes, to calm you down and to find out what’s wrong with you. I want to help you and I want to fill your empty heart more than all the world’s oceans ever could.”

Louis just smiled and wrapped his hand around mine. So small and petite.

“How small my troubles seem when your fingers wrap around mine.” He said and I smiled so wide I thought that maybe my fucking jaw would break.

The doorbell rang and I smiled before I got up. I opened the door. Victoria. She jumped into my arms but I could barely hold her, not to seem like a dick or something but she was getting heavy and her tummy was a bit blown up. She kissed my lips and walked inside.

I felt bad for her. I always had. She loved me. She thought our love was real because I made her believed it. I had created a hideous lie and now I had to fix it. I couldn’t lie to her anymore. I couldn’t be that cruel.

“Sit down love.” I told her as we walked into the living room where Louis was sitting.

“I think it’s time to tell her the truth.” I whispered in Louis’ ear.

“I support you no matter what.” He replied and Victoria was just staring at us.

“I have something to tell you Victoria.” I said

“Me too. You go first.” She said.

“Well,” I started and this wasn’t as easy as I expected “Vic. I don’t really love you and you’re just kind of my beard. I’m with Louis and I have been with him since the beginning but I didn’t want to hurt your feelings. I hope you don’t feel bad, but I’m kind of breaking up with you, I mean I have no other choice. This lie couldn’t go on any further. Now what did you have to say?” I asked and she just looked at me shocked.

“What’s the time?” I asked but nobody answered.

“Fine.” I said and pulled out my cell phone. 11:11. Time to make a wish. The only wish I had was to be happy. With Louis.

I realized that I just acted like the biggest dick ever. I could tell I hurt her and tears were gonna come streaming down her face any moment. But she swallowed and got her shit back together. She looked down at her lap, wiped her tears and started playing around with her fingers.

“Vic, what did you have to say?” I asked again and this time she turned her head up, looked at me straight in the eyes and with the most seriousness I had ever seen her.

“I’m pregnant.”