Fake Love. | Kim Taehyung

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"Can you..." He looked at you straight in the eye. He bit his lip and held you tighter. 

"Help me get Skye?" 

You loosened your grip and gave a fake grin

In the outside, you seemed happy for him and to him it felt like you didn't like him at all. This was all for help but...that's not what it felt for you. 

You felt like this was the third time your heart shattered to pieces. 

For some reason, people just don't want to be with you. Was it really hard for them to be with you? or was it because you were just unlikeable. 

Your heart tore to pieces, hopes have been put down, but your love still didn't fade away. You still cared for him and you would do anything to be with him...and that would mean to help him be with Skye. 

If that's what he wants then so be it.

It was hard for you though because you thought his actions and movements he did for you these past few months was because he liked you. Guess not. It was just because he was friendly and it was normal for him to be like that. Not for you. 

"Su-Sure" your voice turned out to be shaky. It was hard for you to just be there. Your tears wanted to slip out but you held it in. You won't be that person who would cry each and every night because your heart is broken. You've changed. It was still hard for you.

He removed his hand from yours and told you about his back story. How he liked her ever since grade school because of her jolly attitude and basically everything about her. What can you say? she was perfect. Athletic, pretty, smart and not to mention one of the kindest people you would ever meet. 

It was even harder to get mad at her because who wouldn't like her? You started hating on yourself. How you're not good enough and... basically everything about yourself. 

Skye came back with an I-spy book, she skipped her way to your table.She gave you guys a big grin and waved. She plopped down and started reading and finding the missing things. 

You started to help right away and told Taehyung to help her. Maybe even go closer. 

He gave you a thumbs up and did what you told him to do and he was really happy. They both were... and sometimes you would catch them glancing at each other.

But

You couldn't take it anymore. You excused yourself to the bathroom but actually ran upstairs to the janitors closet. 

You cried so hard that your eyes started to feel like it was about to fall. 

Why does this always happen to you? Do you really deserve to be treated this way? or is that how life just goes? because it's pretty pointless to live if no one even wants to stay with you. 

You came out and decided to head to the infirmary because you started to feel bad on the outside and...the inside. 

You rested on the bed thinking and even tearing up...eventually, you fell asleep. 

-

The bell rand signaling it was time to go home. 3:20pm 

You got shocked because you skipped lunch. You stood up and headed back to the classroom. You heard a few students asking what happened but sorry to say this but you ignored them. 

As soon as you entered, your group approached you and started bombarding you with lots of questions. 

You simply just answered saying "I'm okay and I want to go home"