The Nameless Angel

Chapter 47- Silence

    I woke up, I remembered I hadn't talk to anyone since yesterday, when I told Luke to drive. "Hey," I heard Calum's voice. I smiled not responding. I didn't wanna talk to anyone, doesn't matter how hard they try I won't talk. That doctor pretended like my child having its umbilical cord wrapped around its neck is no big deal. It's a fucking big deal! I pushed him out of my room so I could change. When I changed I walked out and everyone was there. The whole 5Sos band, Paris, Meghan, my mum, Miguel, Amethyst along with her father. Everyone I knew. Even Kyle. I rolled my eyes and poured me some coffee and drank it. I went through my phone occasionally smiling from the posts about me. "Sweetnut," Calums soft lisp sang into my ear. I looked up at him. "You haven't talked in over 12 hours," he laughed. I shrugged looking back at my phone drinking more coffee. "Princess," Ashton called me by his nickname for me. I looked at him, "please talk," he smiled. I shook my head no and drank more coffee.
   I finished my coffee and walked into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and did my hair. I started my makeup. Then I saw Michael in the doorway. "Please sweetcheeks," he looked at me. I looked at him and shut the door. "I don't want to talk, people talk to much, and what mostly comes out of their mouths are lies, my child will be fine? FINE? She has her unbiblical cord around her fucking neck, is that supposed to make me feel better, words? It doesn't," I spat at him. "Calm down," he grabbed my cheeks. He wiped my tears away like always. "Everything is going to be ok, I promise," he hugged me pushing my face into his chest. I didnt mind. I needed this. I cried into his nirvana shirt.
   After that I still didn't talk except to Michael. Mostly when we were alone. He got my pain, he listened. Not everything that came out of his mouth was shit. "Sweet cheeks," he looked at me. I looked back at him. "Can I have a beer?" He asked. "It's like 10 in the morning," I laughed. Everyone turned around quickly. "Please?" He asked. "Fine, want lime?" I asked. "Uhm I'm good don't go through too much trouble." He laughed. "What the fuck?" Calum asked. "Will you talk to me?" Luke asked. I looked at him and looked away opening Michaels beer. I walked it over to him. "Here," I smiled. "Thank you," he laughed. "WHAT THE FUCK?" Calum asked again. "I know why she isn't talking, she trusts me, she doesn't really wanna talk anymore," he frowned. "You don't trust your own husband, WHO YOURE HAVING A BABY WITH?" Luke asked angrily. "I," I was about to speak as the door opened and shut loudly. "why would you tell him michael I trusted you," I walked into my room and shut the door. I cried. "Hey," Michael said. I looked at him my eyes red and puffy. "I'm sorry, it kinda slipped I didn't mean for it," I cut him off with a kiss to the cheek. I still didn't say a word. I walked out of the room and left.
   I walked down the hall looking for him. I found him sitting by the elevator. "H-hey," I hesitated. "What do you want?" He asked. He wasn't sad, he was angry. "I wanted to say I'm sorry, I just," I stopped looking into his eyes. "You what? Trusted Michael cuz he's better than me? Because you wanted to marry him?" He asked me. "N-" he cut me off again. "YOU DONT TRUST ME, HOW THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSED TO RAISE A CHILD?!" He yelled, I heard a door open. "WHAT IF WE DONT RAISE IT? BECAUSE IT CAN DIE AND IF IT DOES?" I yelled back. "well have to live with it! The doctor said everything would be "fine," I quoted what he said. "So, what if it is?" He asked. "Then what! She'll have parents who don't trust one another!" He yelled. I knew he was getting angrier. I kissed him, but he pushed me off. "SEX DOESNT FIX EVERYTHING!" He yelled. "I just-" I stopped. "What the hell is going on?" An old woman asked. "N-nothing," I hesitated. "Alright," she walked back into her room. Then I heard Luke's fist punch the wall. "Sometimes fighting needs to happen!" He yelled. "Not over this! it wasn't that I didn't trust you! It was I didn't think you would believe me!" I cried. "What wouldn't I believe?" He asked getting closer to me. "That I feel like lies are the only shit that comes out of talking," I stepped back. "Sometimes people don't lie," he walked closer grabbing my hand. "They do most of the time," I snarled breaking out of his touch. "Baby," he choked. "What?" I asked. "I'm sorry," he looked into my eyes. "Ok," I smiled. "For?" I asked. "For yelling at you, and not letting you explain," he stopped. "God my hand hurts," his teeth gritted in pain. "Omg you're bleeding," I stopped. "Cmon," I pulled him into our apartment. "What happened?" Michael asked worried. "Where is the alcohol?" I asked. "Like?" Meghan asked. "Rubbing," I responded. She ran to the bathroom and handed it to me. I cleaned up his bleeding hand. I pecked a kiss on it. "There," I smiled. "What happened?" Miguel asked.
   We explained it to them and they understood. "Oh ok, so everyone's ok?" He asked. "Yea," I smiled resting my head on Luke's shoulder.
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