Fake Love. | Kim Taehyung

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Double update because I feel bad for not posting

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"Was I not good enough for you?"

My brows furrowed at his statement "What do you mean V?" I say as I slowly approach his figure. 

He scoffed "Do I need to repeat myself, slut?" 

My eyes widened. What the fuck is wrong with him? 

"Excuse me? Slut?" Now it was my turn to have some attitude. I did not buy some gifts for someone to act like that towards me. 

"Congratulations! You have ears that are working perfectly. I wonder if your mouth is actually used for talking or for kissing other guys" He rolled his eyes.

"What the fuck are you talking about? I didn't do anything wrong" I fired back. I was done with this attitude of his. 

"Oh really? So cheating on me isn't wrong? Is that regular now for you?" He says as he slowly approaches me.

"Cheating? Are you actually accusing me of cheating? Wow...V you know I would never do such a thing" I scoff. How dare he accuse me of cheating. 

"Oh really now? Care to explain this then?" He took out his phone and showed me a bunch of pictures. 

It was me with J-hope this afternoon. 

One was when I stepped on his toe and head butted him but in this picture...personal boundaries was non-existent. 

Two was when he manhandled me but I was smiling. We looked too happy.

Three...was when I fell on top of him. 

He turned his phone off and continued to approach me...slowly backing me up into a wall. 

"Enjoy being a two-timer? So when I'm gone, you need a replacement. Is that it?" 

"V. You know that it's not what it looks like. You trust me don't you?" I say desperately trying to make me believe me. 

" I trusted you...now I'm not so sure" 

"ARE YOU SERIOUSLY GOING TO BELIEVE SOME FAKE PICTURES OVER ME?" I cried out.  

"Am I supposed to believe a cheater like you y/n? Think about it" He smirked. 

My mouth was wide open, speechless. No words can explain how hurt I am right now...he's actually believing some stupid pictures of me and J-hope which by the way isn't really what it seems like? He didn't even let me explain my side of the story? 

While my mind was exploding with thoughts and doubts, V was approaching the gifts I nicely laid out for him. 

"Aww. Cute. " his voice reeked of sarcasm. 

I couldn't take it anymore. 

"V LISTEN TO ME. Those pictures aren't what it seems like okay? Today I was in J-hope's house an-" 

"AHHH so you were in his house? was that why you weren't picking up my calls the whole day hmm?" 

"My phone died before you called me. I was there because I help-"

"Helped him what? take his pants off?" He interrupted me once again. 

"V COULD YOU PLEASE JUST LET ME FINISH AND EXPLAIN MY SIDE PLEASE?" I cry out.

" I TRUSTED YOU Y/N! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? HOW COULD YOU HAVE CHEATED ON ME?" 

I scoff "WOW V! as if you're the innocent victim here! you cheated on me twice! and I let you back into my life after the painful suffering you let me go through" 

"but don't you see that I'm desperately trying my best to change for you? I even got a god damn job to help us both survive?!" He retorts back. 

My eyes teared up "Then why don't you trust me?" 

"These pictures are actual proof y/n...you expect me to believe the words come out of that filthy mouth?" He slowly picks up the Iron man plushie. 

"It's too bad...I love Iron man" He says as he viciously tears the plushie apart, destroying my gift in front of my own eyes. 

"WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?" I pushed him aside as I know held the ripped pieces of the Iron man plushie. 

"Why did you cheat on me?" He rolled his eyes and stepped on the food I bought for him. 

"V!!"I cried out. My tears that I tried so hard to hold in, started to drop and roll down my cheeks. How can he be so cruel? 

"Not trying to make it a metaphor but the food is like my heart I guess...you trampled on it and broke it to pieces. Now it's all useless and destroyed" He says trying to make his voice stand tall but deep down, you hear his voice trembling. 

With that, he left the living room and made his way to our room and locked it. 

I held on to the broken stuffed toy and sobbed "But it's not my fault..." 

I hugged my knees and let the tears fall out. 

I understand why he would feel that way when he sees those pictures, anyone would've been fooled into thinking me and J-hope were a thing but what hurts me the most is...

Didn't he not trust me?

Didn't he not trust me enough to believe me? to believe that It really wasn't it seems like? Wow...he didn't even care to listen to my side of the story. 

I'm mad at the fact he didn't even bother to give me a chance when I have given him countless chances. He couldn't even give me one chance to speak up? 

Come to think of it, what he did in the past was way worse than what I did...since I didn't even do anything wrong. 

I'm sad at the fact he didn't even hesitate to say all of those hurtful words to me. What  a bastard. 

But when I looked into his eyes, it pained my heart. His eyes expressed betrayal, pain, and sorrow... some of the things I hate to see him feel.

He's my everything. As cliche as it sounds, it's true. 

I understand he hurt me way too much back then. Other girls in my position would have probably left him by now but I've seen him grow. He's not who he used to be. He's not the tough playboy every girl flirted with and every boy feared of... he was the vulnerable softie who needs care and love.

His mom died overseas and never came back.

His father left him and remarried another young woman. 

He had no siblings.

It was only I who was there for him in his darkest times.

I'm sorry V if I hurt you... but I will not back down and leave. I'm innocent and I know one things' for sure that I am not a cheater. 

I'll get you back V.

I'll prove it to you.