Fake Love. | Kim Taehyung

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TAEHYUNG'S POV

It's all my fault.

I held her tightly in my arms and with all my strength, I brought her down to the living room. My shirt was drenched in her blood. Just like before... when she was drunk.

My face was stained with tears and finally, the ambulance came. They entered through the front door and saw the both of us on the floor. They placed her gently on the stretcher.

Her pale body and stained cheeks were slowly squeezing my heart. The fact I was the reason this happened was killing me even more.

Fun fact. In your heart, there's this certain string-like part. When you feel like this certain pain in your heart when some person breaks up with you or you're feeling a strong emotion, those strings actually break. Reasons why it's called a heartbreak. Your heart actually breaks.

Right now... it felt like all those strings just broke.

Here I am, holding her bloody hand in mine, as the nurses on the ambulance try and keep her alive.

I felt dead.

She was my life. As a child, I never knew what kinds of feelings I should be experiencing. No wonder why I said all of those mean words to her. I would never leave her... even after graduation. I would actually support her even more.

I ruined her future.

It's all my fault.

We finally reached the hospital and we all rushed to the ER. They say men shouldn't cry...maybe they never felt such pain.

The door to the ER room is where I stop. As she enters, all I could do was pray and drop to my knees. And that was exactly what I did.

Staying hours or even days in the hospital waiting isn't bad compared to what she felt. She felt pain, she didn't feel loved even if I genuinely love her. I failed to show that.

I'm a failure.

I couldn't imagine having people taken away from me... maybe this is what she felt. I'm truly sorry. It wasn't fake. It was genuine and real.

"Who are you?"
Hearing those words come out from her mouth breaks my heart even more. All the memories we spent together are only precious in my mind. Not hers.

I wasn't sure if she was joking or not... if she was. That was one sick joke that I fell for.

Her forgetting about me is almost the same as her taken away from me.

Is this what I get for not being there for her?

I deserve it then...

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I woke up with back and neck pain. My eyes slowly adjusted on the bright fluorescent light that shone upon me. Suddenly a figure hovered over me blocking that white light. I squinted my eyes since it was so dark and couldn't tell who it was.

"Told you. I would ruin her but this time...it was your actions which made her this way. It's all your fault"

It was Eunji.

"Now I'm here to fix it" I stood up pushing her aside as I walk towards the counter.

"Just accept me already. Y/n won't remember you..." she holds my arm.

I yank it away and glare at her intensely. "Then I'll make new memories with her and make her remember whether you like it or not"

"Then i'll make her remember you mistakes" she glares back.