The Nameless Angel

Chapter 34- Sweet, Sweet Goodbyes...

I ran down the street trying to find Michael, he had been missing since last night. I went to his favourite bar. He wasn't there. I went to the park, I went to his other favourite bar. Not there, so I got so desperate I went to Ruby's place. "What the hell do you want?" She asked. "Is Michael there?" I asked. "Nope sorry," she slammed the door on my face. I grabbed my phone and dial Michaels number. It rings and rings. He answers it.
"Hey," I heard him sniffle. "Hey sweet cheeks, you ok?" I asked. "I.." he stopped choking. "Hey, tell me, tell me everything," I smiled. He spilled everything about how there's me in a relationship, he was lonely. I felt so bad, I started to cry.
Oh god I'm ruining someone's life, with my happiness. I hung up and fell to the ground. I cried, I sent Luke a message telling him where michael was as I rushed out. I ran to the location. It was a my apartment. He must've taken my extra key while I was sleeping. I rushed in. Michael was on my bed crying. "Tell me why I shouldn't kill myself?" He asked. "Because, people love you," I smiled. "Who?" He asked. "Me the boys," I smiled sitting next to him. "They don't love me, they are forced into work with me, you don't love me," he choked. "Yes I do Michael," I smiled a tear rolling down my cheek. "You love Luke, because he's so much better than me," he squeezed his hand harder. "No, no," I touched his hand. "Yes yes yes!" He screamed looking at me, his eyes red puffy eyes, hot tears roll down his face. I cupped his face. "I'm begging you Michael," I cried. "Don't touch me, I don't want you to be the last thing I touched, I don't want Luke to be mad at my dead body," he whined. "No, don't you dare pull that," I cried harder. "Michael I love you," I pushed my head into his neck. Just as someone walked in. "Luke it's not what it looks like," Michael pushed me off. Tears ran faster dap my face. "Luke go away," I said. "What?" He asked. "I need to be alone with him," I said not taking my eyes off Michael. I saw the pain in his eyes. Oh god I'm causing this aren't I. "Michael," I said setting my hand on his chest. "Luke's going to kill me, maybe not before I do but he," he stopped feeling the smack of my hand against his chest. "You are not killing yourself!" I smacked him getting my anger out. I'm not very strong so it's just I needed to get out my anger. "Stop," he laughed. "No, you won't stop talking about suicide I won't stop hitting!" I laughed getting on top of him. I kept hitting him not hard then I felt his hands softly grab my waist. He pushed me down on the bed. I felt him start to tickle me. "Ahahhahahahah!" I laughed. His hands made it to my sensitive part, between my thighs. "Ahhh!" I laughed "oh god!" I laughed. "Ohh fuckkkkkk!" I laughed loudly. Then I felt soft kisses on my thighs. I moan left my lips. "W-what're you doing?" I moaned while slightly laughing. "This would make me really happy," he smiled. "Michael I'm engaged we can't," I sat up. "Fine," he said leaving. "Shit!" I ran after him, the guys not being outside my door anymore. I ran down the stairs that were a workout every morning and night. I didn't see him. "Damnit," I breathed out. Then I heard crying from behind the stairs. I looked at saw Michael. "Hey sweet cheeks," I called him the nickname I gave him. "What do you want?" He asked. He wiped his face only leaving marks of blood on it. "Michael," I grabbed his arm showing his very fresh cuts. "Oh baby," I sighed setting my hand on his face. I grabbed my phone and Texted Luke.

Now I've done something to offend Luke, great. Fucking great. I snuggled into michael until I heard the door open. "Here!" I yelled. I looked and saw Kyle. "Seems like you can't get away from this," he laughed. "So I was wondering if you wanted to go out sometime," he smiled. "Engaged and not the time," I frowned as the vehicle started to move.
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Sorry this is so short. I just got really sad writing about Michael like that..