The Nameless Angel

Chapter 9-Goodbye

   (Luke's POV)
  I can't do this anymore. I feel like she is going to leave me for Calum. I saw when she kissed his cheek. I can't. She's at work. I look through my drawer trying to find my razor from when I went through suicidal "phase". I finally found it as I ran to the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror. "This is because you aren't good enough for her," I cut deeply down my wrist. I bit my tongue holding everything. "This is for your jealously," I said cutting a second deep cut. "And these are for all the times you messed up," I cut more after that. I started to feel numb. No one was home so I started to walk down stairs blood dripping down my arm falling off the tip of my fingers. I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and made my way to my room.
    I drank and drank. Cutting more. Then drinking. By the time I started to get light headed I was half way down the bottle. I tried to take another swig but I collapsed the glass shattering in my hand.
    (Angles POV)
  I made my way home from my internship at the hospital. It was nice working there. The hotel sucked ass. I walked through the front door. I smelt alcohol. And I saw blood drops. "Luke!" I screamed leaving the door open. "Luke!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. There was no response. I ran up the stairs dropping my purse. The bathroom had blood in it too. I tried to open his bedroom door but it was locked. Wait you can get to his bedroom from the bathroom. I ran through the door in the bathroom and when I saw Luke I fell to the floor screaming and crying and loud as I could maybe someone would hear me. My phone was in my purse. I studied his arms the cuts were deeper at the front of the wrist. It was still bleeding. I could smell the alcohol on his breath. And the shattered glass was stuck in his hand. I searched his pockets and found his phone. I called 911, then Ben. "Hey Ben, Luke tried to kill himself," I cried into the phone. "God of this again, I'm like a minute away did you call 911?" He asked. "Yes," I cried as he hung up. I Kaye's on Luke's stomach. Intertwining out fingers. "Why would you do this," I cried. "I love you," I cried into his chest. I heard the front door open I didn't care. Then the bedroom door was locked open. "Oh god Luke," he sighed. "This has happened before?" I said not moving an inch. "Yea, we got really suicidal durning his years of high school, getting made fun Of and stuff," he sat down waiting for the ambulance. I got up and sat next to him. But I still squeezed Luke's hand. I heard the ambulance and told Ben to go outside. They took Luke as I followed. "Do either of you want to go?" The EMS guy asked. Ben pointed to me. "No your his brother," I wiped my tears but I forgot I had blood on my hand. "You found him, go," he pushed me as I got in. "See you there," I smiled waving.
    We drove there and they rushed him inside. I waited for Ben to get there. When I saw him I ran up and hugged him crying. "He's going to be ok," Ben smiled. "What if he isn't," I cried harder.
"Your just like Luke, don't think of the what ifs, ok?" He smiled lifting my chin up. "Ok," I smiled.
    We sat waiting for hours. Finally a doctor came to talk to us. "So Luke will be fine, he just lost a lot of blood and drank an estimated half a gallon of whiskey. "Will he need help again?" Ben asked. "Yes, he will be put into a mental facility for at least 6 months," the doctor said looking at his notes. "Why?" I asked. "Well he seemed pretty beaten up, and we did a year last time so, is that helped the slightest we want him in there the shortest amount of time he can be," he smiled. "So when can we see him?" Ben asked putting his hand in my shoulder. "Right now actually," he said pointing down the hall. As I looked I saw Luke. "You'll have a couple minutes to say goodbye, then we'll have to take him," the doctor who was helping him down said. "Ok," I smiled hugging him. "Why would you do that?" I asked. "I felt like you liked Calum, that's why," he stopped. "Tags why what baby?" I asked. "While I'm gone I want you to move on," he smiled. "Luke, I just got you back," I sighed. "And I'm saying, were on. A break while I'm gone, ok?" He smiled. "Ok," I nodded a tear running down my cheek. "And brother," he smiled. "Take care of her," he hugged him. "Ok, I will do my best," he smiled. "If she has a scratch on her the next time I see her, your dead," he laughed. "Ok ok I get it, she's priceless, I see what you see in her," Ben smiled. "Alright bye guys," he smiled as the doctor grabbed his arm and pulled him away. "Do you think it would be to much to ask if I moved in with you for a little, my grandma can't afford to take care of me anymore, and I have no where else," I sighed. "That would be great," he smiled grabbing my hand pulling me out of the hospital. "What are you doing?" I laughed. "Just cmon lets go home," he pushed me into the car laughing. We stopped by McDonald's then he drove me to his house. "Do you want to stay in Luke's room?" He asked. "No I shouldn't be alone," I smiled.
    I turned around and his face wasn't even inches away from mine.
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