aftermath | jinseob [discont.]

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always.

it's a song both hyungseob, woojin and the rest of the trainees knew that it'll definitely make them cry. they know how special it became on their hearts, the memories that they built up together, all assembling in one song.

woojin remembers hyungseob's swollen eyes and puffed cheeks the day they recorded that song. everyone was already in the midst of crying, but that boy tried to keep himself strong. that of course, was questionable, because at the condition where everyone was letting out their biggest grief, hyungseob was there trying to lighten up the mood, forgetting the fact that he himself was in deep sorrow.

he kept his guard up until the time when the video of his parents came up on the screen, showing their love and support to their son who has experienced pain 3 times a normal boy his age should be experiencing.

ahn hyungseob never cried. he didn't cry during the first elimination. he didn't cry when his rank went down to 20. he didn't cry when the netizens called him 'egoistic'. he tried to keep himself content and blissful to the people surround him, making up to the definition of an 'endorphin'. however, park woojin was an exception.

the stage was peaceful, endearing, and made out of a dream. screaming colors of soft pastels embraced the 35 boys, as they immersed into a kaleidoscope of memories.

woojin watched hyungseob from afar. the dark haired boy was graceful, embellishing, and full of beatitude. even with short lines, he managed to shine himself to the audience. he was like a flower capturing everyone's attention, and surely everyone knew that was his charm. woojin managed to catch a look on hyungseob's glassy eyes, and the boy returns him an angelic smile.

park woojin could swear that he wouldn't meet anyone who was as beautiful as him.

and surely he wasn't ready to let him go.

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holy god i'm craving to write a jonghyun fanfic (i'm not even done with my ongniel one hhh) pls bare with me