completed-sorry if you get mad at me because of the but i checked and could find hardly anything. i really do have a crush on butch and anyway about the story. yeah it will kinda unfold along with it but the ppg's are their sisters in this to make t...
as i sat in the dark room crying while Butch hugged me i felt like such a baby. my mother and i never were close but she never said anything like that. after a few minutes of trying to stop and slowing down i stopped crying and wiped my tears. butch was still holding me and i cuddled closer to him. he was warm and safe. i liked it and i felt safe like i didn't have to worry about my mom right now. i need to get myself together and stop being a wimp. i collected myself and got up deciding to turn on the lights. i help butch up and took a deep breath.
i didn't want to say this but i decided 'why not' "do you want to see my drawings?"
butch was shocked but nodded but not before questioning it "i thought you said you didn't want to show me your pictures"
"i don't but i'm bored."
he laughed while i took out my sketchbook and showed him the drawings. his mood changed when he saw some of them. ever since my dad died my thoughts took a dark turn. not to suicide or cutting or anything but to death and realizing how scary stuff can be. i was embarrassed about it all but then he flipped the page again to see something, it was my favourite drawing and i loved it. it was my doll that i based off of mulan's doll.
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(drew by echo gillette not me)
...butch was silent, i was nervous. "soo~ yeah i'm a little dark" i said. he looked at me and smiled?
"hey it's good i like the doll."
"i based it off of the doll in Mulan" i said smiling. i felt accepted and was happy. he nodded and put his head on my shoulder.
"i can tell you're very good you know" butch replied looking at it with aww? i was wondering if he was being sincere.
"thanks i don't really think i'm that good but thanks anyways"
butch's pov
i was in aw at the pictures, they were beautiful and she didn't think so. i was so surprised they were awesome and she hated it somehow. i smiled and felt like i should do something, but what. i feel like i know but i don't know how to kiss someone. i looked over to her and cupped her face in my hands. i hope i'm doing this correctly. i leaned in and gently pressed my lips to hers.
y/n's pov
he looked at me and cupped my face in his hands, what is he doing. he then leaned in and gently pressed his lips against mine. he was kissing me and i kissed back. what are we doing i don't know but i like it, i was happy and closed my eyes. when we pulled apart i could see in the dim light that he was blushing a bright crimson color. i bet my face was darker like a deep ruby or scarlet. i was so happy, he looked at me and then a look of pure fear struck his face.
"i'm so so so so so sorry, i don't know what came over me and i just thought that it was a appropriate thing to do at a time like this." he said quickly and upset. i chuckled and hugged him.
"it's alright and i agree it's okay by me" i said. he smiled and so did i. "we should go to bed" he nodded and we laid down. butch was holding me and cuddling me and we soon fell fast asleep.
