Best friends / k.l.

11

Avery

There was something about Kian that made me so happy. I couldn't put my finger on it, but I was always happy when I was with him. He always gave me a reason to smile, and I loved that. I loved everything about him. I was in love with him and somehow that made my life easier. "Babe!" Kian yelled as he busted into my room with a look of happiness plastered on his face. "They love you!" He handed me his phone. It was flooded with positivity. "They approve." He hugged me tightly as he left kisses all over my face.

"I really thought that they would hate me." I dropped my head.

"How can they hate you?" He asked as he lifted my face. "You are perfect in every single way possible and you are my best friend." I smiled as I kissed his lips. "It is very hard not to love you." He held me a little bit closer to him.

"I love you." I said as I pulled my hands to the side of his face. He smiled as his eyes scanned my face. "I really do." He smiled even brighter.

"I love you so much." I smiled as the words dripped off his lips.

"Get the hell out!" We heard Jc yell from downstairs. We pulled our attention to him. "I am not kidding, get the hell out!" Kian started to leave, I followed closely behind him.

"I just want to see him." I heard a girls voice fill the air as my heart sank inside of my chest.

"He doesn't want you here, no one does." Jc snapped before we met him at the door.

"What the hell is going on?" Kian asked as he wrapped his arm around me. My eyes bounced back and forth from Meredith to Jc. "Why are you here?" he snapped at her.

"I just need to see you." She whined as she looked at me. "Kian, I need you." She whined again as she tried to move closer but he pulled both of us back.

"I need Avery. " He said as he held me closer. "You are no longer apart of my life, I'm sorry. I only have four women in my life and you aren't one of them." It took me a minute to realize he was talking about his mom and sisters. "Just go and leave me alone. I don't want you anymore, I don't need you anymore, and I definitely don't love you anymore. My life has been great without you, so just go. " She frowned.

"I am better than Avery. I can give you everything that she cant. When are you going to realize that?" She said as her eyes scanned over my body.

"Avery is absolutely perfect. She doesn't need to makeup or the revealing clothes to feel pretty. She doesn't need thousands of people commenting under her pictures to feel needed. You will realize this one day, but you are not all that. Nobody needs you." Jc's eyes grew wide. "I will never give Avery up. She is my everything and I need her. I have loved her more than I ever have anyone else. She gives me all I need." He smiled down at me as he rubbed circles into my back.

"I will have you again." She said before she let out a large sigh.

"Maybe in your dreams." Jc said as he started to close the door on her. She rolled her eyes before she started back to her car. "That was intense." He half laughed, we all nodded.

"We seriously need to move again. " I laughed. "I hate that she knows where I live." He sighed as he hugged me tightly. "I love you and only you." He kissed the top of my head. "You are my girl." The words dripped from his lips as my heart melted.

"I wouldn't want to be anyone else's." I said as I held him close to my body.

***

I laid on Kian's balcony as I watched the day turn to night. I was wrapped in his large comforter. I thought of what Meredith said, she wasn't wrong. She was so much prettier and skinnier than me. She could pull any and everything off, I couldn't. She could probably make him so much happier than I do. I frowned as my eyes fell the ground. He deserves to much more than me.

"Stop!" Kian snapped me out of my thoughts. "I know you too well. You are letting her get into your head. Stop! You are everything I want and need. I wouldn't trade you for all the stars in the sky. You mean everything to me and I will always want you in my life. " He held my face inside of his hands. "You are beautiful in so many ways, and I swear if perfect existed then baby you'd be it. I am in love with you." He kissed the top of my head.

"I love you." I mumbled in a small voice.

"I meant everything, okay?" I nodded in response. "Let's watch this sunset goofball." I nodded with a small smile plastered on my face. "Stand up." I slowly pulled myself off the ground.He pulled the blanket off me and wrapped in around himself then sat down. I looked at him with confusion. He spread his legs as he patted the space in between them. I laid into him as he wrapped us both up in the blanket. "I love it out here." Kian said as he held my hands inside of him. "I can think better out here. This is actually where I realized I was in love with you." I looked up at him with shock. "I always knew I loved you, but I was so scared to fall in love with you until that night. " I smiled as I kissed his cheek. "I sat out here on the phone with Meredith, we were arguing. You came out here to check on me because you hadn't heard from me in while. You had one of my old T-shirts on with your hair pulled up into a messy bun. You had fuzzy socks on with a cup of coffee in your hands." He half laughed. "I had seen you like that so many times before, but this time something clicked. I couldn't help but smile as you took small sips of your coffee because it was so hot. You looked so beautiful. You were the only one to listen to me complain or cry. You always came running to myside. " He smiled as he looked into the sunset. "I had never felt so happy with anyone else. "

"I am literally in tears." I said as i wiped my eyes. "I love you." I wrapped his arms around me as i kissed them gently.

"I really wish you knew how many times I have cried to Bobby over you. I have never really cried over a girl, but over you. I cried all the time. " I frowned. "I cried because i wanted you so bad but i felt like i couldn't have you." He frowned. "but now i have you and that is all that matters." He smiled as he kissed my cheek.