completed-sorry if you get mad at me because of the but i checked and could find hardly anything. i really do have a crush on butch and anyway about the story. yeah it will kinda unfold along with it but the ppg's are their sisters in this to make t...
a/n this one is really sad and deals with things such as cutting and suicide so i'm sorry if you are going through a hard time or this is a touchy subject.
y/n's pov
dream/nightmare
"remember that i love you and i will always be with you" is what he said whiles in the hospital room. i was crying and telling him to stay with me. the next thing i knew he was dead, no breathing, no heartbeat but he still had a smile on. he hardly ever didn't have a smile on his face. he was always telling jokes and making people laugh and smile. he now was gone.
my mom was beside me only light tears strolling down her face. she had her hand on my shoulder and trying to calm me down. i was balling my eyes out and he was gone. my only friend, yes only. the next day at school my eyes were still red and puffy. i heard everyone pointing at me and laughing.
"freak!" "loser!" "boy!" "depressed b*tch!" "do you cut now too?!" they all said, taunting me.
the worst of all coming from princess Morbucks who came up to me and had the nerve to say "aww are you sad, well go cry to your mommy, oh wait she won't care. try your daddy, oh wait you can't. why don't you go join him?" i was holding back my tears and was having trouble.
suddenly i appeared at the back of the school, it was around lunch time. Princess was there and she was holding something for me, a b-blade. i've never cut but she was suggesting it. should i take it, she had a smile on her face and pushed into my hand.
"do us the favour and die." she said and smirked. then it all went black and i saw my dad. he held his arms out and i ran to him to hug him. when i got there he vanished and i heard his voice talking to me.
"not yet peaches not yet." he said. i smiled but then looked for him. he was nowhere. he returned in the distance and i ran towards him but i wasn't getting any closer. "no stop not yet peaches you have to wait."
dream ends
i woke up and shot up. what happened, i looked around and noticed i was in my room. my room not in a dark abyss. i sigh and notice something sit up next to me. it was butch.
"what's wrong y/n?" he asked concerned.
"i just had a really bad nightmare." i said not going into detail but still being honest. he held me closer to him and rocked me slightly.
"it's alright y/n, it was just a dream. there's nothing to be scared. do you want to talk about it?" butch cooed as he calmed me down. i shook my head and he understood. i'm so happy that he doesn't push me telling him and that he respects me enough to just hear what i want to say.
ever since we moved i haven't had that nightmare i wonder why i have it now of all times. i am so confused and hopeful. was the nightmare because of butch? i hope not, does that mean he'll die within my lifespan. i hope not, will this happen a lot?
"wanna go back to sleep?" buch asked laying down while still holding me. i nodded and layed down with him. he held me close to him and i snuggled closer, his heart sounded nice and calming. i fell asleep after a few minutes and it was a more peaceful dream, just a black abyss with nothing. i felt at home for some reason
time skip to morning butch's pov
"y/n butch~ come down for breakfast~" y/n's mom said as the door started to turn, she opened the door to see y/n sleeping with my arms around her. i glance over to the door to see her mom staring at us in shock and giddy? why is she giddy right now? she smiled and then left after winking at me? i thought her mom hated me. i was still a little tired from y/n's nightmare but i got up and woke y/n up.
"you're mom said breakfast is ready" i said calmly not adding anything about what else happened. her mom confuses me so much but i don't know why exactly.
"alright you can probably fit in some of my dad's clothes when he was younger. here" she said handing me some clothes from her dresser. she probably wears them a lot, that's sweet. i go to the bathroom and change and when i come back i see a very upset y/n.
"what's wrong?" i ask and she looked at me and motioned to her outfit that was on. it was pretty and cool but also a dress?
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"my mom made this rule that i have to wear a dress every saturday and wednesday. so yay i have to wear this, and i can't skateboard in this" she explained annoyed. she was soooo~ hot but wait what am i saying ugh stop butch stop.
